Chapter 2
August pov a week later
Ive been kickin it with bre for sum time na and i must say shes real cool i like ha alot its crazy cause i neva had such a strong connection with a female befoe im in da kitchen cookin pancakes nd i heard ma mom walk in the kitchen
Sheila- wheres Mel ?
August- ion kno he said he had sum stuff ta handle
Sheila- well im stepping out if he comes home tell him to clean out the garage nd i want chu , trav and Jamal ta help em
August- ight ma
She nodded and walked out i finished making my food i sat on the couch and ate while i watched cartoons i got a text from bre
Text convo
Midget- auggie
Me- Hey bre
Midget- wyd
Me - eating watchin tv
Midget- true , umm ima need a favor
Me- yea?
Midget- go ta staples nd get a poster board for our science project , i would go but im busy typing up our report
Me- got it
Midget- thanks
Me - Np
End of convo
I finished ma food and took a quick shower i slipped on some clothes and went ta staples while i was getting ds board somebody grabbed it befoe me i looked up nd it was Candace
Candice- hey
August- wsup
Candice- i had a good time yesterday
August- good
Candice- maybe we can do it again soon
She touched my shoulder and i looked at her hand
August- i gotta go
I walked away and went ta go pay for the stuff and i drove ta bre crib from the outside i could hear her blasting " come get her" by rae sremmurd i knocked on da doe but i aint get no answer so i just walked in and when i walked in ha kitchen she was dancing nd she was good at it she stopped and looked at me and i laughed she laughed too she turned it off
Aubrey- sorry i aint knoe you was hea
August- yea i knocked but chu aint hea
Aubrey- ma fault, you ready ta start ?
August- yea
Aubrey - you can take da stuff upstairs ill be up dea soon , you want anything ta eat ?
August- nah im good
Aubrey- ight
I grabbed da stuff and went upstairs i looked at all da doe's and i finally found hers it said aubrey in different colors i walked in ha room and it was nice she had a walk in closet wit lots of clothes beybe girl a sneaka head doe i sat da stuff on ha desk nd i sat on da chair she came in da room with snacks nd sat on da bed
Aubrey- ight so da report is done we just need ta add shit about it and decorate
August- i aint decorating you can decorate ill add facts
Aubrey- Fine wit me
She chuckled and ate a Dorito i opened da book nd started ta read i felt eyes on me i looked up nd she was looking at me but she hurried up and looked away i smiled and went back ta reading i wrote stuff down nd she started to decorate we finished 3 hours later nd i held up da board
Aubrey- its missin sumn
August- what?
Aubrey- glitter!!!
She got off of the bed nd went in her drawl she pulled out different colors of glitter
Aubrey- pink, blue ,purple or orange
August- i guess blue
Aubrey- Kk !
I smiled man was she childish but i like it shes perfect !!! She started ta speard the glitter on the board she took the rest and rubbed it on ma nose
August- really ma???
Aubrey- yea you look cute !!!
August- ight
I smiled and she smiled back
Aubrey- we finish what chu wanna do na ?
August- doesnt matta
Aubrey- wanna watch a movie ?
August- yeahy
Aubrey- ill be nice nd let chu pick
August- ight , wanna watch Paid nd full?
Aubrey- dats ma movie !!!
I smiled and she giggled i turned da movie on nd she got unda ha covers nd i sat on da edge she started laughing
Aubrey- aug you can get comfortable
August- i am
Aubrey- i can tell from your body language your not
I laughed cause she was right i wasnt comfortable i got comfortable nd we watched da movie i looked back at ha nd she was rollin up
August- you smoke?
Aubrey- yea , you?
August- yea
She nodded and finished rollin up she lit it and took a puff nd passed it ta me i took it nd took a puff i inhaled and exhaled i took another puff and passed it ta ha i was thinkin ta myself " man i really like ha shes ma type of girl honestly i feel soo comfortable with ha "
* 2 hours later
We watchin da movies snacking like crazy we high as hell with serious munchies nd i thought bre was goofy man when she high she laughs at anything in site but i like it alot!!!!
Aubrey- Aug
August- yea?
Aubrey- im tired im goin ta sleep you can help ya self ta anything you wont
August- ight
I watched the movie nd she dozed off afta a while she snuggled up against me nd she slept so peacefully She looked so cute sleeping i stayed up nd watched movies she woke back up around 10:30 at night
Aubrey- aww you stayed?
August- yea
Aubrey- but aug its late you know it gets crazy outchea
August- yea i knoe but ill be good ma
Aubrey- aww bestfrien you tough?
I laughed
August- i mean i got heart
She started laughin
Aubrey- you can stay if want
August- you sho yo mom wont be mad ?
