Hunter
Hunter and I were doing just fine until today. He texted me saying he didn't want me anymore.
I acted like I was fine, when in reality I was breaking.
He knows my history.
He doesn't know I live alone, in a hotel.
He doesn't know I can't stand my reflection. I cover my mirrors.
I don't do my makeup anymore.
I just hope I look good.
I quit taking pictures.
Hell, I even quit eating.
What more does he want from me?
Does he not comprehend that I only want to be happy.
😭😭. I was a wreck I have been crying for an hour.
I decided I should go and get my stuff.
I walked to his house since he only lives a few blocks away.
I was thinking 'happy thought' but I just ended up crying more.
I wiped my tears and knocked on his front door.
Ashton answered. Before I walked in I asked "Is Hunter here?"
"Yeah.. He's with a girl." He said sadly
"Oh, well then I'll be by later to get my things. Tell Brandon to call me when Hunter falls asleep. " I said turning around and crying.
Before I walked away I heard Ashton yell "okay, bye, I love you."
Hm, at least someone does.
I opened my hotel door and slammed it shut.
I layer back on the bed sighing deeply.
All that went through my mind was 'what did I do wrong'
I cried and cried.
It felt like my heart was literally being stabbed over and over again.
I couldn't breathe anymore. I wasn't having a panic attack, I think I actually dying.
I called an ambulance.
They got there right before I passed out.
The last thing I remember was being pulled on a stretcher.
*she was in a coma from not eating or sleeping. Basically she was really sick.*
Brandon's P.O.V.:
I woke up to my mom yelling.
She was watching the news and crying.
I jumped off of my bed and ran to her.
"Whats wrong?" I asked concerned
"Noel's in a coma. She's really sick, they say she might not make it." She said holding me and crying
I started crying. "Can we go see her?" I asked
"Yeah, can we notify her family first?" My mom asked
"What family does she have?" I asked rhetorically
"Oh yeah, go wake up Hunter and Ashton. Tell them to get dressed and we'll leave." She said getting ready
I really into the room and yelled "WAKE UP" as loud as I could
"What the hell man." Hunter groaned
"Brandon shut up." Ashton yelled back
"Well Noel's in the hospital and we're going to see her so get dressed." I said quite loudly
"What?!" Ashton said crying.
"What happened man?" Hunter asked crying
"SHE IS IN THE HOSPITAL, SHE IS REALLY SICK." I yelled again.
We all got dressed and met mom in the car.
We got in the car and drove, well sped, to the hospital.
Once we got there we went to her room.
She looked pale and she looked almost dead.
I couldn't stop crying. She was my best friend.
Hunter was yelling and crying. He didn't want to even go in the room.
Ashton went in the room and held her hand.
Then mom went in and started saying a prayer.
I finally walked in and held her other hand and cried.
Hunter watched form the window.
Noel's P.O.V.:
I was awake but I was asleep, I guess a coma?
I could hear everything they said, I just couldn't for the literal life of me respond.
I wanted to.
I wanted to pull through this, well kind of.
It's sad to think only four people came.
Brandon was talking about how he didn't want to lose me and then I hear Ashton crying in the background. Their mom was saying a really long prayer.
I could hear Hunter yelling from the hallway.
I could finally feel my hands but I couldn't open my eyes.
Ashton screamed really loud then I heard Brandon yell "SHE IS GOING TO DIE." I guess my heart monitor dropped.
The doctor came in and out a breathing mask on me.
I could feel the air being rushed to my lungs but I couldn't open my eyes still.
I need to try harder.
One, nope.
Two, fuck.
Three. "Ow!" I yelled
The light hurt oml.
"Thank god." Brandon said hugging me.
"Hey buddy." I said back
"Yay, you're alive." Ashton said crying
"Please don't cry." I said tearing up.
"Thank god sweetheart we almost lost you." Their mom said
"I could hear everything I just couldn't for the literal life of me reply." I said
"Hunter get in here!" Brandon half yelled
"OH THANK GOD." He yelled hugging me.
I didn't hug back.
I couldn't.
I felt my heart drop and everything went black.
Brandon's P.O.V.:
He killed her.
Hunter went to hug her and her heart monitor stopped. He put his arms around her and she was gone.
"YOU KILLED HER." I yelled at him crying.
The doctor rushed back in and revived her. Thank god.
"I'm sorry." She said crying.
