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The day was unusually slow. And it was only lunch time.
I sat at our usual table, waiting for everyone to show up, one by one.
Everyone except Ross did.
Everyone was eating and talking...laughing. While I was just thinking.
Picking at my salad, thinking of why he would kiss Hollie just to deliberately hurt me.
I've been debating on whether or not to go talk to him but...I couldn't really do that.
I saw him in physics. We made eye contact for like a split second. But I could see the anger in his eyes.
I can see right through his mind, and I know he's very angry at me. But why?
What did I do? For the first time, I know that I did nothing wrong.
I mean....if Ross is mad at me, I think I deserve to know why.
Connor: you looking fine in those sweats though, laur.
Connor smirked. Causing me to roll my eyes.
Can he not see that now is not the right time?
Connor: what's wrong baby girl? Why your watering like that?
Hollie: Connor, fuck off!
Hollie shoved slightly. Causing him to nearly fall of his chair.
Connor: alright. Alright....I'm sorry. I just want you to be smiling, baby girl.
He's sweet.
And no, he wasn't flirting with me.
Connor is my friend....even though we dated, he's still my friend, and it's not awkward. Because...why should it be?
People just take things wrongly, and try to make it their own way.
Tommy: pass me the ketchup.
Ross' friends are here. And I know for sure that he won't show up, because he obviously doesn't want to see me. For some super odd reason.
My mom woke me up this morning, because I kinda overslept.
It was extremely late. And I had no time to do my make up, pick out an outfit, or do my hair. So I decided to to really wear make up today. And it kinda just feels amazing and less heavy.
It feels great...well, except for that burning in my chest. Which is literally my heart still breaking.
It's not fully broken yet. But it almost is, I don't know if that makes since. But yeah...my heart is literally on the process of breaking.
"Hey"
I heard his stupid voice, as I felt someone sit opposite me.
Fuck, no.
He seemed fine. Like not bothered at all....like I wasn't even right next to him, fucking crying my eyes out because his dumb ass. What the fuck?
Ross: Dude. What did that burger do to you?
I heard him say, while laughing. Probably at Tommy.
I wanted to leave.
I couldn't stay there. Because it was just hurting me to know that he didn't care.
They were all talking and having a good time, while I just had my head down, with Hollie siting right next to me.
Wow..
Is Hollie seriously my only actual friend here?
Chanel and Ariana don't even care that I'm hurt. And they actually call themselves my friends.
Laura: I gotta uh...get some work done before class.
I lied. Leaving my salad on the table, as I got up from my chair nearly tripping.
I could see Ross staring at me from the Corner of my eye. Like..why tf you lying?
I quickly made my way to the rest room, looking at my self in the mirror.
I looked like a mess.
My eyes looking like 50 shades of fucking dark red......but my lashes looked fleeky though...
I could feel more tears running down cheeks as I stared at my reflection.
I'm so confused. First off all, what did I even do?
..............
|Dove|
Dove: I'll be right back!
I left friends at the table, laughing as I made my way to the washroom.
We were talking about the queen of England, what would happened if she died today..
Weird, but we're also weird. So yeah...weird.
Dove: what the fuck..?
I muttered, as I walked into the washroom to find Laura, staring at the mirror, kinda tearing up.
She looked terrible, and I suddenly felt really bad.
Of course it's about Ross, and what Aili and Raini did.
Of course.
She was probably so deep into her thoughts that she didn't even hear me open the door and walk in.
Dove: Laura...
I called softly.
I wanted to tell her that second, about what the girls did but I just couldn't.
I couldn't just tell her.
I really want them to find out though, because she honestly doesn't deserve this.
Dove: come here, girl.
I opened my arms to hug her, as she immediately hugged me back.
I heard her sobs, and i just wanted to cry right there with her.
Dove: are you okay?
I asked, as I felt her shake her head on my shoulder.
I mean...of course she's not okay. That was kinda stupid.
Dove: it's gonna be okay....I bet her stop to think about what he's doing, and then realise that he's just being an idiot.
I will tell her later though.
I just can't tell her something like that right now, because she's really upset.
If I tell her, she'll get super pissed off. And sad, plus mad, equals to kill.
And...I couldn't have her killing Aili. Even though she would definitely deserve it.
But we kinda need aili alive..
........
😬
Enjoy yall.
-rAtliff-