Fire Starter [Minecraft Diaries Fanfic]

It's been a week or so now. Two days ago I got the message that Y/N was dead. I began to miss her annoyingness. Her stupid face, and stupid voice. The stupid things she did and said.

Laurence despises me now. I would too I guess. They all left to go home to bury her a few days back. They thought it was better for her to be buried on her own land and I agreed. Our village didn't Necessarily have a valid reason to attended her Barrel, tho I didn't mind attending. Nydia and June,her husband, decided to leave.

Our village was a bit shaken up by the previous events....though I never found out who brought me to my room. Maybe I was just so tired I don't remember coming back. I tried to ask some of the people but they said after what happened to Y/N...and then Hailey saw fire...she ordered everyone to there homes.

I haven't left my room in days...Hailey has been kind enough to stop by and send maids to come and give me food... But I haven't eaten much...just enough so I'll make it for the next day.

Not many people have come to see me. Ethan has taken my place for Head guard for the time being. I know I shouldn't be acting so weak...but I've had no energy. Ever since I went into the ocean I haven't been the same. I've wondered who that blue haired boy was, how many people blamed me for Y/N's death and weather it would start a war....I silently hoped it wouldn't.

Hailey seems slightly broken as well. She smiles a little less, she doesn't laugh as hard anymore.....just thinking about how much happiness I took away from her makes me literally ill.

I didn't know what my next course of action would be. But I knew it couldn't be here. I'm gonna have to leave......where? I don't know...

Hailey's P.O.V

It's been a week or so that Katie locked herself in her room. I feel completely heart broken. Katie needs a mother...someone...I keep trying to reach out but she won't accept my help. Her not accepting me, is like not accepting me as her mother and that pains me.

I love her like my own, she might as well be my own. I haven't been happy at all seeing her like this. I spoke to Aphmau about this and she says that's how kids are, she needs time, or don't worry about it. But, I always worry about it. I always have. I've been trying to keep her safe and at that party...I failed. I failed as a leader, protector and mother.

I know we lost Y/N but I feel like I lost Katie too. She's so distant. She won't talk to me. I tried to get Dominic to talk to her but she is isolating herself. Dominic said he spoke to the maids and she's not eating properly either. I keep putting my magics into her water to hover her strength because what she's eating simply isn't enough. I can feel her weakness. I knew the death of her parents were bad...and I knew one day she would snap...but...this is too soon.

The night she snapped scared me the most.

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I was the third to react when I heard that Y/N needed my help. I ran with the others...I didn't know what happened but when I got there Y/N was stabbed and bleeding out. Laurence ran to her with a yell, Aphmau cried and screamed. Many people were crying and freaking out. But for my I only saw Katie in a ball rocking back and forth holding her head in her hands. Her lip was twitching, her eyes became red and watery. I reached out my hand for her.

I knew she was in pain, I couldn't think straight. I didn't know how to help her. I didn't know what was wrong exactly, was she hurt? What happened?

"Katie? Katie...it's okay...I'm here" I tried to coo her. But it didn't work, she started chanting something in a low tone. I began to feel scared, I didn't know how to help. I felt like a child that broke her teddy. "Come on Katie...lets go home-" before I could finish she ran off with a hills ring scream of a cry And soon enough a trail of fire followed not far behind. This was bad. This was real bad. She was gonna burn the whole first down.

I called Ethan, Fredrick, Daniel, Wren and Joyce. I ordered Daniel and Fredrick to cal all of Pikoro in a full lock down. We needed to find Katie's now. This was scary for me. I knew my kid was out there suffering and she needed me. She hasn't used her powers in a long time now....I have no idea what to expect from her.

"Ethan! Joyce! Go follow the fire and look for Katie! NOW! " I demanded with anger. I wasn't really angry...just scared. Although I felt like a mom to katie...I never really had to do many of the motherly duties, since she was so curious, nosey and independent. I never really had to....

So long story short I suppose you could say I was completely terrified for my child.

"Right away my lord" they said in unison. "Daniel! Tell me everything you know about Fire elements" I tiled him and he nodded as he fixed his glasses.

