T H R E E
I wake up at 2:30 in the morning only to rush to the bathroom and puke my guts out. Fuck, why do I have to be pregnant again? My hormones are a raging mess and I'm going through constant mood swings. I've been trying to keep them under control around Matt until tomorrow's party, he's only walked in on me puking once so I just told him I wasn't feeling well.
I hear a knock on the door,"Babe? Are you ok? Can you let me in?"
"Yeah Matt just give me a sec." The lock clicks and the door is opened by my lovely husband Matt. Note the sarcasm please. "Belle are you alright? You've been puking for the past ten minuets."
"Yeah I guess it's just a little stomach bug. It should pass soon." He eyeballs me. "Are you sure?"
"Yessssss...Mate I'm finnne." I groan. He smirks,"Yeah I know, you also have a nice ass." I blush a little. "Oh my god Matty. Really?"
As soon as I walk out the bathroom, my stomach aches for food. The refrigerator is my life. 15 pizza rolls, 2 bags of chips and one pint of ice cream later I go back up stairs and fall asleep.
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"Belle...babe wake up. I made you pancakes." Matt says softly. "Good morning love." I kiss Matt with my stank nasty breath.
He pulls away, "Babe I love you, but you need to brush your teeth." I scoff sarcastically,"I have no clue what your talking about. My breath is amazing."
"Mommy! Brooke keeps pinching me ." Greyson runs in my room pouts.
"Brooklynn Hope Espinosa, stop pinching your brother and apologize!" I yell through the door. I hear a muffled sorry and I continue brushing my teeth. The twins are at the age where they are constantly fighting, On the bright side their tenth birthday is in two days.
Matt walks in the bathroom and starts to take his shirt off, I stare at him in the mirror trying not to get noticed. "Babe, What's up with you staring at me? I know I'm hot, but if you want it just tell me." He smirks, that cocky asshole. "Why did I marry you again?" I ask giggling. "Because you love me...And if you loved me you would get your nice ass over here and take a shower with me."
I nod my head yes then start to undress and look in the mirror. I'm only 7 weeks along so I don't have a bump yet. It's more like a little muffin top. I step in to the shower and Matt wraps his hands around my waist.
"Hey Belle I need to ask you something." He states.
"And what would that be babe?" I respond curiously. "Well.... You know, I-I was wondering if we would ever have another kid. I mean it's been nine almost ten years and I wanted to be there for my babies birth and I want to change diapers and feed them bottles. I never got to do that with Greyson. I mean I never even got to pick his name."
I stiffen, I can't tell him. "I know Matty but I'm just not ready, when the time is right I'll have another kid."
"You always say that, 'maybe in a couple years'. 'Maybe when the time is right' . It's always about you isn't it, it's always about what you want. What if I want this? Have you ever thought of that? Or are up to selfish to even think about me?" He yells.
"Matt your not the one wh has to carry a human being inside of you for nine months! You don't have to go through labor or push it out of your vagina! I'm not comfortable with going through that again just yet. I'm sorry." I yell back.
"See! It's all about you!! All you talk about is yourself. You self centered conceited bitch!" He turn the water off and steps out of the shower leaving me to cry.
I step out of the shower and wrap a towel around my body. Was I really that selfish? I knew Matt wanted more children but I didn't know he wanted them that badly. I throw some clothes on and walk into the kitchen. Matt is sitting on the couch watching T.V.
"Hey Matt." I call out. He doesn't respond, "Matt." He just pretends not to see me, the fucking prick. "Matthew Lee Espinosa you get off your ass and fucking say something!" I yell.
He walks to me and smashes our lips together,"You are so sexy when you're mad." He kisses me forcefully, then we cuddle on the couch. "So am I forgiven?" I question. "Yes baby you're forgiven."
I hear my phone chime, it was Cyrus's teacher.
Come to the hospital ASAP Cyrus is hurt.