Sad magcon imagines

How do I explain our relationship.

I guess with the one word used ever so often, 'complicated'

He was so nice and awesome but I was chaotic and weird.

We were complete opposites, it's like the sun and I'm the moon.

He was so energetic and full of life and I was depressed and confused.

We were everything until we found out I was pregnant.

His smile dropped and he frowned.

He couldn't look at me.

I on the other hand, I was ecstatic.

I was happy.

He was not.

He was sad, he began to cry and walked out.

He never said another word to me again.

I became depressed and anxious.

It's been a 10 months since he left.

Our baby, he's a newborn.

He looks more like Mario than anyone.

He is beautiful and bubbly just like his father.

His name is Bentley Rain Selman.

I haven't lost connection with Mario's family, only him.

His mom absolutely adores Bentley and Cat has a whole gallery in her phone dedicated to him.

He's seen pictures and videos of Bentley but he told his family he doesn't want to see him.

They won't tell me why but I guess we're better off this way.

I was sitting on the couch with Bentley who was sleeping when there was a knock at the door.

I reluctantly opened up the door and saw someone I never wanted to see again.. Mario.

"Hi." He said sheepishly

"Hey?" I said quietly as I looked at the floor.

"Where's the baby?!" Jonas screamed causing me to laugh

I brought them both in and took them to the couch.

I picked up a sleeping Bentley and Jonas held out his arms.

I carefully showed him how to hold the baby.

"So, you and Jonas?" Mario asked

"Friends." We both said in unison

"Then why does he see the baby more than I do?" Mario asked as his voice cracked

"He didn't walk out on me one day. He came back and helped me raise Bentley." I said crying now

"Look, I didn't mean to leave, I just didn't think I could handle a baby and now seeing my best friend with my baby is killing me. I never meant to hurt you, I still love you. I just couldn't bring myself to say anything." Mario said crying.

"I-I still love you too!" I said also crying.

Jonas was holding Bentley.

He quickly handed Bentley off to Mario and said to us both "fix each other and then I will come back. I'm going to get food. Brb." He said leaving

We both just chuckled.

"So, will you look at me?" Mario asked.

I looked in his eyes and he smiled.

I saw that spark and I guess he saw mine.

We both smiled.

Bentley woke up and smiled at Mario like he knew he had half of his genes.

It was so adorable.

Mario handed me Bentley and raced out the door.

Jonas came back a few seconds later and sat down next to me.

He knew what had happened.

All he said was sorry.

I nodded.

I couldn't do this.

I asked Jonas to leave.

He reluctantly left.

I packed everything of Bentley's I had and put it all in my car.

Then I got Bentley dressed and texted Mrs.Selman that I was coming over.

She replied with 'Okay, finally! 😄'

I put Bentley in his car seat and buckled him up.

Then I got in the drivers seat and began to drive to Mario's house.

He wasn't expecting me.

When I pulled up in his driveway he was kissing another girl.

He smiled into the kiss.

When he finally went inside I sat Bentley and his things on his porch and knocked on the door before speeding off.

I pulled into my driveway crying.

I had just given my son up.

I couldn't even stand myself.

I walked into my garage and hung a rope.

I put a stool under it and was about to jump.

I heard Jonas.

He was yelling.

He ran into the garage with Mario and Bentley.

They looked scared.

My son looked upset.

He began to cry.

I quickly got down and held him.

I couldn't stop crying.

The boys tried to question me but I couldn't answer.

I just couldn't bare knowing what I almost just did.

I handed the baby back to the boys and ran back to the rope and jumped before they could stop me.

While I was gasping for air I was them crying and screaming and calling the cops.

It was wild.

It was chaotic.

It was.. my fault.