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|Laura|
Laura: I was going to tell you something...
So...They ended up finding us, we were there till 8, blah blah blah...And it was just terrible.
Ross: oh yeah. What were you going to tell me?
You see, I'm not very good with words, and I never really have been.
When it comes to talking about how I feel, it's like I'm a guy...Cause you know, guys are terrible at talking about their feelings.
Laura: I feel like.......I just feel like...
The words really couldn't find their way out. It's like they were lost somewhere in side me.
Laura: I'm just so happy that I......You just....
I sighed.
Laura: I don't know.....I know but--
Ross: Laura?
He cut me off.
I feel so stupid right now. I shouldn't have even said anything.
Ross: I love you too.
Ross smiled at me.
I guess it was that...? I don't know. He just makes me so happy. And maybe it is love...
.................
As I was getting out of my car, I saw Hollie and Chanel standing near the school gates.
Yesterday was amazing. Ross and I spent the entire day together at my house.
I don't know where my family was...I guess they all went out and left me there.
But it's cool. We made lunch, TOGETHER, And pretty much trashed the whole kitchen.
Probably why I woke up to my mom yelling at me this morning...
Chanel: Laura! Guess what.
Laura: what?
Chanel always has some news to tell me.
Most of the time, it's stupid.
Chanel: you're sister Clem is getting suspended....
Laura: really?....What did she do?
Hollie: she was seen outside of of school, during school time.
That sucks I guess.
She better pray that mom's in a good mood today. My may be cool....But she can be a pain in the fucking ass.
Laura: have you guys seen ross?
Hollie:..Um...No. I don't think he's here yet.
My first lesson today is Biology, which I only share with Hollie.
I'm glad I share more classed with her, then with anyone else, to be honest.
Ariana and Chanel have absolutely no plans for their future, and haven't really realized that high school, is gonna come to an end. And this isn't the only life we're going to live in. .
We're gonna have to change. Cause this is not really taking us anywhere.
Not our personalities.
I believe that you shouldn't change the way you are for anyone. Not even boys.
But....in their case.....I guess they just need to take things more seriously.
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|Ross|
Aili: Ross!
I heard Aili's perky voice call me from behind, as I was TRYING to makwywau to my locker.
Aili: ross, stop. Cmon!
Ross: what do you want?
I asked. Not stopping.
I'm not trying to be mean, but she can be very annoying sometimes.
Aili: just wanted to say hi. Geez.
Ross: well, then HI Aili. How has your day been going?...Wanna leave now?
I'm really not trying to be mean.
Aili: I just wanna to tell you something.
Ross: that you have a crush on me?...I already know that.
Aili: geez. I'm sorry....Youre the one that kinda...You know, Pretended to be my boyfriend....?
Ross: Aili--
Aili: told me you really liked me....
Ross: Aili, sto--
Aili: kissed me, played with my feelings, kinda made me fall for you....
I sighed
Ross: how many times do I have to apologize?...I'm so sorry for doing that, and I regret it so much....But you really have to stop. It's not fair on Laura--
Aili: oh, cause I really care how Laura feels!?
Ross:....yes.
I paused.
Ross: cause if you really liked me, you respect my choice, AND my girlfriend....
....................
I see a break up coming soon....
-rAtliff-