Sad magcon imagines

I turned towards hunter and grabbed his hands.

"Who is he?" He asked

"He is my best friend, I have a super cool nickname for him, he is adorable, tall, like a giant fr, he has the cutest siblings and his family loved me when I wouldn't even love myself." I chuckled tearing up

"Who? Weston? Mario?" He asked still crying

"No, Hunter don't you get it? It's you, it's always been you." I said crying.

"Why me?" He asked

"Because you made me feel like I had worth when Blake couldn't even get me to smile. Plus without Ashto or Brando I wouldn't be here." I said sadly

"Yeah, but you have to pinky promise me you will never do that again." He said

"On one condition, you have to pinky swear to never cheat on me Superman." I said

We locked pinkies and said deal.

*a week later*

I finally got to leave the hospital, I went to Blake's and got everything of mine.

He was crying but I just kinda ignored him since he doesn't want me.

I was about to leave when Mrs.Gray turned to me and said "he's crying because of you" she said

"Why?" I asked

"He had a dream you died. He woke up screaming your name and he hasn't stopped crying since." She said

"He doesn't want me remember? Why would he care, he cheated on me for two years. I sorry, I..I just need time to think." I said

Christine said I could stay with them (mama Rowland.) until I found a place or until I wanted to leave.

I told her I was gonna go on a walk. She agreed and told me to call her if anything happens.

I nodded my head before shutting the door and making my way to the park.

*7 months later*

Hunter and I have been dating for a few months now but I'm not sure if I can trust him I always feel like he's cheating, I've never said anything but I just have this feeling.

I've always been that way, I have always thought I was being cheating on since I have -3000 self esteem and really bad anxiety.

Anyways I was walking to the park when I stopped dead in my tracks, it was Mario and Weston, my best friends!!!

We all ran to each other and hugged for like five minutes.

We all talked for a few hours about life and everything we could.

It was getting late so I decided to walk home.

When I got there I was shocked.

Blake and Hunter were fist fighting

"What's going on?" I said stepping between them

"I caught him cheating on you!" Blake yelled

"Oh, with who?" I asked my eyes getting glossy

"This really cute, skinny girl." Hunter said

"Oh, okay." I said tearing up.

"Tell your mom I will be on a night walk." I told hunter

"Mhm, make sure to jump this time." He said.

"I will." I mumbled under my breathe

Blake walked home furious.

Hunter went home happy.

I didn't have a home.

I just walked around.

I finally felt alone, completely alone.

Literally the only person keeping me alive told me to kill myself.

I sat on a bench and cried.

My thoughts and anxiety made me think everyone hated me and I started having a panic attack.

I didn't care.

I walked up to the brick wall a lunch it repetitively.

I didn't stop until I realized how bloody my knuckles were.

I've become a monster.

I realized everything, why people hated me.

I realized why no one wants me.

I'm a monster, every story always tells you how monsters can only destroy.

I decided that instead of going to suicide creek I was just going to drink bleach and take all of my sleeping pills.

I walked back to the Rowland's and was pulled into a hug by Brando.

"There you are!" He yelled clinging on to me

"Yeah..." I laughed off

"Now I can go to bed, goodnight gorgeous" he said hugging me

"Goodnight" I said back

"Goodbye" I said

"Bye?" He questioned.

He walked upstairs and went to bed. He didn't think twice.

I grabbed a price of paper and a pencil and wrote a simple suicide note.

"Dear whoever cares,
This was a suicide. I have become a monster, no one can love a monster. Hunter showed me how worthless I was by cheating on me.

Blake, I will always love you. Please, don't forget me.

I just want to say thank you to Hunter especially because he told me "why don't you jump this time"

I decided that was too predictable so I just decided to drink bleach and swallow all of my sleep and depression pills.

So goodbye cruel world and everyone in it.
~ Noel Gregory "

Then I walked into the laundry room and grabbed the beach, then I walked into the kitchen and grabbed a cup.

I poured a little over half a cup.

Then I grabbed my bottle of depression pills and spilled them all out on the table along with my sleeping pills.

I swallowed a handful of pills at a time while chugging bleach.

I put the note in my pocket as I started getting light headed.

