Fire Starter [Minecraft Diaries Fanfic]

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(I'm sorry for huge Fuk ups!)

It's been 5days 7 hours and 37 minutes since I last spoke to Dominic....or anyone really. I've developed a voice that will talk to me almst 24/7......Hailey told me Thoren has gone missing....they think he died. It's supposedly complete mayhem in Tu'la but that's none of my concern....though it's irks me. I can't think about Thoren being dead. I'm a shell now. I made a plan. I'm leaving.

I heard a knock at my door but ignored it completely since I was relaxing in the bath singing a random lyric that I pulled from the darkest part of my brain " some say the world will end in fire, some say in ice. From what I've tasted from desire, I hold with those who favour fire because I feel like I've tasted enough of the bitter taste of hate and isolation that I'd also agree that ice is also nice" I didn't care about who was knocking, who was on the other side or even the door itself. I was full of so much rage and sadness that I literally couldn't move nor speak. This wasn't like Y/N 'death' at all.

This was completely different. Something beyond my reach. I didn't want to feel this way...I just did. I didn't know why I was feeling this way though...I mean I didn't like him anyways.............right? Like I should be fine with him only wanting to be friends....whatever makes him happy right?

I shouldn't be selfish about this...I mean...I was the one who left him here in the first place so I shouldn't have an opinion in any of this....right? I hurt him first. So now, it's only fair if he does the same. If he doesn't care about me, that shouldn't be any of my concern....I need to keep away from him...let him be happy without me. I mean...clearly he doesn't want me around anymore...I wouldn't want to be around me either.

I need to relax. I can't get ahead of my self. I need to breathe before I do something stupid. I swear my fire side and me are two different people....

They say they've seen a god, an angel.....

Another knock was heard from my door I groaned. I didn't have time for this. I need more cooling down time....

But little do they know they've also seen a devil....

"Who is it?" I yelled groaned. "It's...me" I heard Hailey's voice from the other side of the door, I am certainly not talking to her right now....we all knows how she 'ships' us..... "I'm sorry but I'm going to need a little more clarification than that....I'm afraid there are many 'it's me''s in this tireless world" I said, staring at the bathroom ceiling blankly.

Spread hell to them all.....

"Kathryn......" Hailey warned. I rolled my eyes "Whatever Hailey" I yelled at her. "Katie....I'm trying to be fair with you but please open the door...." She said desperately, shaking the nob. I wasn't in the mood. My whole world my broken I didn't know if it would ever be fixed.

In fact...you could make it hotter than hell....show them what they're messing with.....spread like wildfire darling.....then...come to the nether

"Kathryn...I can't have you disrespecting me like this....so now I'm not asking you to open up....it's a demand" Hailey yelled clearly frustrated. I felt my blood begin to boil again.... "Hailey....I wouldn't come I If I were you...if you come in I might release hell on you" I warned as flames ignited from my finger tips as I held it as far from the water as I could, my head my pounding a voice kept talking....I couldn't focus.

Come my child....you don't need anyone else....we'll show them the devil....we'll show them what it feels like to die inside...

"Nothing I haven't seen before..." I heard her mumble and I glared at the door. What's that suppose to mean? "HA! Ditto!" I hollered back bitterly. I wasn't in the mood for this. When I'm angry I can't always control my power....which is a problem... I was slowly slipping....

Give in....you want to....you need to....once you do....it'll taste like a sweet alcohol....the sweetest your taste buds will ever taste....

"I'm coming in!" She yelled, as I heard my bedroom door fall to the ground. Nice....I suppose this isn't even my bedroom anymore...well I'll tell you something...I ain't fixing that...

Come....the nether shall be your escape....it'll be your home....your true home....

"Where are you Katie?" I heard Hailey impatiently. I rolled my eyes as I slid deeper into the water as I kept on hand out as I played with the flames. "Katie! You're pushing my buttons really hard you know that?! Why can't you respect me? And listen to me? Am I not good enough for you?!" she yelled at the bathroom door. My blood began to burn within me with anger...Jesus she really did it this time....I winced at the pain in my head....there we too many voices, thoughts and sounds....I was loosing it.....truly loosing it...

Come now. Or you'll regret it....I can promise that darling....

"Hailey....." I warned as I tried to push the sound out by going underwater but it wasn't working. "I hate this attitude you have, running away like a baby, whining over everything! Jesus! You're not the only one with problems! Hiding away in your room like a child!" She yelled banging on the bathroom door.

My heart sunk a little more.

She doesn't love you....she keeps you around for an excuse....and my dear...you're definitely not an excuse....

"You think you're the only one in the damn world with issues and guess what? You're not! I have stress too you know, maybe even more than you! And raising you is one of the hardest damn things Irene has ever asked me to do, and if you think I'm going to let you hideaway in your room of run away again you have another thing coming!" She pounded on the door again.

