Sad magcon imagines

(This is gonna be really, really sad.)

Hey, my name is Noel, so I guess I should tell you guys the saddest story of all time.

So the Blake Gray is my ex, we dated for 3 years but one day he just decided he didn't love me and I was worthless.

*flashback begins now.*

I woke up feeling a little sick. I mean yes I've done things with Blake but I'm pretty sure we were protected so I didn't sweat it.

I was about to get off my bed when I was getting an incoming call, oh, it was my dad.

"Hey honey." My dad said

"Hey dad, why did you call?" I asked

"Umm, we need to talk, you may want to sit down." He said

"I am sitting so go for it." I said confused

"Noel, I truly love you but I think I want to start a new family." He said

"Okay, so why does that concern me?" I asked still confused.

"Look, I'm starting a new family which means I don't want you anymore, you're not enough, I'm sorry but this is goodbye." He said bluntly

"Oh, goodbye Michael." I said crying

"Don't call again, I'm going to block your number."

I hung up. My dad doesn't even want me. (My mom chose drugs over me so I live with my grandma who somewhat hates me).

I was crying really hard but I made myself stop because I'm not really important anyways.

I decided to call Blake to see if he wanted to hangout.

Riiinnnggg, rrriiinnngg

"Hello?"

"Hey Blake, can you come over today?" I asked

"How about you come over we need to talk." He said

"Oh, alright." I replied.

Then he hung up.

I didn't sweat it because I figured we were still fine even though he didn't say 'I love you'...

I got dressed, did my makeup and walked to Blake's house. He only lives two streets away so it was a short walk.

I knocked on the door and he walked out on the porch.

"Hey." I said

"Hi, can we go to the park, I'd rather not do this right here." He said

"Sure?" I said confused

We walked to the park and sat down on the bench.

"Noel, I'm sorry to say this but I want to break up." He said all at once

"Oh, okay." I said. I could literally feel my heart breaking

"So we're good?" Blake asked sheepishly

"Yeah." I said fake smiling

Then he left.

I stayed at the park and cried, the only family I have left is my grandma who hates me, my boyfriend broke up with me and I lost my best friend to suicide two days ago.

I was a wreck, I stayed there and cried for four hours.

I decided to walk home since it was already 5 o'clock.

I opened my front door to see my grandma sitting on the couch, I was about to walk upstairs when she said "Noel, come here we need to talk."

"Yes?" I said walking over to her

"Honey, I'm sorry for doing this but I'm kicking you out." She said happily

"Oh, I'll start packing, I guess." I said tearing up

"Thanks for understanding honey, I mean you could live with Blake or something." She said

"Yeah, or something." I whispered walking up the stairs.

I got tot my room and cried.

"WHY AM I SUCH A FUCK UP? NO ONE WANTS ME. I'M FUCKING WORTHLESS." I screamed before packing my favorite things and leaving.

"You can throw out everything else of mine, bitch." I said slamming her door.

Where the fuck am I supposed to go? I don't have friends, I'm broke, I have literally no family.

I started crying as I walked down the street.

I passed Blake's house remembering all of our good times, even our bad were better than this.

I wanted to die, everyone hates me and I guess I hate me too.

I decided to walk to mine and Blake's secret hide out, I climbed up and decided to live there since no one wants me.

I started unpacking my bag, I was about to finish until I heard Hunter and Blake talking.

"So why did you guys break up?" Hunter asked

"I don't know, I just feel like shit because I didn't want to." He said crying a little.

"Well let's go hangout in the hideout for a while and talk then maybe you guys can makeup?" Hunter said.

"Yeah, I guess." Blake said.

I heard them climbing up and didn't know what to do.

I was silently crying and I just sat there with my head in my knees.

I guess they didn't notice me at first because Hunter and Blake started taking off their shoes until, Blake saw me.

He came over and hugged me he didn't ask what was wrong, it was like he knew.

"I'm so sorry, she's a bitch." He said

"How did you know?" I whispered still crying

"I heard you scream 'WHY AM I SUCH A FUCK UP? NO ONE WANTS ME. I'M WORTHLESS'" he said quoting me

"Well then, why did she kick you out?" Hunter asked me.

"She said she didn't want me, and she seemed so happy about it. I told her to throw away the rest of my shit before calling her a bitch and slamming the door." I said wiping, tears and no longer crying

"Well I mean you still have us and your dad." Blake said.

"About that, my dad called me when I first woke up and told me he wanted to start a family and that I wasn't enough then he said goodbye before hanging up and blocking my number." I said yet again crying.

"I'm so sorry." Hunter said hugging me

"Now I feel like even more of a dick" Blake said hugging me crying.

"Why?" I said

"You literally lost everything today, even me." He said crying.

"I mean I heard your guys' conversation, so I mean it's whatever" I said

"I'm sorry, can we just act like we never broke up?" Blake asked me.

"Yeah." I said

"Awe goals." Hunter said.

We all left the treehouse and went to Blake's that night.

*end of that flashback*

Anyways that was only the first bad thing.

That night, he told me he cheated on me and has been ever since my grandma kicked me out.

