Chapter 4
Aubreys pov 2 months later
Me nd aug been talkin fa two months na and i must say i think i can trust em hes showin me hes trust worthy nd normally iont let nobody in but i think i found sum good people i got Kim nd ha cousin desiree we all close friends they ma girls i love dem ta death but my mom nd dad are busy working as always so i straighted up ma room ( in the mm) nd i invited aug ova
I was layin on ma bed on ma laptop looking at different college's and ma doe swung open it was aug he sat on da bed and i pecked his lips
Aubrey- Hey bae
August- hey babe
Aubrey- i missed you
August- i missed you too
He smiled and kissed my lips and i kissed back i pulled him closer and i felt his phone vibrate he pulled back from me and looked at his phone
August - hold on ma
I nodded and he answered the phone and stepped out i thought who could he be talkin to nd why he had ta leave he dont do that any Otha time then i said ta myself
Aubrey - calm down bre dont let cha trust issues kick n !
I took a deep breath and thought if i should keep ma guard down or bring it back up he came back in the room nd i looked at the tv he layed on the bed and layed his head on my thigh i crossed my arms ova ma chest nd kept ma eyes on da tv i felt his eyes on me
August- i be back ma i gotta use da bathroom
Aubrey- ight
He got up off da bed nd left his phone on da bed i picked it up nd guessed his password nd shockingly i was right but " August" was too obvious he shoulda chose sumn else i looked through his call log nd i saw Candice i looked nd saw dat she was just da one callin i felt like ma heart was crumbling he came back in the room nd was lookin at me i put his phone down nd jus stared at him
August- You goin through ma shit ?
Aubrey- you playin me ?
August- im not playin you but chu goin through ma fone aint coo , wat chu on' trust me ?
Aubrey- Df you talkin ta Candice fa ? I asked you was you messin wit ha you said no!!! You coulda jus told me aug
August- Aint nobody fuckin wit ha , i Told you no so you should take ma word
Aubrey- So why you had ta step out? Why she still callin you ? Nd textin you ? Ya kno wat dont neven answer jus leave
He put his hands up nd walked out i sat on da bed nd put my hands on ma head i wanted ta cry but i told ma self ta stay strong nd not let it get ta me but im so hurt i let ma guard down nd got played again i played music and fell asleep
The next morning
I woke up nd turned on ma radio i played " somebody by Natalie La rosa nd Jeremiah " i danced while i pulled out my clothes nd i went ta take a shower nd i did my hygiene thing i came out nd lotioned down i put on my black stockings and my red pencil skirt i slipped on my black dress shirt i put on my black Timberland boots i did my make up nd did my hair in curls i put my Earings in i slipped on my blazer i grabbed my phone and book bag and i went ta school while i was at my locker nd i felt a slap on ma ass i turned around nd it was des nd kim i swea they so gay lolz
Aubrey - hey yall
Kim- hey ma
Des - hey boo , you got da cake out as always
I laughed
Aubrey- get cha nasty behind ta class girl
Des- i will right afta i get da scoop on yu nd aug
I rolled ma eyes
Aubrey- dat aint even relevant no moe
They both looked at me
Des- do i needa kill somebody?!
Kim- wsup?!
Aubrey- nah ima let em live but ill tell yall everything at lunch
They nodded nd i seen him walking down the hall wit candice i rolled ma eyes an walked ta spanish class i sat N ma normal seat nd he walked in the room he looked at nd i looked away i felt hin still lookin nd i rolled ma eyes he came nd sat next ta me i signed
August- oh you dont want me ta sit hea ?
Aubrey- Fuck you dont say shit ta me !!!
He laughed nd i rolled ma eyes i saw him put a pen in his pocket
August- you got a pen i can use?
Aubrey- i jus seen you stop findin shit ta talk ta me bout
I rolled ma eyes nd he laughed
August- you snappin fa nun ma you aint let me explain
Aubrey- well ion care no moe
August- but i do
Aubrey- well dont
I put ma head phones in and did ma work the whole class he talked ta me but i blocked em out i went ta Algebra nd Candice kept staring at me
Aubrey- well hello muthafucka
Candice- stay away from ma man
Aubrey- girl ion want him tell ya man ta stay away from me
Candice- yu jus mad cause i took em from you
Aubrey- took em whea cause everytime i look up he in ma face Tryna talk ta me nd shit nd if i wont em i can have em back so chill out
She rolled ha eyes nd i got ta work i spent the whole class thinking about aug nd why this even happened at da end of class i went ta the locker room nd got ready fa fitness while i was walking in i was fixing my shorts i felt stares from boys and rolled my eyes i sat on the bench and our teacher walked in he was holding two balls
Mr . Griffen- good morning guys today in class we will play dodge ball
I rolled my eyes because all the boys got hype i looked up nd aug was staring at me but he was sitting right next ta dat Bitch so why he all in ma face he put us in groups and aug nd Candice were on the opposite team i dare them ta try me !!!!
