Chapter 12
"How was your visit to mystic falls?" My father asked me on the phone.
"Depressing."
"Well New Orleans is fine. I--"
"WHEN I CAN I HOLD MY CHILD?!" I yelled, "Niklaus, my baby is in the hands of another and I can't help but think about my baby boy and comparing everything to him. And her. They were supposed to be safe with me! Not Rebekah! Me Niklaus. My child, your grand child." I cried, "How much longer?!"
"Until I c--"
"EXACTLY! This is your mess Niklaus!" I said, "i should have my child in my arms! Being her mother, so I won't have to be worried if she's safe or- or if she's eating right... I-i cant sleep without thinking about my child. I hope and pray that she's going to be ok. Better then ok! I want to feel her little heart beat as I hold her-- and I know you want that to... I saw the pain in your eyes when you handed them both to Rebekah. It hurts my soul for me not to be with her. It hurts. Klaus it hurts! How do you do it?"
"Do what?"
"Not care."
"I do care.."
"Really? Then why didn't you care about me? Why does it seem that when it comes to my opinion, it gets thrown again. Wanna know why? Because you DON'T CARE! ITS ALWAYS BEEN ABOUT YOU! And you only! When I was born, YOU LEFT ME! You daggered your whole family because you were scared that they would try and hurt to and turned against you! If you want to care, start by doing this for me.." I hung up and threw my phone out the window. It shattered. Caroline opened the dorm door.
"Hey." She said, "what's wrong." I cleared my throat.
"Nothing just had a rough day. You know, saving people. Killing a person." I said, "nothing new."
"Expect for the saving people." she added.
"I saved Elena's life. And a guys life, and Tyler's life and Niklaus's life. Don't you dare say I didn't save anyone's life." I said.
"Sorry." She said, "giving your whole family, it's rare when you save someone. Unless it's from your family."
"Didn't Elijah save Elena. You know when he helped you guys. But oh we'll surely that means nothing right." I protested
"I didn't say that." She declared.
"Then what did you say?" I asked.
"I'm saying then your family has done more bad then good--"
"Yeah your right. Because you know vampire blood doesn't heal things. And you know vampire blood didn't just save like twenty people. That's also nothing. Because my family didn't create vampires, there for there's no vampire blood--"
"Ok I give up!" Caroline said, I smiled.
"Ok on to bigger things." I said, "like how are we going to bring Bonnie and Damon back? I would love to help." I got to my feet but stumbled back a few steps.
"Are you drunk?"
"No!" I said, "I haven't eaten in a while. So you should probably get me a blood bag before I go on a rampage and kill everyone I see because I smell blood everywhere and now that I'm pointing it out its getting stronger."
"In the fridge." She pointed to a mini fridge, I opened the fridge and there was nothing in it.
"Wow you guys are stacked!" I said sarcastically.
"What?" She checked the fridge, "crap, I'll be back. Stay here and don't kill anyone." She said.