36
Harmony
"I'm tired of coming to these doctor appointments" I said to Jamal as we walked out the doctors office.
"Well they got to make sure everything is okay ma"
"Whatever baby I'm hungry" I said
"And I want to know what the fuck happened" He said referring to the situation.
He knew half of the story but I didn't tell him who did it. Call me crazy but I didn't want anything happening to Jay. He has a family and I don't want to be the reason why his kids don't have a father.
"I don't want to talk about it" I said getting into the car.
"Don't worry bout it cause I found out it was Jay bitch ass and he's lucky he ain't nowhere to be found or his bitch cause both of them would of been dead" He said pulling off.
"How do you know that" I asked rolling my eyes.
"Cause I know everything baby girl don't forget who I am. Now what we eating?" He asked.
"Denny's" I said happy that he dropped the conversation.
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"When you gone stop playing and let me get back with you" Jamal said as we finished eating.
"You're not" I shrugged.
"And why not" He asked raising his eyebrow.
"Because did you not forget you had some bitch on my porch yelling and throwing shit at you"
"I told you it wasn't even like that"
"What was it then" I asked tilting my head to the side.
"It wasn't nothing serious. It was some girl I messed around with before we even started messing with each other."
"So the bitch just some how found out where you be at?"
"You know what forget I even brought it up" He said obviously irritated.
"You got it"
My whole mood instantly changed. I feel like I've been through so much shit that honestly I don't give a fuck about what Jamal has going on. He can do what he wants, he just won't be with me while doing it.
I looked down at my phone seeing an unknown number calling. Normally I don't answer them but I felt the need to answer this call.
"Harmony please just listen to me" Jays voice came through the phone. I hung it up cause he real fucking bold for calling me.
"Can we go now, I'm starting not to feel good" I said catching Jamals attention.
My stomach turned at the should of Jays voice. I was holding back tears.
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"Lay down with me please" I asked Jamal before he left out of the room. He nodded his head climbing in the bed next to me.
"I'm scared" I broke the silence.
"Of what?"
"I've cheated death so many times. I probably won't be lucky next time"
He grabbed me pulling me closer to him and I rested my head on his chest. "There won't be a next time. Nothing is going to happen. We can move get away from everybody, start over and the kids won't be introduced to all of this shit."
"Can we really?"
"Get some sleep and when you wake up we can start looking for houses wherever you want"
I smiled and started closing my eyes.