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"Oh my god it's so hot" Liana complained fanning her self.
"Extremely" I said as we continued to walk.
I looked across the street seeing Javaris leaning on his car and his boys standing around.
Javaris made eye contact with me and rubbed his chin walking across the street towards me. By this time Liana and I stopped.
Javaris licked his lips rubbing his hands together as he got closer to me.
"You playing me London" He asked now in my face.
"No. What are you talking about" I asked backing up a little.
"London stop playing with me you know I know about everything that goes on in these streets" He said getting loud.
"Why the fuck you trynna make a scene Javaris" I yelled back "And you really think I would do some shit like that"
He sighed rubbing his hand down his face. I decided this was a good time to bring up what was bothering me.
"While you over here accusing me of shit where the fuck were you last night" I asked muffing him.
"What the fuck is you talking bout" He tried to play confused.
"I was at your crib last night with your son because you wanted us to stay and your black ass didn't even come home, my son was up all night crying for you and you ain't even answer your phone" I yelled.
"I came home this morning though right?"
"Really Javaris... You know what I'm not even about to stand here and argue with you. When you ready to get your shit together and stop acting like you don't have a family that needs you , holla at me then, otherwise don't fucking talk to me"
I started walking away but he grabbed my arm pulling me back.
"Look me in my eyes and tell me you don't want me to talk to you"
With out any hesitation I looked him dead in the eyes "I don't want you talking to me" I snatched away from him.
"Your not keeping my son away from me and your not gone give birth to my daughter with out me" He yelled
"Then get your shit together and stop acting like a little ass boy" I shouted.
Liana grabbed my hand and we started walking away Javaris tried to grab me again. "This not good for the baby" Liana said.
I shook my head and kept walking.
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I woke up feeling arms wrap around me. I opened my eyes seeing Javaris cuddling up to me. Hearing him sniffle I automatically became alarmed.
"Baby what's wrong" I asked with worry in my voice as I sat up.
"They shot him" He said as his voice cracked.
"Shot who" I asked becoming even more worried.
"Baby talk to me" I said grabbing his hand as he remained silent.
He broke down in tears. "They shot my brother man. They shot Tyriqe"
My mouth dropped as tears came down my face and I pulled him into a hug. "Is he okay? Where is he now? Why didn't you call me?" Questions just flowed out of my mouth.
My heart felt like it broke into a million pieces as I looked at his face. This was my first time ever seeing him cry and it was hurting me. Once he calmed down he started talking.
"He's good, he's in the hospital but it made me realize some shit and I swear when I find the nigga that shot my brother I'm murking him with out a second thought"
"Javaris please don't do nothing stupid"
"Give me a kiss" He sighed.
I wiped my face leaning in giving him a kiss. He deepened it slowly standing up from the bed still kissing me.
Going over and kissing Maliki's head. He looked back over to me as I stood from the bed.
He gave me another kiss rubbing my stomach.
"I love you and my kids" He said looking into my eyes.
"We love you too, baby why are you saying this like your never gonna see us again"
He sighed before kissing my forehead and rushed out of my room.
"Javaris please don't do this. Let's just go to the hospital and sit with Tyriqe. Please" I begged following him down the stairs.
Before I could say anything else he was out the front door. I sighed sitting on the stairs but got right back up as I heard Maliki crying.
I went to go get him then walked back down stairs calling Javaris back to back.
"What was all that yelling about" Mook asked coming into the living room and my dad soon came in behind him with Dre.
I started to speak but stopped once I heard several gun shots , screams and tires screeching.
Handing Maliki to my dad. I walked over to the window looking down the street causing my mouth to drop.
"London don't go out there" They all yelled as I rushed out the front door.
I ran down the street with tears rushing down my face. "Oh my god Javaris" I screamed pushing Cash out of the way so I could get to him.
I kneeled down to him holding his head as I cried.
His eyes kept fluttering. "Baby please stay woke, we need you. I'm sorry for earlier I swear I am" I cried hysterically as I heard sirens.
His eyes closed and his head moved a little. "Javaris please" I continued to cry.
"Let me go" I screamed as Mook and Dre pulled me away.
"London calm down" Dre yelled.
"There's no pulse" I heard the paramedic say. "No pulse anywhere" He continued.
"Do something then" His friends and everybody started yelling different things.
Once they confirmed he was dead I could feel my whole body go numb. The one I love the father of my children , the man that gave me happiness has been officially taken away from me.