Chapter Thirty-Three: Fear Number Six!
Chapter Thirty-Three!
I am covered by darkness. This doesn't bother me as much as it did in the beginig, but it's still freaky. The one thing that I keep on thinking is that I have no clue how many fears I have. I made a strategy, but only for the fears that I knew of beforehand.
I still fear that one of the fears are going to catch me off-gaurd, and I won't know how to handle it. The one thing I can say is that up untill now the strategy realy only helped with one fear, it's based on your reflexes.
My thoughts continue to stear in my mind, after a while of a bunch of diffrent thoughts, I have got to stop my train of thought.
The scenary appeared around me, the sun hit hard against my eyes, so at first I shut my eyes closed, but slowly I peeked at the scene, just to know where I am, and figure out if this is a fear that I'm familiar with.
The sun is still too bright so I cup my right hand over my eyes to create some shade so I can see. I keep my left hand in a fist, and I prepare for any act of violence since I can't really be sure which fear I am about to face.
When I look around I find myself in a field of grass. Probably the Amity farm! I think to myself. What fear could I possibly have in Amity. A Faction devoted to kindness, and peace. I begin to scout around.
I jog to each corner to find my way around. After sevral minutes of joggin I find a bunch of houses all painted bright yellow. I jog twoards them, as I walk across the small pavement I slow down to a walk.
I decide to look through the window to see if someone is inside. In front of the first gouse there's a medium size fence made from brick, I climb it, to find the house empty. There's also no one in the street.
It looks like the entire place is deserted. I look house by house, In search to find people. No one specific just a human. The entire place is deserted.
I reach the end of Amity, and search for signs of train tracks, which I find after several minutes of looking. The sun is still hot over my head.
I hear the familiar noise of the train, and prepare to jump. When the train gets closer, I jump in, the train is also deserted which I find a bit strange. From the sun I could tell it's the early hours of the day, but again we are Dauntless, and also really lazy.
When I reach Dauntless headquarders that's when I can truely tell that something is wrong. When I jump off the train, and enter through the real way, not by jumping off the building which is staged only for initation. The entire compound is quiet, and there's not a single sole in sight.
I can already hear my heart begin to pound against my head. I mean I know that I've only lived in Dauntless all for an half a year, but If there's one thing I know, and I'm pretty sure that every other human being knows that Dauntless is never quiet.
I continue to walk in the hope that I will find someone, but after strolling around for what feels like lasts for forever I finally come to the understanding, that the only sound here is the continueness roar of the chasm.
That's when the full reality of thinhs hit me. I'm alone.
I in the whole 16 years i've been alive have never ever ever been alone. I always had a friend. At first it was Sophie, now Tris, I never find my self alone, and now I'm alone.
The only thing that scares me more, is that I have no clue on how to face it, if I want to move on I have to face this fear. The only queshtion is, how?
I had no clue that being alone would be in my fear landscape. so I have no strategy on how to solve it.
I stroll around the pit for a while when I pass by a cloathing store, I have all the time in the world to sulk, but right now the only thing that matters to me is how cute that dress would look like on me.
I enter and trt it on. It's black of course with a sexy slip on the right side. It's extremely tight on the body which gives me an amazing figure. There's no way that I have enough points to buy this dress! I think to myself.
Wait a minute!
I look to my right, then to my left, and remember that there are no people here, so I change back into my previous outfit, and take the dress in a bag.
While I'm walking beaming of happiness from my new dress. The surrondings begin to melt away back into darkness, which signals the end of the fear. As happy as I should have been to finnish the fear, the only thing that came to mind was.......
NOOOOOOOOOO NOT THE DRESS!!!!!!