Aubrey- she dont be home at night anyways she dont get back until da mornin nd by time she get home i be at school already
I nodded nd she looked at me we took showers rolled anotha blunt nd watched movies until we fell asleep
Aubrey pov
I know what yall thinking nah we kept it PG 13 lolz but last night was fun i think im really starting ta like aug alot nd not in a friend way but im scared because i always get hurt or played nd i havent liked a boy in a while ever since my last ex he hurt me bad !!!!! He was my first everything his name is deandré i thought we would spend our lives togetha but shit happens i got up outta bed aug still was sleep i took a 45 minute shower nd did my hygiene stuff i came in da room nd put on ma red Shirt it said nolas finest in white letters i put on ma leg ripped true religion jeans and my red nd white jordans i wet ma hair nd it curled up i put on ma hoops i did my make up nd i woke aug up i went down stairs nd started breakfast i made , chocolate chip pancakes , eggs , bacon ,grits, homefries nd i cut up some fruit he came downstairs and took some fruit off the plate
August- mornin ma
Aubrey- mornin aug
He kissed my cheek nd i made our plates we ate nd we went ta school while i was gettin ma stuff out ma locker i seen candice all up on aug its weird cause im mad but i shouldn't hes my friend nun mo i closed ma locker nd went ta class I started ta do ma work nd aug came in and sat next ta me i looked up at him nd i heard ma name bein called i looked up nd my stomach turned it was deandré lawd !!!! Why he not even supposed ta be hea i swore dis nigga had 6 years i missed him but he dont give two shits about me so why should i give a shit about him?
Deandré- wsup ma you missed me ???
I just looked at him and i had flashbacks of all the shit he put me through
Aubrey- wsup
Deandré- give a nigga a hug
I looked at aug nd he was looking down i got up nd i hugged him he even felt different the scent of his cologne hit me nd i felt tears form in my eyes i used ta love that smell but now it just turns ma stomach i pulled back and wiped my face
Deandré- why you crying???
I just covered my face
August- you good bre ?
Deandré- nd who is you?
August- nah nigga you ont needa know who i am cuz i wasnt talkin ta you , c'mere bre
I walked back ova ta aug nd he hugged me
Deandré- wat the fuck eva , beybe we'll talk lata
The rest of the class i kept ma head down nd aug rubbed ma back the bell rung i rushed nd grabbed my stuff nd aug touched my hand
August- look ma i kno you upset right na but wanna talk about it lata
I nodded ma head yea nd gave him a small smile i hugged him and went ta ma class i walked in algebra nd i saw kim sitting at our table
Kimberly- hey bre
Aubrey- hey ma
Kimberly- i got a question
Aubrey- whats dat ?
Kimberly- you rollin wit august ?
Aubrey- yeah hes my friend why?
Kimberly- mmmmm watch it wit him mami
Aubrey- what chu mean
Kimberly- hes bad news hes known for leavin bitches hanging , like Candice? He left that bitch ta dry
Aubrey- well thanks fa tellin me
She nodded nd i sat nd thought
Aubrey- how yu knoe thou?
Kimberly- well last year he was dating Candice and this girl named kendra at the same time nd da year before dat he was messin with these two best friends they got into a big thing ova him august always been dat way though
Aubrey- ooh ok but hes jus ma friend so i dont got no worries
Nd wit dat i got ta work but I've been thinkin bout dat all day truth is i was startin ta like aug i got ta lunch nd i was quite it still was on my mind aug came ta the table nd sat down
August- hey
Aubrey- hey
August- you ok ?
Aubrey- yea im good
August- you ready ta talk?
Aubrey- yeah
August- ight so question is who was dat nigga?
Aubrey- well he was my first boyfriend ive went through everything with him like literally he took everything i had i was madly in love with him and in sophomore year he went ta jail nd now all of sudden this fool comes back senior year expecting everything ta be cool i mean i was holdin a nigga down nd all but i stopped when i found out i wasnt da only girl writing him nd shit
I looked at him nd he was looking at me surprised
August- damn ma...... He put chu through hell
Aubrey- yeah he did ........ I actually wrote a song about it
August- really???
Aubrey- yeah..... Wanna hear it ?
August- yea ma
Aubrey- ight ill sing it for you but promise me you wont tell anyone about it
August- you have my word i promise i won't say a thing
I thought about what kim said and looked at him i thought of asking him about it but hell it aint ma bussiness once again we're just friends
August- whats the song called?
Aubrey- bury my heart
August- true
I laughed and he laughed
August- you goofy as hell ma but its a good thing
I smiled and he poked ma dimples
August- damn ya dimples deep , dats bouta be ya name in ma phone
I laughed and he laughed too we finished our food and went ta biology class i was writing stuff down nd i felt a tap on my shoulder i looked up and it was deandré
Deandré- ready ta talk
Aubrey- No !
Deandré- please can we talk ?
Aubrey- about what?
Deandré - the whole thing that went down
Aubrey- i guess
Deandré- come ta my car afta school
I just looked at him nd rolled my eyes he walked away and i went back ta work
*30 minutes later
I packed up my stuff and went ta music class i was happy aug and kim were in my class but it was bittersweet having dré in my class we all took our seats and our teacher started class
Mrs. Devine- good afternoon class
Everybody- good afternoon Mrs.Devine
Mrs. Devine- so how many peoole here think they are talented ?
Lots of people raised there hand but i didnt i felt aug poke my side
Mrs. Devine- good because your first assignment is to sing a song or you can rap
Devine- nd what if you cant do neither ?
