Sad magcon imagines

Matt and I were hanging out as normal, we were in his sweats and hoodies.

The movie being displayed on the huge television was 'finding dory' an instant favorite of ours, we always quote "Ohhhh Gerald. Hey Gerald we'll let you sit on the rock if you give us your pale." 😂😂

Anyways we had just ordered food, sushi to be exact and I don't know what I'll do when it gets here.

Lately I've been purging after eating and to be completely honest, sushi is one of the hardest foods to do that with. Trust me I've tried.

Anyways the hardest part of all of this is not telling Matt, he's not only my lovely boyfriend of 3 years but my best friend since birth! I'm younger than him by 2 months and he's acted like that was a big deal from time to time when he says "when I was your age" and I lose my shit 😂

Anyways I was called out of my thoughts by Matt bringing in the food.

He sat down our food and we ate..

I kind of regretted eating because now I get to go puke up one of the hardest foods ever.

The movie was almost over..

We had just finished eating by the end of the movie and I raced to the bathroom with a water bottle.

I chugged half the bottle and grabbed my tooth brush before shoving it down my throats and causing my self to gag a few times before I actually puked.

I had almost all of it up when I noticed Matt standing by the door, crying.

I quickly brushed my teeth and tried to play it off but epically failed.

"M-Matt?" I said softly as tears crept my eyes

"Why didn't you tell me?" He cried now holding me close

"How do I bring that up in conversation?" I said sarcastically while crying

"It just does, we've been through everything together and now I'm helping you through this too." He said as he stood up and carried me to the living room

"Babe, promise me you'll stop." He whined into my neck

"Only if you promise to never leave me" I whined back

"Deal?" He said putting out his pinky

"Mhm, deal?" I said locking his pinky with mine but crossing my fingers in the other hand.

Then we drifted off to sleep.

*the next day*

It was early and Matt was gone.

I stumbled into the kitchen and saw Matt left breakfast with a note.

"Eat this lovely I'll be back soon❤️ - love Matt"

He's so cliche I thought as I munched on the fruit he had left out and drank water with it.

I was about to go to the bathroom and puke it all up but Matt walked in and smiled seeing me still eating.

"Hey babe" he smiled hugging me

"Hey, what did you go get?" I asked curiously pointing to the bag he dropped on the floor

"You a gift." He smiled

"Okay before you give it to me, I have to pee." I said walking to the bathroom and running water so it seemed real as I quickly purged up all my breakfast which didn't take long.

Then I washed my hands and left grabbing more water to drink.

He smiled and brought over a teddy bear to me that said "you got this babe"

My smile instantly dropped.

"What do you not like it?" He asked sounding hurt

"No babe, I love it, it's just gonna be hard to recover." I said lying through my teeth I'm not gonna recover but I do love the bear.

Man.. this eating disorder..