Matt(Pt.1)
It is Mother's Day and I don't have a mom, most people have a fun family day but for me I usually crying or sitting and walking alone. My boyfriend Matt, offered me to spend Mother's Day with his family which I love and vise versa, but it's been 10 years without my mother and I've made it this far.
It was only 9:30 am I had just woken up, when I got a text from a blocked number. It said "Why don't you just go kill yourself! You don't have parents, friends, fans or anyone who actually cares about you. You're worthless, fat and ugly. I don't even get why Matt is with you he must feel bad for you!"
I was shocked, I mean all of that was true but still I was shocked. I instantly burst out into tears, not having a mother is hard because no one truly understands your pain. I raised myself and my mother because she was a dunk and a drug addict. She had an overdose and died 2 years ago, I still hadn't had a mother in 10 years since after my dad left us she was never the same.
She actually died on Mother's Day, every Mother's Day I walk to her grave and I sit and talk to her even though when she was alive she never cared about me.
I was getting dressed and doing my hair/makeup. I stopped crying a few minutes ago.
I wore gray leggings, red hoodie and some red vans. I grabbed my phone and keys and left. It was about a 15 minute walk and I decided to stop and grab something to eat too, as I was passing my boyfriend's house (since he only lived down the street) he came outside and started walking with me.
"Why are you walking with me?" I asked giggling a little bit
"I wanna see where my beautiful girlfriend goes every year on Mother's Day." He replied.
"I'm gonna grab something to eat, is that okay?" I asked him
"Yeah" he replied smiling
"So why aren't you with your mom? It's Mother's Day." I said to him
"My mom wanted me to see you, plus I wanted to know where you went every year." He said blushing a little
"Hang on I'll be right back" I said walking into the store grabbing my food, paying and leaving.
"That was quick" Matt said
"So where do you go anyways?" He asked
"To my mom's grave, I normally eat breakfast with her and talk to her for a few hours." I said crying a little
"Oh, I'm sorry" he said wiping my tear
"It's fine." I said
We got to the entrance of the graveyard and I started crying, Matt was holding me the whole time before we went in.
(Pt.1)