"Fire elements, were created along time ago, almost as old as lady Irene. They were created with individual destinies, like for instance a Earth element is humble, the air element is Adventurous, the Fire is...careless, distractive, stubborn, and all in all a leader, and finally water was created for a balance. It was created to keep them all in check, to make sure they were doing what they were suppose to. But...it been said that Earth and air eventually fell in love...and got married leaving The Water and fire alone. That left room for errors, and eventually war....the elements use to be recorded as people like the jury of nine" so they're known for being independent, and stubborn.

"So all in all, the water element is like Katie's worst enemy?"And he shrugged "yes and no, it does both piss them off and keep them in check" I took time to process his words. Hmmm interesting. "What do fire element thrive off?" I asked I'm in a hurry.

"Well...a fire element has a lot of pride, but a fire elements power thrives off of anger. It always have been. Anger is one of your strongest emotions." He said flipping through some of his notes. That would explain a lot....poor Katie...

"Anything else important?" I asked. "Well...she's weak to water but that's nothing we already knew" I nodded "okay thank you" I thanked. I was really so scared. She's so stubborn but she has such a big heart. I really just want to make her happy again.

I ran through the forest yelling her name. I had to find her. She's probably so alone and scared. I hoped over rocks, twigs and bushes just to follow the fire. I needed to find her....now.

"KATIE!" I called. No answer. "KATIE! Please! Where are you!" I called. It was seriously dark or now and the only lead I had was the flames. All to be heard in the first now, was the cracking sound of the fire and my uneasy breaths. "KATIE!" I called again with still no answer.

I decided to use my broom this was ridiculous going by foot. I flew up in a panic. I really just want to see her okay. I couldn't see her, the fire was so large by now I couldn't see anything. The blazing heat from the fire was close to unbearable, but it didn't matter I needed to find her.

*****

I spent all night looking for her. The fire randomly put itself out, but Katie was no where to be seen. It's now morning, and I didn't get a wink of sleep. My night was filled of yelling for Katie and panic. Everyone said they haven't seen her. I'm so scared. I'm scared that she won't comeback....that she's left for good.

I've wondered if she would ever flee to Tu'la...but I don't think she would. Tu'la has brought nothing but trama and bad history for her, she'll only start a war.

I wish she would just come home and talk this out. I try to tell myself that she'll come back and that she would never leave me...but right now she could do anything she wanted. This is the only place she could stay. People are gonna hunt her down if they find out she's an element........

After that thought I sobbed a little louder. I was laying in soot and ashes from the burnt trees. I was so tired, I could hardly move my legs. I had to get back home.....

As I stumbled home, I saw Fredrick. "Lord Hailey!" He yelled in a panic as he hopped down from the gate walls. I fell to my knees. I was so tired. He helped me up "lord Hailey...have you been looking for her all night?" He asked with worry and I snapped "don't worry about me, I'm fine. Send more people to search for her. Send letters so other villages....NOW!" I yelled, he jumped and nodded "of course Lord Hailey, right after I bring you to your room...you need-"

I cut him off "did you not hear what I just said?! Go find her now!" My voice cracked at the end and I bursts into tears. I cried into Fredricks leg. "I need to find her..." I said loud enough for him to hear. "We will my lord...I promise" he said with a smile.

I nodded and pulled myself back together slowly. I needed rest. Lots of rest.

******

"LORD HAILEY!" Someone shouted as they busted open my door. I jumped up from my bed in a panic and realized it was Fredrick "what is it?" I asked. Was it Katie? Did they find her?

He then smiled "we found Katie" a smiled ladies upon my lips. "Where?" I asked quickly. "She was spotted at the medical centre." Happiness blossomed in my chest. She's back. My baby's back

----------------end of flash back----------------

I've been a little more happy that she's back. I've been able to pull myself together and try to separate my personal life with my lord life but it's hard when that's the only personal life you have. When it's everything you have. She is everything I have aside from my Pikoro family. These people who live here are my family. But...Katie is my child. I can't have anything happen to her.

I love her. She's my happiness. I've been given the opportunity to watch such a amazing child grow up. I don't know who her parents are, but I know they would be proud of her. If only she saw what I see in her.

Now that I have her back, I just need to fix her again. Make her happy again. But something tells me she's never been happy......