Mama Rolwands P.O.V:

I got a call from Blake's mom at 3 in the morning, I answered,

"Hello?" I asked

"Hello? Blake told me to have you check on Noel because earlier Hunter told Noel to kill herself and that he cheated on her. Blake won't quit crying and hyperventilating." She said

I darted down stairs.

"No, she's sleeping. Wait no she's not." I yelled

"I'll call an ambulance. Send the boys to house." She said

Then she hung up

I shook her but she wouldn't budge.

"Noelllll..."

"Baby girl please wake up...."

"Please...." I said crying

Then I screamed "BOYS, BOYS."

Here came all three stumbling to me.

"Go to Blake's now." I half yelled

"Mom, is she okay?" Brandon asked me

"Maybe." I said crying

"Now go to Blake's" I said again

They left in a heartbeat not even seconds later the ambulance was here.

They put her on the stretcher and rushed her to the hospital.

I went over to Blake's and we all drove together,

When we got there we had to sit in the waiting room.

Blake ended up puking from crying so hard.

Brando keep crying and praying

Ashton cried off and on

But Hunter he just texted someone smiling.

"How are you texting?" I asked hunter

"Oh, umm, no one." He said

"Is this your fault?" Brando asked

"Mayybbee." Hunter stretched out

"YOU KILLED HER?" Ashton yelled crying

Blake kept crying and puking he wouldn't calm down.

He broken up with the one girl a few weeks ago.

Everyone wanted Noel to be here besides Hunter.

No ones P.O.V:

The doctor walked out and called for her 'family' they all walked up besides Hunter.

They told them they found a note in her pocket.

Brandon and Blake read it and cried.

Blake started puking again.

Then the doctor said something that would scar them all forever.

"We tried to pump her stomach but she had drank an estimate of at least six cups of bleach and taken all of her depression and sleeping pills. We revived her for little. She only has like an hour left. You should all go say goodbye."

Everyone said their sweet goodbyes besides Blake and Hunter.

Hunter didn't care enough, he ended up getting his gf to pick him up.

Lastly it was Blake's turn.

He walked in and instantly her eyes fluttered open.

"Blake, I'm so sorry." She said weakly

"It's okay beautiful, they say you don't have much longer and I need to says a lot so please just listen. Noel, I will always love you. No one can ever replace you, I'm sorry I couldn't have stopped you, I'm so sorry. I broke up with that girl when I realized she was cheating on me with Hunter. I'm so sorry, I just wanted you to be happy, please baby girl try to pull through, I don't want to lose you. I'm not prepared for that. I love you so much Noel. So fucking much." He cried

"I love you too Blake." She said

He held her hands and she started turning cold, her eyes rolled back and her heart monitor went flat. All you could hear was Blake scream "NOOOO, BABY PLEASE WAKE UP." But it was no use she was gone.

The doctors forced him out and they all had to leave.

That night he made one last tweet "She... She is gone guys. I need her. I NEED HER." Then he went to his closet.

He tied a rope, he stood on the stool, he put his neck through the rope and he jumped.

His mom found him the next morning with a note, the only thing it said was "I need her."

*in heaven*

Noel watched over Blake for the last few hours he was alive, she gave off silent tears as she watched him die.

The minutes later she saw Blake, she ran up to him and the hugged for what felt like forever. As if heaven had time.

They made sure they were gonna stay together forever.

As for the others:

Ashto- forgot until he was told by Hunter when he was 13, Ashto committed suicide the next year. The pain of seeing all their old memories was too painful

Brando- he didn't even make it to be 15, he died the day before his 15th birthday. He did the same thing Noel did, he didn't want to live with out her, she was the sister he never had.

Mama Roland- she got severe depression and now takes medicine for it, she sometimes can't even leave bed without Tyler's help because she gives up.

Mama Gray- she is at lost, she lives this crazy delusional life that Noel and Blake are still alive, she takes 'them' with her a lot.

Hunter- he didn't care until reality hit him like a truck. He realized he lost his best friend and one of the only girls who actually loved him. He became a fuckboy. He slept with a lot of girl all because he wanted to feel loved, he doesn't know how to control all these emotions. He has severe depression and anger issues. Tyler watches him and mama.

(So before anyone of you think of suicide or attempt imagine this story as your story)