Fire Starter [Minecraft Diaries Fanfic]

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"where is that coming from?" I asked Hailey. She went to speak but Thoren cut her off....again. "It's coming from....the other side of that mountain....." He said in thought. I looked at Hailey and alarms went off in my head as she quickly galloped away. Oh no..... Pikoro....

I looked at Thoren he seemed worried "come on!" He said in almost a panic. "Yah!" I yell and the horse galloped away. I raced to catch up with Hailey, I could see her horse a little bit but not enough. "HAILEY! HAILEY, WAIT UP!" I yelled but she didn't slow down.

Thoren slowed a bit so our horses were close. I nodded in his direction thanking him, he did the same. We weaved through trees and hopped over rocks and logs. A couple branches whipped my cheeks as I failed to doge them.

I kept calling for Hailey but I eventually lost her. Thoren and I soon came to a opening of different paths but no sign of which way Hailey went. "Fuck!" I cursed. Thoren sighed from behind me "don't worry just give me a minute to find where we are on the map so I can find the quickest way to Pikoro" he said pulling a map out from his messenger bag. We don't have time for that.

"You know...for someone who says she never wants to lose you again, she certainly doesn't struggle with losing you like everyday" he laughed dryly reading the map. I scowled at him but he didn't notice.

"You know for a guy who says he doesn't care about anyone you sure do care about other people's business" I snapped and he scoffed "oh please, hot head....your business is my business" he said smirking.

"Says who?" I snapped I was not in the mood for him to be cocky. "Says me" he said clearly amused. "So what? That makes you important then?" I said. "Honey, I am important" he said trailing the map with his finger. "Says who?" I shot back "says me" he snapped back at me.

"You're fucking annoying" I said crossing my arms. "Says who?" He asked "Says me you prick" I shot out and galloped away. "Awe you're so cute when you're mad" Thoren coo'd I ignored him "You don't even know where you're going!" He yelled out. "I'm going home!" I yelled and ran off only leaving dust behind. And perhaps a broken heart....

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The more and more I thought about it I felt bad about what I said to Thoren. He was just trying to help. But the more I thought about that my eyes always found there way to my arm....I'm just a filthy magic user....but then my mind wondered to if he really tried to help me or if he only said that. But I can't imagine why he would even lie about that.....

Even after when he cried...I don't think you could ever fake that. He seemed like he really cared. But it seemed like there was more he wanted to tell me, but all he kept saying was 'I'm so sorry'.

The more I thought about it really, I wasn't actually mad at him. I was only frustrated that we lost Hailey. I was frustrated at everything going the wrong way, nothing happening the way I wanted them to. I was mad that Irene or whatever God I should believe in did this to me....

I not usually selfish. I'm never really the one to say why me. But the more and more I look into Thoren's eyes I do just that. Why the hell would this happen to me. Why is he so frustrating. Why is everything so frustrating. And lately I've found myself more mad then ever before.

I'm not use to not having someone to calm me down.That was always Dominic. He always helped me and showed me the bright side to everything but lately I can't seem to find a "Bright side" to anything at all. Plus I miss his food....a lot.

It's been 3 hours since I left Thoren alone. I knew where I was going but it wasn't going to be fast and I knew that. It was now becoming evening and the sky was beginning to turn into a Cotton candy and the breeze became chilly. I cursed myself for not wearing something warmer knowing Hailey had most of the supplies including my clothes.

I was becoming tired. I've been quiet tired lately. I think it has something to do with all my raging....I have been raging a lot. But I couldn't stop...Hailey was probably there by now and I had to catch up. But the screaming stopped a long time ago....I wondered what it was and if it was coming from Pikoro at all.

I didn't like the dark. I hated it. I don't know why though. I think it has something to do with what happened after my parents died...the fact I was alone. I had the worst dreams and the darkness use to make it worst, almost as if it mocked me.

Me and the night time have a odd history. We weren't exactly friends. My mom use to tell me I was her light in the darkness but I was never aloud to actually use my powers at night since it was way easier for people to catch me using it. Yet when I left I was allowed to use it at night but old habits tend to stay with me.

I rode on for a couple more hours until it was pitch black and that's when the cold really but my ass and I began going through what useless shit I was given in my traveling bags. I found some very useless stuff like string, 5 random patches of cloth that were as big as my palm and two apples.

But in my final bag I came face to face with something that actually made me quiet happy. The dress Thoren chose for me. The dress he gave Hailey to give to me. As I dug further I found the cloak Amethyst gave to me. I smiled with pride and put both on. Once it was on not only did I feel like Elsa (but a more bad bitch, fire using Elsa...that was totally hotter) but I was warm.

I hugged the cloak tighter to my body and the smell of pine filled my senses. It reminded me of....Clyde. That's what his name was. Clyde. Amethyst's son. For a while I forgot his name. No one is allowed to say his name around her because we're afraid she might snap. The last time someone mentioned his name she started to speak in tongues and shiver from shock. He died in war, like a true fallen soldier. He was never married. But he was an humble and honourable man.

With pride I straightened my spin and decided to travel my foot, that way it would be easier to fight...if I have to. I then decided it was way to dark and that I had no choice but to use my powers. I quickly made a ball of fire within my palm, I carefully watched the flame as it danced within my hand. I thought about my mother for a moment and how fascinated she was with my powers and it made me smile.

But then the flame began to shape into a woman dancing, I was shocked. I haven't done something like this in a long time, I suppose I've mastered it by now since it formed so easily. I should use it more. I took note of that and kept moving.

Sure going by horse would be quicker but I can't fight on a horse if I need to, not only that but Desmond seems to be pretty tired after running for like 3 hours straight. It wouldn't be fair to force him to continue.

As my flame led us through the darkness for two more hours I became very tired. "Desmond....I'm....getting tired" I told him as I pet him softly he just huffed which I hoped was in understanding.

I hopped onto his back and rested my head on mane, it wasn't until it began to snow was when I knew we were at the top of the mountain. I looked around but the flurries blurrier my sight. I knew Desmond would bring us home since all horses were trained to do so. "Take me home, boy. Take us home" I whispered. He grunted in approval and began to gallop down the mountains path. I don't know when but I eventually drifted off to sleep.