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~Matts pov~
I glanced every so often from my phone up to her as she sat in front of her camera recording her Q&A for YouTube.
She had gotten used to filming in front of me at this point.
I tried my best not to stare, although it was insanely hard when she's as perfect as she is.
"Okay I will see you guys next week",Jaiden said blowing a kiss to the camera in front of her before turning it off.
She looked up at me and butterfly's flew though my stomach.
"Next week you and I should do the question challenge, I've been getting a lot of request for us to do it",she spoke.
I guess you could say people are very aware of Jaiden and I's friendship.
We've done tons of videos together and are with each other 24/7.
We're kinda like and boy and girl version of Kian and Jc.
"Sounds good to me",I said.
She then began to download her newly recorded video to her laptop so she could edit it
"Ugh can't you do that later",I groaned wanting to go do something.
She sighed as she pushed the laptop over.
"Let's go get some ice cream",she smiled.
I nodded.
Just as we were about to head out the door Jaiden's 15 year old brother came pouncing down the stairs talking to his snapchat.
"Hey guys I'm going live on younow in 1 hour",he started to say to his camera before he saw Jaiden and I and stopped his video.
Brendon is Younow famous. Which is why he lives in LA with Jaiden instead of with his parents in Texas.
He is also the only person who knows about my feelings for Jaiden. Since he was 13 he has been trying to get Jaiden and I together.
"Hey guys, where are you going?",he said plopping on he couch.
"Getting some ice cream, wanna come?",Jaiden asked.
Brendon looked at me and smirked, "No you two should go alone. It could be Iike a..... What's that word again".
I shot him a death glare warning him not to say it.
"Date",he finished causing my cheeks to rise with heat.
Jaiden giggled and pushed him lightly.
"Brendon I've told you 1,000 times, Matt and I are just friends".
My heart shattered but I still smiled although I wanted to crawl up in a ball and die.
"Yeah we're just friends",I said praying my voice wasn't shaking.
Brendon shook his head disappointedly at me.
But he didn't understand that I can't just tell Jaiden how I feel. It'll never be that easy.