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"Stop that hurts" I whined smacking Yung's hand away from my nose ring.
"Alright i'm done" He laughed
"Go make me something to eat Daniel" I said propping my feet up on the coffee table calling him by his real name.
He glared at me then the doorbell rung. "You gone chill with that government name shit" He said opening the door "And just for that you can make your own shit" He rambled.
"Nigga who the fuck is you talking to" A boy laughed walking through the door with somebody behind him.
I got up from the couch and walked into the kitchen looking for something to eat, I made a bowl of noodles and ate them in the kitchen after I was finished I looked in the fridge for something to drink and smiled grabbing a bottle of apple juice which is my favorite.
"Why you always buying apple juice if you don't even like it" I asked Yung walking into the living room were him and two other boys were sitting.
"Cause I know you like the nasty shit" He said flipping through channels.
I looked over at the boys and noticed one of them was the dread head from yesterday and the other one looked familiar but I couldn't think of were I might know him from.
"What you doing here London" The dread head smiled
"Minding my business" I rolled my eyes taking a sip of my apple juice.
"How you know my boy Jarvaris" Yung side eyeing me.
Before I could answer my phone started ringing. I managed to get myself a Iphone 6 but Yung pays the bill. "Hello" I answered the unknown number.
"I need to talk to you on a serious level and I'm not fucking playing with you, I'll find you and come get you myself if I have to" My 'dads' voice boomed through the phone.
"How did you get my number" I asked squinting my eyes.
"Don't worry bout all that"
"Well you can loose it and I'm not coming to talk to you" I hung up the phone and walked over to the couch that Yung was sitting on. I laid down putting my head on his lap.
Once I got comfortable I giggled when I felt his erection. "What's funny" He asked looking down at me.
"Nothing" I said.
Shortly after I felt my body being lifted "What the fuck" I yelled noticing Yung was holding my arms and Jarvis held my legs the other boy walked ahead of us opening the door.
"Put me down" I yelled kicking my legs and moving my arms.
"Boss orders" Jarvaris shrugged
"I don't give a fuck what his dumb ass told y'all to do" I said before I was thrown into the back seat and Insane sat next to me grabbing my wrist.
We soon pulled up to a house "I can walk" I said as Yung threw me over his shoulder walking towards the house. "Put me down" I punched his back.
"Stop" He said smacking my ass. I was soon seated on a couch in front of my father.
"Listen London you are going to move in with me until all of this is over, Your ma got in some trouble with somebody and they put a price out on your head and until I find them bitch ass niggas I need you somewhere safe" My sperm donor spoke.
I stared at him with a blank expression and my arms crossed under my chest, I could feel everybody in the room eye's on me, I knew they were all waiting for my reaction "Guess i'm gone be dying then, everybody dies at some point in life and I guess my time is soon" I said standing up and walking towards the door.
"What the fuck does she act like this all the time" Javaris asked Yung
"Yup" Yung chuckled.
Once I reached for the door knob the door flew open, I took a step back so I wouldn't get hit in the face. I was now standing in front of a younger looking version of my dad and some boy behind him that was fine as hell if you ask me.
"Excu-" I started to say but got cut off once I felt my body being lifted. "Yung put me down" I yelled.
He walked to the back and put me down in a room that i'm guessing was a guest room. "Why you being so stubborn" He asked closing the door behind him.
"I'm not... I just don't want to live with somebody that I don't even know"
"London please stay here...I don't want you out here in these streets and then a few day's later seeing you on the news because you dead" He said pulling me closer by my waist.
"There really ain't no reason for me to be here anymore" I shrugged my shoulders.
"Don't say that" He said pecking my lips.
"Why can't I just stay with you" I pouted.
"London we not even together, I still like to fuck with other bitches" He shrugged.
I nodded my head and pushed him out the way "Stupid hoe ass bitch ass nigga" I mumbled while walking down the hallway.
"Lo I ain't even mean to say it like that" Yung said grabbing my arm. I shrugged him off and kept walking.
"Let me finish talking to you" He grabbed me by my waist.
"No" I said I said pushing him away from me "Bring me to get my stuff"
"Stop being so fucking stubborn" He yelled.
Every body in the living room looked over at us. "I don't know who the fuck you raising your voice at but you need to shut the fuck up talking to me and bring to get my fucking stuff" I yelled
"I ain't doing shit until you finish talking to me" He said plopping down on the couch.
"I wanna introduce you to somebody real quick" My dad said.
I sighed and sat down on the couch next to Javaris. "Go ahead" I mumbled.
"This your brother Mook" He said pointing to the boy that looked like him "And this your cousin Dre" He pointed to the boy that walked in behind Mookie.
"Hey" I mumbled.
"Wassup" They chuckled.
"Oww" I exclaimed once I felt somebody pinch my thigh. "Why you just do that" I asked Javaris while rubbing my leg.
"Because" He shrugged.
I started to say something but was cut off by my phone ringing. "Hello" I answered.
"London you know the cops are looking for you right" The lady from the last foster home that I was in said.
"Yeah I know and I don't give a fuck either" I shrugged.
"Well you should because unless you found one of your parents which I'm pretty sure you didn't because they obviously don't want your worthless ass then your gone be right back in juvi"
I rolled my eyes and hung up the phone.
I hate being in and out of foster homes. It always reminds me that I mean nothing to nobody.
I woke up from my sleep in the middle of the night hearing my mom and her boyfriend arguing.
After a while the arguing stopped and the front door slammed. I heard foot steps coming towards my room and I quickly got back under the covers acting like I was sleep.
My room door opened and I was pulled off my small bed by my hair. "It's your fault that he left! I should of aborted your ass and I would still be with your daddy and not going through this shit" She yelled dragging me to the bathroom by my hair.
"Stop" I cried kicking my legs and trying to loosen her grip from my hair.
She through me in the tub causing me to hit my head on the wall and the bath water splashed everywhere.
"I hate you" She yelled with tears coming down her face.
I looked down as I sniffed. She turned the shower on, I tried getting up but she pulled me back down. She pushed my face into the tub water and at 10 years old I was hoping she would just let me die.
I felt worthless, I was ready to no longer be on this earth. I was tired of everything and at that moment I felt as if my only way out was if I die.
"What are you doing? Stop!" I heard my moms best friend scream.
My head was soon being lifted out of the water and my mom and her best friend both exited the bathroom.
"London" Yung said snapping me out of my thoughts. I looked around the room to see everybody looking at me worried.
"You okay" He asked sitting next to me.
I looked around the room once again then at my dad, I broke out in tears for the first time in years. "I just wanna go" I cried burring my face into Yung's chest.
"Just let it out baby girl you been holding it in for to long" He said wrapping his arms around me.
And that's exactly what I did. I couldn't control my crying and I hated the fact that I was crying in front of people I just met.
"She alright" I heard Mook ask.
"Don't worry she need to let it out she hasn't cried since she was 13 about this situation" Yung answered.
"What situation" My dad asked.
I nodded my head letting him know it was okay to tell him. "Sometimes she gets flash backs about when her mom abused her and all the hurtful things that she said to her, her mom would always tell her how it's London's fault that you left... And-"
I cut him off by putting my hand over his mouth, with my head still in his chest.
"London I swear your not the reason I left your ma" My dad said pulling me from Yung and wrapping me in his arms.
This was always something I dreamt of, being in my dads arms. "She didn't tell me about you till you were like four and I admit I was wrong for denying you, but I swear on everything I love that I regret that shit everyday"