They started throwing the balls and i dodge em i saw her pick up the ball and i grabbed one too she threw it my way but i dodged and threw my ball and it smacked her dead in her face i smiled when she flew ta da ground
Candice- she did it on purpose!!!!
August- its coo' ma its just a game
Candice- No!! Get ha!
Aubrey- i wish you would!
He smirked and i rolled my eyes he got back in the game and i bent ova ta get the ball i felt a hard smack i got back up and glared at aug
Aaron- Damn!!! That ball bounced off dat ass
They all laughed and i rolled my eyes i sat on the bench and i saw deandré come ova ta me
Deandré- hey ma
Aubrey- hi
Deandré- you ok?
Aubrey- why you say dat
Deandré- cause you lookin like something on ya mind and ya eyes red which means you finna cry
Aubrey- im not bouta cry you kno ion cry in public dré
He laughed and i laughed
Deandré- still tough huh?
Aubrey- always will be
Deandré- You used ta be ma lil thugga
Aubrey- nd you use ta be faithful
He put his hand on ma thigh and i removed it
Aubrey- Dré stop i aint finna go dea witchu
Deandré- you wit dis april nigga
Aubrey- its august
He mocked me
Deandré- its august!!!
He laughed and i gave him a small smile i felt eyes on us nd i jus knew it was aug
Aubrey- why you in hea anyways?
Deandré- dis ma class ma , i jus neva come i only came ta fuck witchu
Aubrey- really dré
Deandré- yea , listen me nd you been togetha since foeva i knoe you kickin it wit dat lame ass nigga nd all but i aint mad at chu ma all im askin is ta be friends
Aubrey- friends ? Wit Deandré Corey Jones ? On' think so !!!!
He laughed
Deandré- you could be Mrs.Jones
Aubrey- mmmm nah
Deandré- Aubrey Jones ? Dats nice
Aubrey- come on dré
Deandré- ight ma ill stop jus lemme be da one you call when you need a shoulda ta cry on
He smiled and kissed ma cheek i watched him walk away class was ova and i went nd changed i went ta lunch and sat wit ma girls nd then afta biology i went ta music class
Mrs. Devine- ok so im guessing you guys heard about the big talent show thats coming up
The class- yea
Mrs. Devin- ok and im in charge of it normally it would be optional but we have some talented people in here and most are shy so to push them i nominated some of you guys and the rest can sign up if you want
Kimberly- nd whats in it for us ?
Mrs.Devine- oh im counting it as a grade
I covered my face cause i know she gonna pick me nd ion really wanna do this
Mrs. Devine- Aaron, taylor, aubrey , jason, August, Stephanie, mehgan and Jessica
Aubrey- oh LAWD !!!!!
Mrs. Devine- you will work in partners i want Aaron and taylor , jessica and mehgan , Stephanie and jason , and my teo favorites august and Aubrey
I rolled ma eyes nd sung
Aubrey - *Fix it Jesussss *
Everybody laughed and aug gave me a look
Mrs Devine - now get to work , Everyone else i want you to start your Essay on what music means to you
Everyone else got wit they partna but me and aug jus sat there until he smacked his teeth and came over ta me
August- what you wanna sing about?
Aubrey- ion knoe , i think ill do bettea alone
August- well you on' got a choice
Aubrey- listen lets get dis ova wit so you can get out ma Face
August- you really startin ta get on ma nerves you dont gotta give me this nasty attitude all im tryna do is get ma work done ion got time for this
Aubrey- im sorry aug but i really don't think this gonna work i work bettea alone !!!
August- bye yo cause you actin weird
He got up and walked away from me i covered my face and tried not to snap i really aint feeling this at all!!!
