Crazy Youth

POV Cara

Uuugggghhhhhh............
WHERE IS ANNIE?! Why did she leave me here, standing in dirty and wet clothes while everyone looks at me and laughs, even Kendall?
Oh, shame on me! I blushed and went away from this crowd with face, as red as a beetroot.
I don't know how to react at it.
Where is my Annie? I saw her talking with DJ. She didn't even notice that her girlfriend is in whiskey.

Great! Fine! Super!!! fuck

I wasn't mad at Miley, she's my good old friend and soon we all together will laugh at this awkward situation, I know.
I went to the some bedroom on the second floor and locked the door. Just laid on bed and closed my eyes. I remembered all, that happened with me last days. The psyhopath, because of whom I scare to use taxi, Annie and our life...Kendall, giggling at me with her friends...Not fun.
Suddenly the door opened. I thought it was Annie, but no. It was familiar guy from Kendall's friends zone.
He came to me so close.
- Hey, Cara...Are you sad?
- No, I am not sad...- I forgot his name.
-...Sam...
- Sorry about my memory. No, I am not sad, Sam. Thank you.
- But I see...- He whispered in my ear. His voice wasn't soft.
-Sam, stop, please...- He was drunk and smells so disgusting. OMG, I hate parties!!!!
- I always wanted to try you in bed...And not me only...You are famous, Cara Delevingne, I thought you used to this...Anyway, I worth it. Babe, let's go to paradise?- He already been laying on me and sucking my neck. No, I don't wanna to be raped this week twice.
He tried to undress me, when the door opened and I saw Gigi with Joe ( Joe, right?) flirting and giggling, coming in.
- Fuck! - said Sam and went out. I was shocked.
What's happening with this life?
- Hey, we're sorry, Cara...We couldn't know you're here with Sam. We can call him back...- they began.
- No, no. Never mind...- I said, blushing, and went out too.

It was too much for me...

I came to bar, drank something and saw... Sam. Again.
He didn't notice me, but I was already searching Annie in the crowd. When I finally found her, we set in car and drove away. In silence. It was so awkward.
Coming home - in silence too. So much awkward.
Annie set down on our bed.
- What's happening?- ,,I wanna know it too..."- I thought.
- What?
- Cara, please, tell me.
- But nothing's wrong! - I tried to act good, but couldn't.
- Cara, I want you trust me!
- But it's o'kay. Look, babe, I trust you, like nobody!- I replied.
- Then why are you drunk? Again?! What the hell are you Cara Jocelyn Delevingne?! I'm so tired with you! I have to care about you like about little child and after that you don't trust me!!! - she yelled at me angrily.
- But, Annie, I trust you! Let's stop...
- No! I'm not gonna stop!!! Go away, I don't want to see you now!
- But I don't have any place to sleep...
- Sleep in the street, in park, wherever you want! It will be good punishment. Leave me now.
I felt my tears dropped on the floor. Why I get this?
I took some things and gone. I am so weak. I hate myself.
It was cold, when I realized that I really don't have any place to go tonight. Maybe, I should break up with Annie? I don't know. Besides, I forgave her. It's not so easy, as it seems.
I took my phone and looked at the numbers. I can call nobody besides...Kendall. Kendall?! She is in the party! But I called her anyway.
- Heey, Cara- I heard her voice. It's so familiar and soft...- Why did you go out? Isn't fun, huh?
- No, just...
- Why you called? Something happened?
- No, just ( I repeated, I know)...Okay, yes. Annie yelled at me again and now I stand near our house with my things...I don't know where to go, that's why I called you.Do you know any place, I could stay tonight? And I don't have money...
After some seconds of silens she said:
- Okay, I know. Wait here, I'll come quickly. But don't go anywhere, please, you're too drunk...
- Okay...- I whispered at my phone and smiled to it.

Kendall drives really fast and I don't even know, how can she get it. Isn't it scary? Or she just carries about me...Sweetie!!!

- Oh, Kendall, you know, you're kinda of the fastest people on the planet, so I doubt if I can ride with you without shouting bad things...
She smiled at me. The preettiest smile in the world!
- You better put your ass in the car.- Kendall told me and I got in the big car and understood how much I thanksfully to her.
- Thank you, Kendall...You're so kind... I don't deserve it...
She blushed.
- Stop it, Cara, please...
- You are amazing Jenner, you know that?
The we rode to her house. I laid down on the bed Kendall offered to me.
She set near me.
- So...
- What?- I asked.
- Are you o'kay now? Just you so sad.
- I'm really tired, Kenny, that's all. I don't know what to do. A lot of things happened this week...No, I just very very very tired.
She turned closer to me and I could see worries un her beautiful eyes.
- Cara, tell me, please...I know you...
- Kendall, I can't. Sorry... I would like to tell you everything, but...It's so difficult.
- Trust me, Cara. Please.
- But I do...Please, Kendall...
- Okay then - she stood up and cute off.- Have rest here and... There is a bacon in the kitchen, specially for you. Hmmm. I'm in the next room if you need me...Goodnight.- And left me.
Wait, what?! I was really disapointed. Why couldn't she at least, to stay here, why didn't she fight for my answer?

After literaly five minutes I knocked her door. Because she was single person I can share something with, that moment and always.