Mark thomas pt.2
"I understand" I said
I did understand but I was still angry.
He lied to me.
He said he was just stressed out but the truth always comes out when people are angry or drunk.
He left after apologizing and I just sat in my room contemplating life like usual.
I was thinking about why I was so offended.
I guess I actually like Mark.
He began to text me.
From Christopher😂💕: I'm sorry again, wanna hangout tomorrow?
To Christopher😂💕: I'm busy, maybe after you get back from touring.
From Christopher😂💕: Oh okay..
Then I sat my phone down on my bed.
I tied a rope in my closet.
My mom hits me, I get teased and taunted all day long, he probably hates me, I just don't see the point in living tbh.
I wrote a note.
"To who ever cares at this point,
I'm sorry. I'm sorry for causing pain. I just couldn't bare handling this life anymore. I just have to do this. It was meant to end this way."
I ignored my phone as it blew up.
I figured it was probably just likes on Instagram.
I got on the chair placed carefully under the rope.
I was about to put my neck through the loop when Mark ran in.
"What the hell?! Stop" he yelled
It was too late I jumped.
He was too late.
I was gone.
*1 year passes*
I watch over make everyday as he dwells on me for some reason.
He cried almost daily.
I wish I hadn't jumped because then he wouldn't be sad.
Maybe we wouldn't be friends anymore but he still wouldn't be in pain.
He was about to do the exact thing I did.
I tried my best to stop him.
I was an angel he couldn't see me.
I couldn't stop him.
I returned to heaven up above and here he came returning to my side.
We watched over his family.
They missed the both of us a lot.
I felt bad.
It was my fault, I caused all this.
He kept me happy though.
We we're unstoppable again.
We walked into the light together and greater the golden gates together.