Shes not even your mother...what are you even doing here? Hailey doesn't care, Dominc doesn't care.....and Thoren.....well.....he left you. To die and suffer. If Thoren cared about you he wouldn't have left you....he's dead. Gone. And he's never coming back. And it's your fault. It's always your fault.

Tick.

Tick.

Tick.

Tick.

"No! No it's not! It's not my fault! It's not my fault..." I said shaking my head feeling tears running down my face as I plunged myself deep into the tub.I felt my body begin to burn, pain shot through out my body as I kept myself underwater trying not to loose control. It wasn't working though. I was only hurting myself. My lungs began to burn as I gripped onto the sides on the tub.

Just like that darling...give in to who you really are.....and come home....

"K-Katie? Who are you talking to?" I heard Hailey asked worried. "AHHHHHH!" I yelped in pain as I held onto the sides of the tub trying to keep myself in the water so I'd hopefully cool down but my sides burned and it felt like knives were carving into my back.

I then jumped out of the tub and broke the door down now fully enflamed Hailey stood terrified " You say I'm the hardest thing you've ever done, then don't worry about me anymore! I'm not coming back! And if you try and stop me I will burn this whole village down!" I yelled at her she shook with fear and it made me laugh "or maybe I'll do it anyway...you say you've seen the god Irene...well now...you've seen the devil" and with that I stormed out leaving my room inflames.

My whole body was in flames, it didn't matter if I was practically naked no one could see anything past the flames, but what you could see was the whip marks on my back and the words ' Filthy magic user' on my arm. Broke down a door that led me outside, all I had to do was leave through the gates.

"K-Katie?" I heard a voice from behind me. It was the one and only...Dominic. He stood with his messy hair and cream v-neck with jeans. He looked at me with shame and hate...his warm chocolate eyes gaze over me spotting something on my arm. I knew exactly what he saw "Katie...." He said sadly, I just glared at him. "DON'T KATIE ME!" I yelled at him, "INFACT DON'T CALL ME KATIE AT ALL!" I snapped he looked shocked I yelled at him, but he didn't seem to care "why not? That's your name Katie....what's the matter? You can tell me" he said try to step closer to me but I stumbled back, almost falling.

"DON'T TALK TO ME!" I yelled tears threatened to come out but if they did they would scar my face. "Kat....please" he said bringing the old nickname up. I bit my lip trying to hold in the pain and shook my head no to him. Everyone was outside now watching everything unfold. "Just....just calm down" he said still daring to come closer to me offering a hand. I hesitated but then heard the voice in my head again.

You don't need him. Break his heart....just like he broke yours.....

"Don't come any closer!" I yelled as I stumbled on the ground the flames grew bigger around me. His eye brows scrunched up with sadness.

Listen....I can't help you....you need to leave now!

The voice yelled in my head the voice rung in my ears. I got back up "ughhhhh!" I shrieked with anger. I watched as a scarred Hailey ran out of the main dormitories. She was full of soot and ash. "Katie! Stop this!" She demanded but it only pissed me off more as I watched tears stream down her face.

Those are fake...she's fake....they all are...

"STOP CRYING!" I yelled at her as I pulled on my hair with my hands. I'm going crazy. I've really lost it. Voices and all. I'm completely mad..... "You're not even my mother so I would know what you're whimpering about!" I snapped at her.

Hurry I don't have much time...you have to leave now! Don't worry about them...

I then gave Dominic a last glance "don't ever tell me I broke my promise....you left me first...you broke me first" and with that I all I left were memories and fire....

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I soon calmed down but knew I needed to keep my flame on since I was naked something told me something big was coming my way in the forest. I stumbled into the forest having no actual clue where I was going. I couldn't still smell the fire from Pikoro.

"Well, well, well....it's about time" a voice said from behind me. I spun around finding no one. "Whose there?" I asked holding out a fist of fire. "Interesting....Very interesting...." The voice said softly.

"Whose there?" I repeated more angrily. "Tsk tsk tsk....calm down honey....i'd watch your tongue with me if I were you" the voice warned sounding calm and powerful. Soon and shadow flew around me. Almost like pieces of black crystal/dust stuff that eventual formed a woman in front of me. Her aged seemed around 30-40 human age but since it was obvious she wasn't human her age was unknown.

She had short straight hair that came to her shoulders, her body was formed up to her waist but then it was that crystal/ dust stuff. She had electric blue eyes that just screamed trouble. "So....you're the famous Kathryn..." She smiled evilly offering her hand. I swallowed my fear "I...uh...don't want to-" she cut me off "Darling, it won't hurt me" she said cupping my face then grazing her finger off of my jawline. I looked away in shock.....but how?

"Who are you?" I asked her, and she smiled. "I'm the voice in your head....I'm your friend....Lord....god....but most of all...family" she smiled evilly as she tucked a piece of hair behind my ear.

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