Fix you

Camila

I watch her, her every move. She look so gorgeous. I couldn't keep my eyes off her. The way she smiled and laugh. It made me feel amazing. But she was so distant.

"And another question." The interviewer said, we all look at him

"What do you find in a guy" he ask but he was looking straight at Lauren.

"Well, I want you to be honest" she glance at me. I rolled my eyes.
She kept on talking about how she was going to find out about things and more. It made me uncomfortable because she kept looking at me and then looking away.

That guy just ruined my day.

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I laid in my bunk reading quietly, until Dinah appears.

"Hey mila."

"Hey" I didn't take my eyes off my book.

"So um, how are you?"

"Okay, you?"

"Doing great"

It was quite between us until Normani pops up.

"Hey guys" she said smiling at us.

"Hey" we both said

"So what's happing?" She ask

"Nothing really" Dinah said look down at her lap and then at me.

"I'm going to the bathroom" I said putting my book down and getting out of my bunk meeting Lauren and ally.

"Hey" Ally said to me. All I did was stare at Lauren, she bit her lip looking anywhere but me. Why is she doing this to me?

I then walk pass them and right into the bathroom locking the door. I sat on the toilet seat and put my face in my hands.
Why is she ignoring me? I hate this!

There was a knock on the door, "mila?" It was Dinah. "Are you okay?" I didn't answer. "Mila for real, answer me?" She knock again. I sigh and get up and open the door. I was about to walk pass Dinah but she grab my arm and pulled me back.

"What's wrong with you?" She ask me

"Nothing"

"Camila?"

I start to angry.

"Camila your nothing like this, so what's wrong?"

"It's nothing alright!" I snap at her. Her eyes widen, and steps back. I never ever snap at anybody. Never did. She was just trying to help.

"Whoa, what's going on?" Normani said going up to us, Dinah just stares at me with tears forming in her eyes. Shit.

"Camila?"

I shook my head and pass them going to my bunk and pulling the covers over me and crying silently.

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I was the first to wake up, I got out of the bus getting some fresh air.

"I heard what happing last night" i turn my head to see big rob.

"Oh"

"Are you okay Camila? Cause over the pass days you been acting different" he told me.

"I'm okay."

"You sure?"

I give him a half smile. "I'm sure"

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I walk in to see Lauren. She was getting something from the refrigerator. I watch her until she turns around jumping scared.

"Oh my god Camila" she breaths out and putting a hand on her chest, "warn me next time, you scared me"

I give her a fake smile and move pass her. I didn't wanna talk to her, didn't want to look at her. I went all the way in the back of the bus and close the door I had the room to my self.

I see my guitar and smile, I grab it and decide to play a little. I look threw my phone trying to find a song to sing.

Fix you by Coldplay.

I began to play.

When you try your best, but you don't succeed
When you get what you want, but not what you need
When you feel so tired, but you can't sleep
Stuck in reverse
And the tears come streaming down your face
When you lose something you can't replace
When you love someone, but it goes to waste
Could it be worse?

Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you

And high up above or down below
When you're too in love to let it go
But if you never try you'll never know
Just what you're worth

Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you

Tears stream down your face
When you lose something you cannot replace
Tears stream down your face and I
Tears stream down your face
I promise you I will learn from my mistakes
Tears stream down your face and I

Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you..

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I didn't know I had tears running down my cheeks. Gosh, I wish sometimes that she knew that she didn't need to be afraid of us.

The door open, it was Ally.

"S-sorry, I didn't know anyone was in here" she apologized

"It's okay" I mumble and wipe my eyes.

"Are you okay mila?" She ask me coming and sitting right next to me.

"Yup" I said popping the "p" and putting the guitar away.

I was just about to leave but she said,

"I heard what happened last night"

I didn't say any but saw Dinah and Normani taking in her bunk. I watch Dinah wipe her tears. I frown.

"She was just trying to help Camila"

I know that.

"What's wrong?" She ask me.

That's when I notice Lauren coming towards the girls, but saw me. She stop. We look into each other's eyes.

"I just hate feelings" was all I said and left the room and went into my bunk closing my curtain.

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No ones POV

"I don't know what's wrong with her Normani, I'm so worried" Dinah cried.

"It's okay, will find out" she said rubbing her back.

"Why is she crying?" Lauren ask with a frown on her face.

"Camila"

"Camila?" She ask

"She snap at Dinah"

"She never-"

"Yea I know."

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Should I keep going?