14 Go Some Where
Joe had left a while later to go see Matt and Nick, he promised Ella that he would gave a word.
I hadn't left Ella's since, we talked for a while and then she'd offered for me to have a shower.
The dorm door slammed open while I was changing I the bathroom.
"Ella, where's Ash I've messed up." Nicks worried voiced filled the whole dorm room.
"Damn right, you have. You should really trust her." Ella replied.
"Come on El, I never wanted to hurt her. I didn't mean it. I need her." Nick spine softly.
I stepped out side the bathroom, to see Nick standing there looking at me. He bit his lip and walker straight over to me. I took a step back.
"I'll leave you two." Ella left the dorm.
"Why don't you trust me?" I broke the silence.
"I do, I trust you so much, Ash. I just got mad and jealous, I'm sorry." Nick looked down on me sincerely.
"I'm sorry." I said, resting my head against his chest.
"You have nothing to be sorry about, princess." Nick kissed the top of my head and wrapped his arms around me. "Let me take you some where."
Nick took my hand and lead me out of Ella's room.
"If I ever do that again, princess, ignore me. Promise?" Nick looked down on me as we stood out side his car.
"Promise." I smiled.
Soon we were on the motor way, just driving. I still felt a bit upset but most of me was happy because he told me he ass wrong and he was sorry. And lets be honest, eat guy admits his ever wrong!
"You alright?"he broke the silence.
"Yeah," I replied.
"Princess, I know when your lying, your like an open book." He smiled at me gently.
"I don't know," I laughed, truthfully. I had no clue what was going on with me.
"Your a weird one, Ash." Nick smiled.
"Hey! No ' I love your laugh'?!" I exclaimed.
"I'm sorry gorgeous, I love you laugh." He chuckled.
"That's more like it." I smiled. "Where are we going?"
"That's where I'm going," Nick pointed to a sign for another motor way. "Where are you going?"
"Holding close won't let this go." I sung. I had a habit of singing song lyrics as some one said a line of the song. "Dream, catch me, yeah! Dream catch me, when I fall..."
"Or else I won't come back at all!" Nick sung the last line with me. His singing voice was actually quite good.
"You don't have a bad voice, captain America." I smirked.
"And you have an amazing one, princess." He chuckled as he turned in a roundabout. "Thought you liked rock, Newton Faulkner is not rock."
"No but his amazing. I like song that aren't complete an utter computer shit. You know that." I confront him.
"I did know that, but I didn't think Newton Faulkner. You have a good taste, princess." He told me.
"That sounds wrong." I scrunched my face up like paper into a ball.
"You even look cute like that." He laughed making me blush.
"Awe, thank you, you loon alright like that to." I said pointing to his face.
"Like what? Oh, you..." Nick trailed off with a short breathy laugh.
"I'm joking." I laughed.
"You bet you were. I know you find this irresistible." He took one hand from the wheel and pointed to his face.
"Hell no." I fake gagged.
"Well that's unfortunate, because I'm planning to be with you for a while."
"Damn." I muttered, jokingly.
The car fell silent for a good ten minutes after that. I no longer felt upset.
"Princess," Nick said.
"Yeah?"
"Are your scars fading?"
I was suddenly struck with a anxious feeling. What if, with those scars, I wasn't good enough for him? What if my dads case didn't go as planned? What if he come back?
My heart began to beat faster, fear built up inside me. I couldn't swallow. My hands were clammy. My breath pace begun to change its pulse.
I bowed my head into my hands and tried to keep myself together. The car had pulled over but I was unaware.
"Ash? Princess, are you ok? Ash what's happening?!" Nicks words didn't register in my brain, but I could see his worried face staring at me and he took my hands in his and held them.
Soon everything was oblivious to me, the cars rushing past, radios blaring. I I didn't recognise of it, it was almost like I was in a nightmare I couldn't stop- I didn't even realise that the boy I loved had moved us to the grass and he was sitting I front of me trying to calm me down.
I could see his mouth move slightly, everyone in a while, but the words flew right over my head. I started to panic about what was happening.
"-incess, it's ok. Nothing's going to happen to you. I'm here, everyone's here behind you. Your gonna be fine." Nicks words rose from silence to a whisper and now to his normal, calm voice.
He was right I guess. I still couldn't help but worry slightly.
I nuzzled my head into his chest and whispered a 'thanks'. We sat there for a while before a tear rolled down my eye. Today has been crappy.
"Don't cry." Nick kissed the top of my head. "You know, you really scared me then," he chuckled. "I thought you were having a heart attack or something. What happened?"
"I don't know." I mumbled.
"It's fine," he smiled and pulled me closer to him. "We'll figure it out. Do you want to keep going or stay here for a bit?"
I nodded and he pulled me up and walked me to the car. Nick opened my car door, making me giggle, and we started to set off once more.