August pov
Aubrey really starting ta get on ma nerves she acting weird she lettin this whole thing get ta ha when it was nothin i was talkin ta Candice about Cuttin ha off cause i was getting serious wit bre but she dont see it so i said fuck it she can keep that stank ass attitude ta ha self
I was walkin ta ma locker ta get ma stuff she was calling my name but i ignored her
Aubrey - Aug-
I cut ha off
August- listen until you get cha act right ima fall back cause you obviously got issues
She looked at me and i could tell she was hurt she nodded and walked away from me i felt bad and went home
Aubreys pov
Im home laying in bed what aug said really hurt me i was bouta let him know that i found a song but he aint even tryna hea me i guess ill really do it on ma own but its wateva my mom came in my room
Karen- Bre you got a guest
Aubrey- ill be down
I slipped on a tank top and my night shorts and i went downstairs i seen Aug and rolled my eyes
Aubrey- wsup
August- we gotta talk
Aubrey- about ?!
August- Us
Aubrey- go find Candice
He was bouta say sumn but my dad came in
Aubradel- Hello
August- how you doin , im August
They shook hands
Aubradel- nice ta meet chu im Aubradel Aubrey's father
I stood there cause it was weird my dad never did this with any boy what makes august special they held a conversation and i rolled my eyes
Aubrey- ight how can i help you
My dad looked at me and walked away and i glared at august
Aubrey- WHO TOLD YOU TA COME HEA?
August- i came ta talk ta you about us nd dis project
Aubrey- talk!!!
August- that day when you went through ma fone nd saw that i was jus talkin ta candice i actually was tellin ha i couldnt mess wit ha no moe cause i started ta get serious witchu ion kno if you feel the same but i know that i like you alot and i want chu ta be mines nd i mean dat
I jus glared at him
Aubrey- nd why dont i believe you?
August- ion kno , but chu gotta trust me ma i aint hea ta hurt chu or play you or nun of dat i really care fa ya bre i started ta get serious witchu nd ion wanna throw dat away ova one miss undastandin
Aubrey- so wsup wit chu nd ha na ?
August- nun'n
Aubrey- oh really ? Well dat aint what it looked like ta me you was all close ta ha nd talkin ta ha i mean i woulda thought yall was togetha or sumn , So why should i even believe you? Cause you always all up on ha !
August- im jus coo wit ha nun'n less nun'n moe im tellin you da truth ma !
Aubrey- mmmm ok , nd what about dis project ?!
August- i wanna put all dis aside nd work wit chu
Aubrey- ok.....
I looked at em
Aubrey- im tired so -
My dad cut me off
Aubradel- me and ma are steppin out we'll be back later , Aug it was good meetin you
August- it was good meetin you too
They smiled at each other and i made a weird face my mom and dad left
Aubrey- As i was sayin im tired so you gotta leave
August- No we gotta start this song ma
Aubrey- August im tired!!!!
August- so am i but we still gotta do this work
Aubrey- ight come on
I rolled my eyes and while we were walkin up the stairs i felt his hands grip my ass i slapped his hands away and we went into ma room he sat on the bed and i gave him the lyrics
August- ight lemme hea yo part nd ill jus join in
I looked at him and thought of the lyrics
Aubrey -
I've been watching for the signs
Took a trip to clear my mind
Now I'm even more lost
And you're still so fine, oh my oh my
Been having conversations about breakups and separations
I'm not feeling like myself since the baby
Are we gonna even make it? Oooh
Cause if we are, we're taking this a little too far
If we are, we're taking this a little too far
Baby, if we are, we're taking this a little too far
Me being wherever I'm at, worried about wherever you are
We're taking this a little too far
We're taking this a little too far
We're taking this a little too far
August- good
Aubrey- you said you were gonna join lets get it ova wit
I rolled my eyes
August- these things take time, like you to undastand that someone is really down fa you
Aubrey- don't try ta flip this on me august , you shoulda neva been talkin ta ha in da first place
August - I WAS TELLIN HA DAT I COULDNT FUCK WIT HA NO MOE CUZ I WAS STARTIN TA GET SERIOUS WITCHU , DO YOU WANT PROOF OR SUMN?!
Aubrey- one dont yell at me , nd two yea show me some proof ma nigga
August- you know what im sick of provin ma self when all you gone do is say it aint true hit me up when you learn that everybody aint out ta hurt chu
He got up and walked out i covered my face and signed