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|laura|
Oh, how I just love school.
My first 3 classes went by pretty quick. 2 of them, I share with Ross.
His voice was literally the only voice I could hear in class. He was so loud, and happy. And I really didn't understand.
It's lunch now, and I'm not really planning sitting at our table.
Hollie: hey laura! I need you to come with me.
I had no idea where she was dragging me to.
We got to the cafeteria and she dragged me to a small table.
Laura: what the fuck?
As soon as she left, I saw Ross sitting right in front of me, and Connor ran off...what the....?
Ross: what are you doing here?
Laura:...what are you...
I swear I was about to start tearing up right there.
Did Hollie seriously do this on purpose?
Ross: why am I even here--
Laura: wait, Ross..
I stoped him, as he was about to turn around and leave.
I didn't even know what to say. I just..
I didn't want him to go. But then, I didn't want him to see me cry.
Which he already has.
Laura: I just wanna know why...
Ross: leave me the fuck alone--
Laura: no. Cause I think that if you're mad at me I deserve to know why...
At this point, my voice was shaking.
Laura: you know....you hurt me...
Just let the tears out.
As if they weren't already falling.
Ross: woooowww......Laura, I really love how you're just playing innocent here...you're such an amazing fucking actress when you KNOW damn well what you did!...
From the corner of my eye, I could see Hollie staring at me. I can see right through her mind, and I know that she's thinking it was a bad idea...and it really was.
Laura:...I'm pretty sure this time, I haven't done anything wrong--
Ross: Laura, you fucking CHEATED ON ME!
He yelled, as I slightly jumped.
What?
I don't remember ever cheating on Ross. Why would I?
He kinda formed a little crowd. And I swear, I could see Aili hiding a laugh.
Laura: w-wha-- Ross, I never---
Ross: you don't have to lie....I already know what happened.
Laura: but I'm not lying!
Ross: yes you are! You fucking liar!
Fucking liar?
Where did he get this from?...cause I swear to god, who ever it is would probably die.
I seriously just didn't want to cry in front of these people.
You just wouldn't understand.
I don't care about any stupid reputation at this point, but these people worship me...literally.
And I just can't.
And I'm. It gonna cry.
Especially not in front of Ross, and that bitch Aili.
Laura: fine...I guess it's over then.
I said, and he just scoffed and walked away.
I don't understand? I never cheated on him. So why does he think I have.
I could see Kyle pushing through the crowd, coming towards me. But I just wanted to go home at this point.
Laura: I'm going hom--
Kyle: Laura wait.
He turned me by my shoulders.
Kyle:....of course.
He was looking straight into my eyes. And I was so confused.
He then started shaking his head.
Kyle: you're not a cheater...you didn't do it.
Laura: of course I didn't...why would I?
He also looked like he was hiding something from me. But I honestly wasn't bothered at this point.
Laura: I just don't understand.
.........
-rAtliff-