F I V E
"Tell her you love her to."
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"Holy shit, Breanna you're kidding me." I look at Aaron who looks like passing out.
"Five kids?" He asks and she nods. "Are you not excited?" She asks , her smile fading.
"No, no, I'm excited! It's just a lot to take in right now." He kisses her.
"We'll give you guys a few minuets alone." I say pulling Matt away with me. I feel bad for Breanna, she was so excited about telling Aaron and he seemed a little upset. But in Aaron's defense triplets is a lot to take in.
"So babe are you excited about the news?" I look into his eyes. "Yes. I can't believe your pregnant with my child! I get to be here for everything, the birth, changing diapers, holding him or her, and being the best father I can."
"Aww babe your so sweet. And yes you will be the best father ever." I feel Our hands in-ter-twine (5Sos ok bye)
"Hey Belle." The one person I haven't had a kid with walks up to me.(😂)
"Hi Nash." We hug each other, his eyes gleaming. Matt walks away to go mingle with others.
"How've you been?" He shoves his hands in his pockets. "I've been good, I'm pregnant again but that's not a secret." I smile.
"I finally got a girlfriend myself, her name's Scarlett and we've been dating for about 4 months." He's about to say something but he holds back his words.
"That's great I'm so happy for you." Sometimes I miss Nash and our relationship.
"I'm moving to California after tour is over in August." He smiles,"Maybe we could meet up at a park or something and I can catch up with the little ones."
I feel just a slight blush creep over my face, I can't help it, the fact that he still cares even after what I did to him makes me happy.
"That would be great, I'm sure Greyson would love to play football with you and I bet Brooklynn will want to go on the swings with you. Cyrus, she loves dancing so she may try to teach you..." I trail off not knowing what else to say.
"That's sounds amazing. You know the fact that you love your kids so much just amazes me." Nash pulls back a strand of his long brown hair.
"Well it's what you do as a mother, you love and cherish your children. No matter the circumstance, or how badly they've messed up, you still love them." My smile grows wide thinking about my kids.
He's speechless, in a good way. His eyes smile so his lips don't have to, his eyes are just as bright as I remember , "Nash do you want kids?"
He's surprised by the question," Of course, I wanted one before I turn 30 but I'm not sure if that'll happen. I ultimately want three of my own."
"Speaking of kids have you thought of any names yet?" Nash asks.
"Well for a boy I like Iverson, Camden, Everett, Ryan, and Ashton. And for a girl I like Caymen, Amelia, Acacia, Azalea, Arden, and Evangeline."
"You have unique taste in baby names." He laughs.
"Do you like any of them?"
"I like Iverson and Camden for a boy and I like Azalea and Evangeline for a girl."He nods his head," What are you hoping for it to be?"
"I love my baby regardless of gender but I'm kind of hoping for a boy, just to even it out a bit. But then there's that other side of me that thinks it'll be a girl just because I'm apparently prone to having girls. What do you think it will be?" I ask.
"I totally think it'll be another girl, I don't know why, I can just feel it in mah bones." He jokes.
"I'm just hoping this is a drama free pregnancy because all three were super stressful with Taylor and you know, our drama." I pause," And I want to thank you again, you were there for me through everything, me almost miscarrying the twins , giving birth ,moral support, through a good year of my life and I'm really sorry I left you with just a note and not calling.
I wish I could've undone what I did, I'm not saying we would've stayed together, I would've told you a different way. I'm also sorry for moving on from you to Matt so quickly, I felt like a slut because I'd already dated you and Taylor in the group, but I'm not sorry for letting you into my life. You will always be a good influence on my children and your welcome to see me or them anytime."
He looks stunned at my apology,"I forgive you Belle I forgave you a long time ago, I tried not to, I tried to hate you with everything within me but I couldn't. Because..."
I wait for him to finish but he never does," I think I'm going to go back and check on Matt."
I stand up and fix my dress
And right as I begin to walk away Nash stops me." Hey Belle, wait!." I turn to face him.
"Because I love you, I could never hate you because I still love you. I love you so much, I'll always love you, no matter if you've moved on." He says then walks away leaving me to process his words
I still love you too.
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Shit just went down!!
I have no excuse for not updating, I've been lazy.
But I will give shout outs to books now, so just DM me your book name and description. I will do fan
fiction as long as it's not a Shakira fanficton.
I also have a few other books you may want to check out:
Losing him-
"Because all actions have consequences."
Daylight- Michael Clifford : "You've got me running from the Daylight."
Based off the song Daylight by 5 Seconds Of Summer.
72 Hours- Calum Hood au:"The story in which a girl and a boy
fall in love with in 72 hours"
Saying goodbye - Ashton Irwin au: "When someone you love dies, you feel as if you can't continue; But you do, you always find a way."