F O U R
"Matt we need to go to the hospital Cyrus is hurt." I say getting up to go to the car.
The ride was silent to the hospital. As we walked down the cream colored walls I held onto Matt's hand for safety.
I spoke to the receptionists, were she told me my daughters room number, 304. By the time I reached the hospital room I started to tear up,"Babe she'll be alright." Matt rubbed my shoulder then walked in the room leaving me alone in the hallway.
It took me a few minuets to collect myself and stay strong for my baby girl, if I looked upset then I knew it would upset her too.
"Hey baby how's your arm?" I ask looking the cast on her left arm. "I'm fine mom it's ok." She rolls her eyes.
"Cyrus Lynn Caniff!! Don't roll your eyes at me! You know I'll always worry about you! You broke your arm and I was worried would you rather me not care at all?"I scold her. She nods her head no then gets up from the bed to hug me.
I turn to see Matt shift uncomfortably in his chair. Then I realised what I said, I had Cyrus's last name changed to Espinosa two years ago and I used Taylor's last name. I feel like a bitch now, I completely forgot and he's probably mad at me.
Once again, the ride was silent, not even a comfortable silence, awkward silence. I dropped Matt and Cyrus off because I had to go to pick the twins up. I knew he was aggravated so I just left him alone and figured I'd deal with it later
Taylor's house is just 10 minuets away I start to get a bit nervous, I haven't actually seen Taylor in 3 years, the last time we spoke was at the court case 6 months ago over the phone because he wasn't there, he was touring. I would always make Matt drop the girls off at Taylor's house for the week he had them.
I tap my fingers on the car and a weird thought comes to me, how many kids does Taylor really have? Let's see Cyrus, Brooklynn, Greyson, Hayden, Ethan, and Easton. He has 6 kids and he's 28.
What a man whore, could he have just used a condom? Taylor must pay a shit load in child support. Thinking about Taylor made me think of Michelle, I haven't talked to her since she divorced Taylor almost 5 years ago, I wonder if she still lives in Florida?
I laugh at myself and my random thoughts in the car. I pull into his driveway and walk up to the front door. I quickly adjust my shirt and knock on the door. The door quickly opens to reveal the person I've hated for almost 10 years.
"Hey Belle." Taylor smiles, there's definitely and awkward silence in between small talk.
"I came here to get the twins. Are they ready?" I look into the house. "Umm nah they went with Lacy and the kids to the bowling alley they'll be back any minute. Do you want to come inside and wait for them?" He offers.
I froze not able to think, I wasn't expecting this much interaction between us,"U-um sure."
We both sit on the couch looking at our phones,"Alright Belle, I know this is weird and I know you hate me but your just going to have to suck it up for our kids."
I haven't really thought about the fact that Taylor and I have three kids together in a long time. And I was pissed by the simple fact that he thought the kids were suddenly ours when I raised them for 10 years.
"They're not ours, they're mine. Just because I was stupid enough to open my legs for you doesn't mean they are suddenly ours. You've done nothing for your first 4 children but abandon them, and left me and Michelle to raise them ourselves . So don't think your gonna slowly creep back in my life and make it hell again. Just because you can see your children doesn't mean that you mean anything to them, they hate you for leaving them and they hate you for being their father, or at least a sad excuse for one." I rant.
Taylor looks at me in shock,"Do my children actually hate me?"
"If you open your eyes wide enough you'd see, Cyrus cries every time she has to come over and they twins say they hate you all the time."
I knew none of this was true and that my kids love him no matter what, but at this moment I wanted it to hurt. So I spat every terrible insult there was until my children got home.
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1 week later
"Babe are you ready we have to be at Aaron and Bri's in 15 minuets." Matt yells from across the house.
Tonight is the night Breana and I reveal our surprise to all our friends and family. I had an ultra sound two days ago at my 12 week mark and was told my due date is October 25 and I could find out the gender at 20 weeks Breana texted me that her due date was November 7 and that she has another surprise she wants keep a secret of until tonight, not even I know.
I have kept my secret for almost a month and its almost slipped out on multiple occasions.
"Ok Matt I'm ready to go." I walk out in my black heels and Gianna Bini blue and white romper. It hides my small baby bump, I started to show faster now that it's my third pregnancy.
I put my hair in a fishtail braid and applied winged eyeliner. I look my self in the mirror one more time and decide I look great and I ready to go.
I walked into the living room to see Matt on his phone, I cleared my throat and he looked up. "You look beautiful Belle."
I kissed him and turned to walk away when he grabs my ass and I smack him across the back of his head laughing.
We jumped into Matt's black BMW i8 (dream car) and headed off to the party.
As we arrived I started to get even more excited. Everyone we knew was there, Jack J and his wife Elena, Jack G and Madison, Shawn and his fiancé Kiersten , who is so pregnant. She looks like she's gonna pop any second, Carter, who is still single. Nash and his girlfriend Kat , Hayes, Cameron and his girlfriend. Wait Cameron and his girlfriend that I don't know about?
I walk up to Cameron when this mysterious girl walks away,"So Cameron when were you going to tell me about this girlfriend you have?" He smiles," Oh yeah that's Ainsley, we've been dating for about a month. I meant to tell you, but I figured you finding out was better."
"I'm so happy for you Cameron. It's good to see my big bro doing better." I hug him and kiss his cheek
We talk for a few more minuets when I move on and get to talk to Shawn and Kiersten. "Congratulations on the baby when is it due?" I ask. "Our baby girl is due on March 8." She smiles.
"Have y'all picked out a name yet?" I ask. "We've talked about it and we've decided on Cora Elise Mendes."
Before I could respond Bri pulls me into the living room to get everyone's attention. She whispers excitedly into my ear, "Are you ready?"
I nod and Bri yells," LISTEN UP COCK MUNCHING MOTHER TRUCKERS BELLE AND I HAVE AN ANNOUNCEMENT TO MAKE SO LISTEN UP!" This earns a laugh from the crowd.
"Ok we're about to play a game with the husbands, so if Matt and Aaron would please get their asses to the front so we can continue."
Matt and Aaron step forward and sit on a few nearby chairs.
"It's a guessing game, so you are going to guess different words to make a sentence."
I look over to Matt "What's the opposite of me?"
"You."
It's Bri's turn to ask Aaron a question. "What letter comes after Q?"
"R."
"What is the opposite of stopping?"
"Going."
"What comes after 1?"
"2."
"Matt, what likes flowers and stings?"
"A bee."
"What letter goes before B?"
"A."
"Last question Aaron, what is the opposite of mom?"
"Dad."
Bri and I look at each other in excitement,"So boys put the sentence together."
"You are going to be a dad?"
Everyone cheers and claps for us
"I'm going to be a dad!!" Matt jumps off the chaos and kisses me.
"Am I really going to be a dad?" He hugs me. "Yes babe, surprise!" I laugh.
"How far along are you?" Matt smiles. "I'm only 3 months along, but I was hard keeping the secret from you and everyone else, but I love you and hope your as excited as I am." I kiss him on the lips and hug him again.
"HEY EVERY ONE I HAVE ONE MORE ANNOUNCEMENT TO MAKE!" Breana yells.
She motions me to come stand by her.
"I'm having triplets!"
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Well I have no excuse for not updating In a month. I was lazy sorry!!😬
But this also took forever to write because I had writers block, but it's here!
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