I hate her
Camila POV
We were all staying in a hotel and fans were outside yelling so I couldn't really sleep. I laid there staring at the window. I kept on thinking about Lauren loving me...I mean I don't even know if she loves me?
"Camz?" I hear, I close my eyes pretending to be asleep.
"Mila" Dinah whisper. I didn't answer.
"She's asleep Lauren, come on. We can ask her later"
"But I need to ask!" She told Dinah.
What did she need to ask me?
then I hear the door close.
I let out a deep breath.
"Ha told you she'll be awake"
My eyes widen and sat up finding a smirking Lauren and Dinah shaking her head.
"Uh hey guys" I gave them a fake smile.
"We need to talk" Lauren then said,
"About what?" I spoke and look down at my lap.
"Well..." I waited and waited but she never said anything.
"Lauren! Just ask her!!"
"Fine, Camila are you um dating someone?" Lauren ask, I frown...
I'm dating you...she gave me a worried look.
"Um no." She nods
"See I told you " Lauren said with a face that look relief.
"Yea but she ask me this question" Dinah begin to say but I cut her off,
"You know what I'm hungry! Are you hungry cause I am" I said quickly and got up.
"Mila"
"See you guys around" I said and Pass them leaving them confuse.
That was close.
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"So Lauren, I saw you and Luis hanging out the other day" Normani said smirking
"Just as friends of course" Lauren said and glance at me but I was playing with the food that was on my plate.
"So friends kiss?" That made my chest hurt. I wanted to cry right there right now.
"Aw Lauren! I ship you guys already" ally said. I bite my lip.
"It was just a kiss and it didn't mean anything"
"Yea but you don't just kiss your friend and then blush" Normani said
I stood up making them all look at me. "Excuse me, I need to use the restroom" and off I went.
I didn't want hear it anymore. I walk into the bathroom and walk into one of the stalls and lean against the wall. I wish she wasn't so scared or care what others say.
Lauren POV
I watch as Camila disappear into the bathroom.
"Is she okay?" Ally ask us,
"I'm gonna see if she's okay" Dinah said but I stop her.
"Let me" Dinah frowns and then nods. I stood up and walk towards the bathroom. I open the door to hear crying.
She came out of the stall with her hair a mess and wiping her eyes.
"Camila?"
She looks at me with her red eyes. I'm so stupid..
"I'm sorry" I apologize
She ignores me and about to pass me but I grab her arm pulling her into me.
She tried to push me away but I hold her close and she begins to cry again.
"I hate you" she cried against my chest.
"I-I know"
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She was now ignoring me. It's okay. I deserve it.
"Hey where's mila?" Dinah ask me, I shrug and look back down at my phone. I hear her groan and walk away.
I tried texting and calling her but she wouldn't answer me.
"Hey Lauren!" Ally said coming into the bus, "guess who's here?"
"Who?" I said not caring at all.
"Luis" I look up at her with wide eyes.
"What?"
"He's waiting for you" ally told me with a grin. I rolled my eyes and stood up.
"Where?"
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Camila POV
I have been ignoring Lauren all day. She's been calling or texting me all day. I was here down at the pool area by myself. It as quite peaceful.
I then felt someone sit next to me.
"I was trying to find you everywhere" Dinah said, I don't say anything but look at my reflection in the water.
"Mila I'm worried about you, what's wrong?" She ask,
I look at her and say,
"Me and Lauren are secretly dating" I told her.
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Me and Dinah enter the hotel room but when I look up I see Luis kissing Lauren. Well fuck how did I not see that coming?
"Lauren?" Dinah said making them both break the kiss.
"Uh hey girls"Luis said smirking at us, I look over at Lauren who had her eyes widen.
"Really Lauren?" I said, "fuck you" I spat and walk out.
I didn't know where I was going but I ran and ran until I couldn't feel my legs anymore.
I hate her.
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I was in my closet hiding. I didn't want anybody finding me. My phone vibrate so many times but I choose to ignore it. I been crying for hours. I couldn't get over the fact that Lauren would kiss Luis again. I mean what the hell Lauren?
So I decided to just break up with her and try to move on.
The door open and there stood a guy.
"Uh what are you doing in here miss?" The guy ask
"Uh nothing" I said wiping my eyes.
"Are you okay?" He ask, he help me up
"Yea, yea I'm just tried" I lied
He frowns, "wanna hug?" He ask
I smiled a little and nodded. He pulled me into a hug making me feel better.
"Whatever is going on, it's going to be okay" he Whispers
I pulled back a little and look up at him," I know we don't know each other but what's your name?" I ask
"Carlos" he smiled, "yours?"
"Camila" I smiled back
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Lauren POV
"Where the hell would she be?" Normani ask
"This is all your fault! You knew you guys were dating and you go on and cheat on her again!" Dinah yells at me making me mad
"Look I don't want anybody saying anything to me. I don't want to ruin my career!" I told her angrily
"Wait, you and Camila are dating?" Ally ask "aw that's cute! I knew it was real"
"Well it's not real anymore because she just hurt Camila again" Dinah said glaring at her, "you know what she ask me," she told me, "she ask, Is it okay if someone your dating wants to keep your relationship a secret because she or he is afraid what people might say?" She said.
I frown and look down at the floor. I didn't think it would effect her that much.
"Lauren, you shouldn't care what others say, do you love her?" Dinah ask me
"I do" I said looking up at her
"Then you shouldn't be caring what others say about you two. Who gives a fuck about what others say!" Dinah said
"Yea, if they do well beat their asses" Normani said with a grin
"Yea! We'll do that!" Ally said
I smiled but then frown when I remember about Luis.
"W-what should I do with Luis?" I ask them
"Break up with him and go to the one you love" Dinah simple said
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We all walk down the hallway and tried to find Camila. I was going to apologize and tell her that I love her and that we can go tell everybody that were dating. I was going to fix this.
"Oh there she is! Camila!" Ally yells, we all look were ally was looking at but what I saw made me mad because I see a guy hugging Camila. Camila moves away to see us and smiles
"Mila you scared me! Where did you go? And who's this?" Dinah said eyeing the guy
"Look I'm fine, and sorry. This Carlos, I just met him" Camila said looking up at him smiling, she would look anywhere but me.
"Hey" he said, I already hated him.
"Nice to meet you but Camila, Lauren needs to talk to you" normnai said
"I can't, I'm going hang out with Carlos right now" she said,
"But camz" I said but Camila shook her head,
"Bye girls see you later" and they disappear threw the doors.
And I stood there feeling hurt.
So this is how Camila feels huh?
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