"Why?" I asked crying
"I just, I'm sick, it's my fault. " she said crying more
"What do you mean?" Hunter asked
"Um, well, I haven't ate or slept in weeks. Then when I found out Hunter was breaking up with me I lost it and the last thing I remember was paramedics putting me on a stretcher." I hiccuped out
"Why haven't you ate or slept?" Ashton looked at with his eyes glossy
"Well, I can't exactly afford food and I can't sleep because I worry too much." I said wiping my tears
"What do you mean you can't afford food?" Their mom asked.
"I, I live in a hotel." I sighed
"Why didn't you tell me?" Hunter practically yelled.
"Why would you care? You broke up with me, remember?" I scoffed
"I didn't break up with you.." He said going through our messages and showing me.
"Yes you did," I said going on my phone and showing him.
"I didn't send that." He said panicking
"Was it the girl in your room?" I asked crying again...
"What girl?" He tried to play it off.
"Don't play dumb, Ashton told me." I scoffed again
He glared at Ashton before turning to me and saying "okay so maybe I cheated.." He said rubbing the back of his neck and crying.
"Mhmm. Good to know." I said crying and blacking out again.
This time I was gone for good.
The doctors came back in and tried to revive me but I didn't budge.
Everyone had to leave the room so the doctor walked into the waiting room and said "Gregory?" They all walked over.
"She didn't make it." He said coldly
"WHAT?!" Hunter yelled
"YOU KILLED HER.. AGAIN" Brandon yelled
"YOU ARE SO STUPID HUNTER!" Ashton yelled
"How did she die?" Momma asked
"She dies of a broken heart. All of the her strings connected to her heart broke, she had a 50/50 shot of living and she didn't make it. You guys should go say goodbye." He said crying.
Ashton went first and hugged her and didn't leave until momma went in next.
She prayed and talked and kissed my cheek before leaving.
Brandon was next, he walked in and said the sweetest things.
Hunter came in last and apologized for killing me. He broke up with the girl right next to me and as soon as he said he loved me. I saw the fucking bright ass lights again.
My heart monitor picked up again and I say up rubbing my head.
"Hunter, please don't go." I uttered
"Oh my god, you're alive, how? The doctors said you died again." He said crying.
Everyone walked in astonished.
Doctors, nurses, random people, Ashton sat on my bed hugging and crying, Brandon did the same, Hunter sat next to me crying and in a state of shock, mama came in and started praying a lot. She prayed a lot. Jesus.
I was allowed to leave an hour later and we returned to the Rowland's.
As soon as I walked through the the door we all sat in the living room and talked.
"How was heaven?" Ashton asked
"Amazing, but I didn't want to leave yet." I said smiling
"Hear eat something." Mama said walking in with food for everyone.
"Thank you Mama." I said
She teared up and smiled.
Brandon stayed by my side and said "How did you come back the last time?"
"I heard Hunter break up with the girl. He was crying and shaking, I couldn't leave him here alone and sad. Even if he didn't love me..." I said sadly
"I'm so sorry." Hunter said
"It's fine honestly. But you can't play with my feelings or I might literally die." I laughed
Everyone laughed but it was true.
*cue backflash*
The doctor told me "if another traumatic event happens you will die." I nodded my head and went on.
*done with backflash*
I finished eating and then the boys and I went outside and played in the rain.
We all had a good time until the girl who Hunter just broke up with came up to me and said "You didn't die? What a shame."
I cried a little but I didn't care.
"LEAVE HER ALONE BITCH." Hunter yelled at her.
She stormed off an the rest of us had a blast.
When we went home everyone went to bed but me.
I wrote the family a note.
"Dear Family,
I'm sorry is dint tell you sooner but I have cancer. I am dying, that's why I was in the hospital. Wether if I die of a broken heart or cancer tonight I want everyone to know I died happy. This might have been my last day but it was the best day ever. Thank you for all the memories! ~Noel"
I got up, I almost didn't notice I was crying.
I grabbed a picture of the four of them and sat down with it in my arms.
I held it close as I felt my soul leave my body.
*in the morning.*
No ones P.O.V.:
Mama, Hunter and Brandon woke up to Ashton screaming and crying.
They ran down stairs and read the note he had grasped tightly in his hands minutes before.
He hugged Noel's cold dead body.
He knew she was never coming back.
Hunter freaked out shouting for her to wake up but it was no use, she was dead.
Brandon broke down telling himself it wasn't true.
Mama broke down. Noel was the daughter she never had. Mama was the mother Noel never had.
They were a happy family for one day and that one day was the best day of Noel's life even though it was her last.
At her funeral they buried her with the picture she was holding the night she died.
She watches them form above but none of them know, she keeps all the bad away.
She will wait until the end of time to see them again.