Hayes
Hayes and I were cuddling on his couch while watching the movie cabin fever. It was a supposed to be scary scene but it didn't scare me, he didn't seem scared either. He has seemed kind of distant lately and I want to know why. "Hey Hayes, are you okay?" I asked, "Um..Yeah, why?" He said surprised. "I feel like we're getting distant, and it scares me." I replied, "Umm..we need to talk" he said. My stomach dropped and my anxiety kicked in, "anything" I said fake smiling. "Umm, princess, I wanted to know if you um..would be okay if, we umm..took a break?" He said shyly. "Yeah, I will just be leaving..." I said tearing up. I left. I wasn't expecting that, not at all. I just got up and left, I didn't want to deal with the truth. Maybe he was cheating, maybe he didn't love me anymore or maybe I just wasn't good enough. So many thoughts were going through my head as I was walking home, I keep blaming myself... I wasn't even paying attention at this point... I was crossing a highway when all I saw was white.
*a week passes*
I woke up in a hospital... Wtf! How did I get here? I looked over and saw a boy, who the hell is he? "Who are you?" I asked the boy. "I am your boyfriend, Hayes" he said crying hard. "Oh, I'm sorry but I don't remember you." I said bluntly... My doctor walked in not even ten minutes later, "Good you're awake. How are you Noel?" He asked. "I am good, besides I don't remember who I am, why I'm here, and who the hell that boy is." I said looking my doctor dead in the eyes. "Oh, yeah she has a slight case of amnesia. It will take only a week for her to recover!" He turned to the boy and said. "When can I leave this hell hole?" I asked loudly. "Today, Hayes brought you some close and he will be taking you home shortly" my doctor replied. *I got up and got dressed* Hayes stared straight at me watching me every move. "Hey since you're my boyfriend, have we ever had sex?" I asked... "Um, no...no we haven't" he said. "Oh that's why you are watching me like a hawk..." I said giggling. "Yeah..." He said turning red... I can't believe he turned red. "So are you ready to go because I want to sleep in clothes that are comfortable" I whined, "yeah, let's go princess" he said hugging me. Even though I didn't remember him, he still makes me fall in love with him... *we left and went back to his house*
"Hey babe, can we umm. Have sex?" I asked. "Maybe once you get your memory back" he replied. "Hayes, I never lost it. I wanted to see if you cared and obviously you do." I said calmly. "Well then, yes..." He said turning red yet again... After we had sex I said something that would change everything "I love you Hayes", "I love you too Noel"... So maybe he just wasn't ready for me to say "I love you" (this wasn't sad but the next one will be)