Try not to cry
She's been ignoring me since last night. What's wrong with her? I just don't get her. She does this every time. Every time we get close she just like spread us apart again.
"Camila!!" Some fans called out, I wave at them and smiled.
We were going to an interview, the vamps were going to be there. So that meant Brad will be there too.
So we where here. The interview werr asking questions but we were interrupted by the vamps, they came in greeting us. I watch as Brad hugs Lauren. They break apart smiling at each other. Why can't that be me?
The interview took two hours long. I was quite the most of the time, Dinah would ask if I was okay, but I said I was okay. Lauren would glance at Brad, and it hurt because I wish she look at me the way she look at Brad.
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Supposedly Lauren was with Brad. I don't want him hurting her again. I hate seeing Lauren cry. It just breaks my heart seeing her that way.
"Want some?"Dinah said showing me a cup of ice cream.
"Nah." I told her, "hey? Can I tell you something?" I ask her. She nods
"What if..what if you and this person has feelings for each other but none of you guys said anything about it. But when you guys look into each other eyes, it showed so much." She study's me for a moment and then says, "why are you telling me this?" I shrug.
"Mila....is Something wrong that's going between you and somebody?" She ask me putting a hand on my arm.
"I just don't get them Dinah...they make me mad and sad because they can't choose. They confuse me." I said closing my eyes.
"Maybe there scared."
"Of what?"
"Of being hurt again"
I thought about what Dinah said all day.
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No one POV
Camilla was up late laying on the couch watching tv. She couldn't sleep, she was still thinking about what Dinah said. But she also wonder where Lauren was at.
All of a sudden the door open and came in Lauren and Brad. Her eyes widen and she went under the covers acting like she was asleep.
"That was fun" she heard Lauren say to Brad.
"Yea, hey I'm sorry about what happened between us along time ago" he apologize
"It's okay" she said
Camilla try's to see what's was going on because it was so quite but what she saw was Brad kissing Lauren. That hurt Camila so much. Camila tried not to cry. She try so hard not to.
Brad pulled away and said "see you tomorrow" he Smiles and left the bus.
She stands there touching her lips. She was shock he kiss her. That wasn't suppose to happen.
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Camila
"Camila if you don't wake up Normani and Dinah will eat your pancakes" Ally yelled. I wasn't hungry. I didn't feel like my self. I didn't feel anything anymore. I don't want to talk or see anyone right now.
"Camila" Ally yelled once more
I still ignore her.
"Camila" Dinah said shaking me, "come on, we have a lot of stuff to do today, so come on get up"
"I'm not going"
"You have too"
She was right. I did. So I got up and went to the bathroom. I wash my face.
Put my hair into a bun. I walk out and see all the girls there, including Lauren.
"Finally your awake" Normani said
I didn't say anything but sat on the couch and got on my phone.
"Are you going to eat" Dinah ask, I felt them all staring at me.
"I-I'm not hungry"
"Mila, you have to eat" Ally said
I ignore them and continue to just focus on the phone.
"Mila" Dinah called
I was staring to get piss off, I told them I wasn't hungry.
"If you don't eat you won't have enough energy" Lauren said.
"Why do you care?" I said look up at her. She looks surprise.
"Because I'm your friend Camila and I'm suppose to care" she says softly.
"Well not anymore" I said getting up and walking to the back room, locking the door. I slid down the door starting to cry.
Why do we have feelings?
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