Raura [ON HOLD]

(This is going to be R-rated so just warning you.)

Laura's POV

It's been kind of hectic in my brain and heart ever since I had that wonderful conversation with Stormie. But I decided, I'm not going to let her get to me. Ross loves me, I know it. Sure, he's made mistakes but...I trust him.

I'm getting ready with Ness because the guys invited us to go to the beach.

I'm wearing a blue bikini and some shorts and a crop top over them.

Ness is wearing a pink bikini and a black sun dress over it.

I asked Ness how her date went and she said if was really fun and she had a great time but she just doesn't feel that way about Rock.

I'm really nervous for her because I'm pretty sure Riker is gonna be there..that's gonna be interesting...

Just as we're finished eating and talking, there's a knock at the door.

I stand and answer the door.

A pair of lips instantly crash into mine and I'm completely shocked.

My eyes are open until I see who's kissing me, my blonde boy.

I slowly shut my eyes and finally start kissing back. I wrap my arms around his neck and he smiles into the kiss. I pull away after a few moments and ask, "What was that?"

"What? Can't I just kiss my girl for the hell of it?"

"No, you kiss your girl because it means something and you want too."

"I want too." He whispers in my ear.

The blood instantly rushes down to my feet and I gasp, "Ross..what has gotten into you?"

He doesn't answer and Rocky approaches.

"Rocky..you mind telling me what's up with him?" I say.

Ross buries his head in my neck and refuses to remove it.

"Uh...he's a bit drunk. We had an intense game of beer pong last night at our basement and I guess he's still not sober. Sorry Laur."

I frown. "Ross? You can't drink. You know that you're under age."

"Sorry." He mumbles into my neck.

Then he mumbles something else that I can't catch.

"What's going on?" Ness asks eyeing Ross and I.

"Ross is drunk." Rocky says and pulls Ness to his truck.

"I think we'll stay behind." I call out to them.

"Alright!" They yell.

They speed off and I drag Ross inside.

"Ross do you mind telling me why-"

I'm cut off by his lips again. I try to fight him, but he's so intoxicating it's crazy. I don't taste any alcohol in his mouth...that's odd.

I pull away and ask, "Ross..are you really drunk?"

"Push, no." He smiles.

"Why'd you pretend?"

"Because I didn't wanna go with them. I want to be alone with you."

He kisses me again, and I stop him again.

"Ross what's going on? Why are you acting so weird?"

He paces back and forth and runs his hands through his hair "I just.." He bows his head. "I...love you. You drive me crazy."

"What?" I whisper.

"You heard me."

"Ross...I...I.."

"Sh.." He says, kissing me again.

I'm so overwhelmed by him saying those words. He's the first person ever, other than my sister to say this, and hearing this beautiful boy tell me he loves me, sends me over the edge. It gives me so much happiness that someone in this world loves me, that I'm enough for them.

"Ross...that doesn't answer my question..tell me why your so weird." I shakily ask, barely able to breathe.

He leads me upstairs to my room and we sit on my bed.

"Okay..the truth?" He asks.

"Please." I say.

"I want...I want to have sex with you."

My face turns instantly red and I'm shaking like crazy.

"What? Ross?" I ask.

"I love you. I want to show you how much I love you. Please let me.."

He starts kissing me, softly. I'm totally confused and conflicted. And happy. He loves me... This beautiful blonde boy loves me..a stupid, dirty street rat.
Take that Stormie.

Before I can register what I'm doing... I kiss him back.

He takes this opportunity to ask for entrance, which I greatly give.

His warm tongue enters my mouth and knows exactly how to work it's magic in my mouth.

A moan escapes my lips and soon he's on top of me on my bed.

He breaks free and starts taking off his swim trucks.

"Ross.." I say, shakily.

"Yeah?" He asks.

"This..this is my first time..you know.."

He smiles, "It's okay." And kisses my forehead.

"Is it yours?" I ask.

"No.." He says

"Oh.." I say, "How many times?"

"Two. With the same girl." He says nonchalantly.

"Oh." I say.

"But that doesn't matter right now..all that matters is you and me."

I nod.

Soon he's only in his boxers and we're kissing under the covers again.

He's removed my crop top and shorts and I'm in my bikini.

He slowly removes my bra strap and my bottom piece and I'm left exposed.

He takes off his boxers and I take a first glance at his thing. I call it a thing, the other word is too dirty.

"You ready?" He asks, pulling a condom packet out of his trunks ripping it open and slipping it on.

"Yeah.." I gasp, anticipating every moment.

He slowly lowers himself into me and I gasp.

"Sh.." He whispers.

God, I love this man. I love him so much. I know that he loves me too know and nothing will break us apart. This is a symbol of our love and nothing will break it.

He pumps in and out of me slowly and steadily.

Then he starts picking up the pace.

In.

Breath.

Out.

Breath.

And on and on.

He finishes first and I follow right after him.

We're sweaty, tired and panting.

He starts getting dressed and I'm still naked under the covers, unable to process what we just did.

"I should go." He says, "Text you later."

"Uh..okay.." I say.

He's out before I can even react and I'm left alone.

Suddenly tears brim my eyes.

That was so weird. He seemed cute and lovey at first but once we were actually doing it..it was weird...mechanical. And
Text you later? What? What is that? Why'd he leave so suddenly? That didn't feel as amazing as I thought it would. And now that I think about it....Ross seemed distant, and off. Am I overreacting? Ugh! I'm going crazy! What's going on? Really?

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AUTHORS NOTE

Pretty awkward scene with raura right?

What do you think is going on with Ross?

Who's the other girl he's slept with?

What will happen to Laura?

I know Laura seems kinda stupid for giving up her virginity to a guy like that. But keep in mind that Laura hasn't received love from many people and they've never really told her they love her. So she just didn't know how to react. She just trusted Ross. Do you think she did good in trusting him?