Hunter Rowland
(Break up so this won't be too sad or will it...?)
I woke up to Hunter blowing up my phone.
To babe😘💕: Are you okay?
From babe😘💕: Come over
To babe😘💕: Okay?..
He didn't reply.
I went into my closet and chose some spandex shorts, Hunter's hoodie, knee high socks and my vans.
I walked over to Hunter's house with my phone in hand.
He was on his porch sitting anxiously
"Babe, are you okay?" I asked
"Listen, don't take this the wrong way." He said
My stomach dropped.
"I don't think I love you anymore." Hunter said
"Oh. Well if you don't love me don't pretend. I'd rather you leave now then come back later." I said
"I'm sorry goodbye." He said.
It was Sunday so we have to go to school tomorrow.
I'm not ready for this.
I ran home crying.
Hunter called after me but I kept running.
I began looking through various pictures of us:
And various others.
My lock screen was my favorite quote.
"Find your forever."
I though he was my forever.
*2 weeks pass*
School has been okay since Hunter is home schooled so I could somewhat focused.
It was hard to focus even though he wasn't in there.
I had just got home from walking home from school.
I walked into my house and collapsed on the couch.
My legs hurt from gym, walking home and my morning jog.
There was a knock at my door.
I didn't think anything of it and answered.
"Noel, please look at me." Hunter said
I looked up at him as my eyes welled with tears.
"Please forgive me I do love you and only you." He said
"Nope. Not today." I said
"What?" He asked hurt
"I was just learning how to live without you. I can't do this." I said
I left the front door open and ran to my room.
I cried as I locked my door.
I sat against the wall and cried.
This kid stresses me out.
First he breaks up with me because he doesn't love me anymore then he tries to get me back. No.
I unlocked the door and saw Hunter had left.
I shut the door and walked slowly back up to my room.
My window was open and there was a note.
"I'm sorry.
I just want us back.
I can't live without you.
Please stop be before I do something stupid.
- Hunter (whenever you {Noel} stop loving me, hopefully never)"
He thinks I don't love him.
I quickly realized what he meant and ran to his house, shit he locked his door.
I climbed I tot he window and heard the water in the bathroom running.
I ran to the door and he locked it.
He walked out in a hoodie.
"Let me see your wrists." I said
He lifts up his sleeves before wiping my tears.
"I only took a shower. I'm sorry for worrying you." He said
He picked me and we hugged for like ten minutes.
He out me down and then we talked everything out.
We ended that night on a good-happy note.
We were back together.