Mrs devine- well then you need to find something your good at
He nodded and she grabbed her book
Mrs. Devine- Aubrey Miller?
It felt like my heart dropped in my stomach
Aubrey- yes?
Mrs. Devine- oh good your here well your first sweetie
I felt like running out of class but i knew she would just make me do it again and i cant run from her school year i stood up and looked at the class and Clearly everybody was looking at me i looked at her
Aubrey- i can sing anything?
Mrs Devine- yes dear anything you please
I nodded and took a deep breath
Aubrey - Hello from the other side
I must've called a thousand times
To tell you I'm sorry for everything that I've done
But when I call you never seem to be home
Hello from the outside
At least I can say that I've tried
To tell you I'm sorry for breaking your heart
But it don't matter, it clearly doesn't tear you apart
Anymore
I stopped and covered my face and i heared clapping and cheering i hurried up and sat down
Kimberly- GO BESTFRIEN, DATS MA BESTFRIEN DATS MA BESTFREIN !!!!
She shouted from the other side of the room and i smiled at her i looked at dré and he was smiling at me i hurried up and turned back around
August- you did good ma , you dont gotta be shy
Aubrey- thanks
Mrs Devine- Well done aubrey !!! You have a very beautiful voice
Aubrey- thank you
She smiled and i smiled back
Mrs Devine - Aaron Taylor ?
He got up and we all watched him , we went through the rest of the class we had a couple talented people but not alot we finished class and me and kim went ta our lockers
Kimberly- but fareal ma you fucked it up
Aubrey- thanks girl
Deandré- you ready ta talk?
Aubrey- make this quick i got a life , kim i catch you lata ma
Kimberly- mmhmm ight ma
She eyed dré and walked away
Deandré- i see you still got a good voice
Aubrey- mhmm whats ya point
Deandré- i miss you alot im sorry it wasn't suppose ta go down like dat -
I cut him off
Aubrey - it dont even mata cause im done wit chu like completely finished Acabado!!! ( finish)
I closed ma locker and walked away from him i got in ma car and went home when i got home i saw my dad sitting on the couch i dropped my book bag and keys cause i was suprised
Aubradel - Aubrey?
Aubrey- dad !!
He hugged me and i just stood there i pushed away from him and ran upstairs ta ma room i locked ma doe i heard knocking but i thought of everything me and my mother had to go through i put my beats on and cried my self ta sleep i woke back up at 12:30am i saw that i had a missed call from aug i called him back
Aubrey- hey aug
August- hey ma wsup?
Aubrey- i aint wake you did i?
August- nah i been up im at the studio my brother got me some time
Aubrey- true
August- wanna come ?
Aubrey- sure
August- want me ta come get chu?
Aubrey- no thats ok , wheres the studio?
August- 46th and girad
( i made dat up)
Aubrey- ight here i come
I quietly got dressed i slipped on my juicy Couture sweat suit and my ugg boots i put my hair in a messy bun i grabbed my phone and tip toed downstairs i quietly closed da doe and ran ta my car and i drove ta the studio i walked in and saw aug and 3 other boys
Aubrey- hey
Everybody - hey
August- dis ma best friend i was tellin yall bout , bre dis ma brova trav
Travis- hello sweet heart
Aubrey- hi
August- dis jamal
Jamal- wsup ma
Aubrey- hello
August- nd dis is ma brova mel
Melvin- well hello beautiful
Aubrey-... Hi
Jamal- she shy nd what not
They all laughed and i smiled
August - yea she is , but chall gone hafta get out for a mintue
Jamal- why?
August- because shes gonna sing for me and shes shy
Aubrey- no its cool they can stay
Jamal- see she doesn't mind
I smiled
August- ight well , ready when you are ma
I walked in da booth and put the head phones on
Melvin- can you hear beautiful?
Aubrey- yea
He nodded and i heard the beat play
Aubrey - Please someone tell me I'm dreaming
Eyes open wide in the dead of the night (oh no)
Found something I could believe in
Oh after awhile, you let me down
But now that you're gone, I'm so lost
And I never wanna love again (hmmmmm)
[Chorus:]
They say that all wounds heal over time
But why does it feel like I could die
Bury my heart [x3]
So I won't hurt again
[Verse 2:]
Oh, feels like I'm out at sea & I'm sinking
Crying for help but I'm by myself
Uh huh, I wish I could shake off this feeling
Doing my best but it's time like this
When I'm alone, I wanna pick up that phone
Say I, and say that I never wanna love you again
Ohhhhh
[Chorus]
Never even shed a tear or showed an ounce of regret
People say I should forgive but that's easier said than done
When you wake up inside of an empty room
And you know it was once filled with love
How the hell am I supposed to get over it
When I know that I loved you this much
[Chorus]
Bury my heart [x3]
So I won't hurt again
I took the head phones off and they clapped
Jamal- damn she got a voice
Travis- Bravo beybe , bravo !!!
I laughed and so did aug i stepped outta the booth and he hugged me
Jamal- can i get a hug too ?
August- no stop being weird
I shook my head at them and laughed
Authors note
The first song was hello by adele
And the second one was bury my heart by k .Michelle
But aug and bre startin ta like each other !!!