Crazy Youth

POV Cara

It was too late to understand where we are and where we're going to. Besides, it was dark. I turned the steering wheel and our car twisted. That moment my heart got a heart attack.

What if we get in the accident? It'll be all your fault, idiot!

No, we won't.

Oh, don't lie to yourself, you're scared as hell. What if we bump into the tree?

I...I will never forgive myself for that.

...if you survive only...

Ughrr, stop it, will you?!

... I won't forgive myself not because of ruined car, or my troubles with health or any bullshit. But for her.

Enough drama ( espesially for her in her life, hehe )!!! You are still alive, Kenny's still OKAY (yet), and you're sill holding fuckin steering wheel in your sweaty hands!!! Ouch...

After this thought I suddenly felt better and held our life tighter.

Yeah, mind, you're right ( at first time ).

I still can save us!

Superhero Cara is here!!!

- Ugh...What?! - Kendall asked me.
- What?
- Did you just say ,, Superhero Cara is here"?- She grinned surprizingly. I blushed.

Oh, Gosh.

- Ughm, yes...Just joking, you know...It's like when you say something funny, you're joking.

- That's what I love about you, Cara.- Kendall chucklled.

Did she just say ,, love"?

Wow, that's new. She never said like this before.... I remember when we first met. She was shining inside, and this smile...so beautiful. She was in black skinny jeans with this light white T-shirt, and her bra was seen throught it , and this li....

Are kidding me?!?!?!?!

What?!

Can you hear yourself?! You are sounded like some horny, shameless, crazy girl in love!!!!!!!
Put your shit together.

- Cara, you OK?- I heard Kenny said.
- What?
- You OK?
- Of course.Why?
- Nah, it's just strange.You was like thinking before, then got soft and after this you blushed.

Author POV

Cara stayed silent. Their race didn't end yet, the black car was still behind.

Kendall POV

I looked at her and suddenly realized how it was childish.
- Cara...
- Yeah?
- Don't you think that's all so stupid?
- What are you talking about?
- That night. Everything. The situation with Harry, race with paps. Isn't it silly? Why do we even still play in this stupid game?
- Well...- She looked right on the road. - You're right. That's really childish. But it's also fun actually, right?
- Fun.- I chucklled.
- And... Sometimes all we need to remember that we are just grown kids and...Well, that's really stupid.
- Yeah, race with the paps mostly.
- No, you're breaking the window in anger. I've never seen you like that before. You were so furius! Scared the shit of me!- she made funny grimace.
- Cara, don't do this again! Look a the road better.
- Whatever you say, break- girl.
- Hey, and you are...
- Ok, let's just say that the whole Larry thing won.
- Okay...

- Ken?
- What?
- Are you upset about Harry?

Well, I thought about it.

- No, I don't think so, - I answered truthfully. - I'm not even surprized. At all. That scares me.
- Why?
- That means I don't have any feelings for him. And I knew that before, but...You know, mom was so happy when I introduced them, and she was so proud of me, too. I could tell it by her eyes. All I want is my mother to be proud of me.
- Kenny, she was proud of you, she is proud of you and she will be proud of you! It doesn't depend on Henry.
- Harry.- I chucklled and looked at the window.
- Cara, they're right behind us.
- I see...Let's go faster.
The car made some weird noise.
- Shit.- she muttered.
- What?
- Don't think we'll go far with no- fuel, Kenny...