Secret
Camila
I walk down the hall going towards Taylor's room to go visit her but I felt two soft pairs of hands pull me into a room.
I look up at see Lauren.
"Lauren? You need to stop doing that!" I said crossing my arms.
She smiles and says, "sorry, I just wanted to see you"
I nodded.
"A-are we dating?" She ask me suddenly. My cheeks heat up.
"Uhhh I-I don't know" are we? I mean we kiss but did that kiss mean anything but she said she liked me, so I don't know. "Do you want us to?" I ask her
She smiles. "Of course. I told you I liked you" she grabs my hand. I smile up at her, we were just about to lean in and kiss but someone was calling out my name. Lauren quickly ran to hide. I narrowed my eyebrows at her.
I walk out the door to Dinah.
"Hey, why were you in there?" She ask with her hands on her hips.
"I uh needed to see if I had something of mine that was in there" I said. She stare at me for a few seconds and then says,
"Whatever, come on" she grabs my hand and we walk away. Why was Lauren so scared of being caught?
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I sat next to Taylor telling her how awesome she was. We talk and talk like there was no tomorrow. It was fun. Everybody's was here including Lauren. But for some reason Lauren was talking to that guy, they guy she dance with. It look like she was flirting with him. What was she doing?
"The fans were so nice" Taylor said, she was her phone on Instagram looking at her comments.
"Yea, they are" I smiled. I look over at Lauren again, and now her hand was on his arm, I swallowed hard. "Hey I'll be right back" I said to Taylor. She nods and I walk out of backstage and walk to the restroom.
I was jut about to take my phone out but the door open to see Lauren come in. We stand there looking at each other for a few minutes until Lauren broke the silence.
"Why did you leave?" She ask,
"Oh I don't know, maybe because the guy you were with kept on flirting with you and you did right back" I snap,
She rolled her eyes, "look that doesn't mean anything" she said
"Whatever" I said crossing my arms and looking down at the floor.
"I'm sorry, it's just I don't want people finding out that were dating" she mumble, what the hell?
"What why? Are you afraid of being with me?" I ask angrily.
"What? No! I'm just scared what people might say!!" She said, "I think we should wait and keep as a secret until I feel more comfortable, please" she pleaded
I sighs, "I guess" I whispered. She comes up to hug me and whispers "thank you"
We stand there hugging each other. She shouldn't be scared what people might say.
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We were back on the bus and tour was almost finish. We had four more to go. Normani and ally were in their bunks asleep. Dinah and I were watching a movie in the living room. Lauren, she, well she was with that guy. I still can't believe she's with him. I fucking hate it.
She could be right here holding me. But no she's with that guy.
"Mila!" Dinah says louder, I snap out of my thoughts.
"Uh um, what's up?" I ask giving her a fake smile.
"What's up with you lately" she asks, "you've been acting strange, and you just look so sad" she said
I shrug and look up at the tv. I don't want her to worry but she is my friend and she is suppose to worry.
"You can tell me" she press. I swallowed and look at her.
"Is it okay if someone your dating wants to keep your relationship a secret because she or he is afraid what people might say?" I ask her,
"I don't think it's okay, I mean they shouldn't be scared, if they love you then they shouldn't care what people think "
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