No second chances
Camila POV
Here I am on Carlos lap with my arms around his neck.
"I can't believe your leaving" he whispered, "you are the most gorgeous girl I have ever met"
I blush and kiss his cheek. "I'll visit" I told him, he nods.
"Camila come on! We have to go!" I hear Rob yell,
"Bye Carlos" I said, he sighs and mumbles a bye but what surprise me is that he kiss me. My eye widen but i didn't pull back. I didn't feel fireworks...damn it. He pulls back with a little smile.
"Bye monkey" he said, all i did was nod and got off his lap going towards the door. I look over my shoulder to see him standing there with a sad smile. He wave and I wave back.
Bye Carlos....
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Lauren POV
I can't believe that guy kiss Camila! I mean are they dating? I hope not because Camila is mine! Okay maybe not yet but it going to be.
"Whoa your face is red" I hear Normani say to me, I rolled my eyes and look out the window.
"Is it because of Carlos kissing Camila? Because you aren't the only one who thought it was nasty" Dinah said shaking her head, Normani laugh and I did too.
We were going home in L.A for 2 months. It was a break from working mostly all day. Thank god it was because I needed one. Ally and normnai were going back home but I wasn't and neither was Camila and Dinah. We all decided to just stay home.
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Ally and Normani had left an hour ago and me, Dinah and Camila were all in the same car driving to the house. It was quite awkward because none of us said a word, the only thing we heard was the music from the radio.
"Girls were almost here" the driver said
"Good, I need a shower. I smell like ass" Dinah said sighing. I hear Camila giggling making me smile.
A few hours later we arrived and Dinah was in the shower and Camila was in her room. I was here in the living room just watching tv. I wanted to go up stairs and ask Camila if she was dating that guy.
"Hey" I hear behind me say, I look to see Camila there standing with a big shirt that had the number 3.
"Hey" I smiled. She walk over to were I was and sat next to me but not to close. We both focus on the tv. None of said a word. I mean I really really wanted to ask if that guy and her were dating but for some reason something was holding me back. But then I feel her eyes on me. I look over at her and had a frown on her face.
"What?" I ask her
"Can we talk?" She ask, I nod. She takes a deep breath. "The kiss...I just.." She just kept on stuttering, "I just can't give you a second chance" she said looking at me straight in the eyes.
"W-what? Why?" I narrow my eyebrows confuse.
"I-i just can't Lauren..you hurt me so much I had enough of it." She said looking down at her lap.
"Is it also because of that guy that kiss you? Are you dating him!" I ask getting mad.
"No! He surprise me Lauren! I didn't know he was going to kiss me. I don't like him like that!" She snap making me roll my eyes.
"Look I said I was sorry for hurting you, I don't know why you can't trust me and forgive me for what I did! I love you Camila! I really do!" I told her
"Like I said before, if you love me then you wouldn't of hurt me in the first place!" She yelled surprising me.
"Camila..."
"I love you and you knew, you went on to other guys. You are just a coward! You didn't have to be scared of what others had to say about us!" She kept on going.
I look down at my lap feeling a shame.
"You hurt me so much you make me feel useless. You make me feel like I was even good enough. You made me feel like I was just a broke girl that needed to be fix" when she said that it made my chest hurt. I look up at her to see her crying.
"I'm sorry" I told her but she shook her head and stood up.
"Goodnight Lauren" she said. I stood up to grab her wrist but she was to quick and went pass Dinah who just came down stairs.
"What did I miss?" Dinah ask with a confuse face.
Fuck me.
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