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Thanks for ripping my heart out. Thanks for not caring about me when i cared about you too much. Thanks for not listening when i listened the most. Thanks for hurting me with your damn words. Thanks for killing me with your looks and thank you for making me feel insecure with your attitude. Thanks for always treating me like a second choice or a second option. Thanks for knocking on my door when you were left behind by your friends. Thanks for looking for home in my arms when you wanted it to be somebody else. Thanks for looking at me when you saw the one you loved. Thanks for being with me when you didn't want to be there; when you dreamt to be somewhere else. Thanks for saying i meant something to you. Thanks for making me act stupid around you. Thanks for that strong connection that meant nothing to you but everything to me. Thanks for calling me when you wanted to call her. Thank you for holding my hand when you didn't want it. Thanks for playing with my heart, my emotions and my mind. Thanks for making me an enemy to myself. Thanks for never ending thoughts and sleepless nights. Thanks for nightmares. Thanks for the feeling of not being good enough. Thanks for the fear of being left out. Thanks for not loving back. Thanks for not missing me when i missed you the most. Thanks for replacing me quickly and moving on. Thanks for forgetting about me, our story and what we had, because you can't deny that it wasn't special. Thanks for saying you had no feelings for me, because you don't look at your friends the way you looked at me and you don't hold their hands the way you held mine. Thanks for faking it. Thanks for making me open up and tell you all of my secrets. Thanks for making me to let you see the real me. Thank you. A million times thank you. But most importantly thank you for leaving me with no proper goodbye, with no explanation, because i actually deserved one but that doesn't matter anymore; it never mattered. Thanks for completely deleting me out of your life and pretending like i never existed and like you never knew who i was. Thank you. Because you are truly destroyed me. Thank you. Because you are truly broke the girl that was worth it and the girl that i loved. Now i don't know her and i don't wanna be her because of you. You made us enemies and we'll never be friends. So, thank you, my love.