*beginning of second flashback*

"I'm sorry, I have to say this. I have been cheating on you ever since you got kicked out. I'm sorry, I just don't want you." He said

"Okay, I'll pack my things and go." I said crying.

I called his mom and told her. She told me she was sorry and that I could visit her anytime.

I ran to the park and cried again for several hours, it was almost midnight now and I was going to stay in the treehouse when I heard a girl giggling and Blake.

I saw them kiss and that's when I knew I didn't want to live anymore.

I ran to the creek near Hunter's house, I was violently crying.

Hunter tried to stop me from going.

The creek was called Suicide creek.

People went there to commit suicide and let's just say I was done with life.

I went to go jump over the edge but I heard a voice I never wanted to hear again.

It was Ashton, he saw me.

"Noel, please." Ashton said crying. He's almost eleven now.

"Ashto go home, I don't want you to see me go." I said crying.

"I don't want to loose you." He said crying.

I ran up to him and gave him a hug.

Not even two minutes later I heard Blake and Hunter calling for me, I tried to run but Ashto grabbed on to me again.

I fell to the ground crying.

"PLEASE, LET ME DIE." I screamed at all three of the boys.

They all were crying.

"Why are you crying?" I asked Blake.

"You could of died." He violently sobbed.

"And? I saw you kiss my replacement, I saw you. You also said you didn't want me anymore." I said crying.

Here came Brando, mama Rowland and mama Gray. They all were also crying.

"Why can't I die? Huh? My own family hates me, I don't get why I mean so much to all of you! No one cares about me." I said crying and hugging my knees.

They all just stood there and cried.

Blake tried to hug me but I pushed him off, I was homeless again.

"Why did you think suicide was the answer?" Mama Gray asked me

"I mean my best friend did it, I figured maybe it would end my pain too." I said crying.

"But babygirl, what would we be without you?" She asked me.

"Happier." I said crying violently

"Please, I'm sorry, I will quit cheating, please get back with me and please never try this again." Blake pleaded crying,

"I'll stay in the guest bedroom but it's gonna be a while until I trust you again." I said crying a little less.

"Mama, can I stay the night with Blake?" Ashto asked.

"Umm, it's up to Mrs.Gray guys." Mama Rowland said.

"Why don't we all stay over?" Mrs.Gray suggested

"Okay" everyone said agreeing

We all walked back to Blake's and everything was fine.

*end of second flashback*

Blake quit cheating, but it's been 2 years since all that. I guess Blake wasn't done cheating, I saw him kiss yet again another girl but it was the same girl I guess they never broke up.

Blake and I lived with his mom still.

I said I was going out.

Instead I ran back to Suicide creek.

*begging of flashback*

I ran into Suicide creek but I saw Hunter.

I ran up to him

"Why?" Was all I could say

"Why are you here?" He asked crying

"That's not important, why are you here?" I asked him

"Blake and I got in a fight and he said I should kill myself." Hunter said crying

I hugged him.

"He still needs you, everyone needs you. What would your fans do if their superman died?" I asked crying just of the thought.

"They'd all probably die too." He said crying too

"Please go home, I need my Superman." I said chuckling.

"Yeah, you do love your Superman," he said laughing a bit too,

"Okay, go home and wash up so you can join for dinner." I said

"Okay" and with that he got up and left.

I wanted to die still, I lied so Hunger couldn't stop me. Little did he know I wouldn't make it dinner. Yet to my wedding day.

I jumped, but I didn't die. I hit the cliff under me with a thud, I hit my head pretty head and I stated blacking out.

I was hoping I was dying but I wasn't.

Hunter found me three hours later and rushed me to the hospital with Blake.

I woke up from a coma two days later.

"Why am I still here?" I said crying. Realizing I failed at dying.

"Please, never do that again!" Hunter pleaded.

"Why I want to die." I cried out.

I saw Blake walk in and my anxiety started rocketing through the roof.

The doctors came and held me down trying to get me to breathe but I felt like death had me by the throat.

I calmed down and realized Blake wasn't even crying it was like he also wanted me dead.

The doctors pulled Hunter and Blake out of the room and said some thing I didn't hear it but Mrs.Gray had to go home, they boys stayed over night.

"Noel, why?" Blake said crying,

"You might not make it now, you could die. You got another set of stitches and staples. If you get anymore you'll crack your skull entirely open." Hunter said crying

"I just want to be happy." I said crying

"Did I not make you happy?" Blake asked crying

"You never broke up with her, you never loved me and honestly I don't blame you. No one could love a mistake." I said whispering the last part.

"I love someone but they're far from a mistake." He said crying

"Who?" I said crying.

"You, I've always loved you." Hunter admitted while crying,

"Blake, if I don't make you happy, please be with her." I said tearing up.

"I don't want to give up everything." He said

"But don't act like you love me if you don't, we cans till be friends like before, okay?" I said tearing.

"Okay, I love you Noel, I'm sorry but Victoria has my heart." He said crying

"It's fine, go be with her. I guess I was in love with someone else too." I said chuckling a little

"Who is he? He's probably smoking and so much more than me." Hunter said crying as Blake left.

"Umm, he's so cute. He is like oml." I said

(Part 1)

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