Chapter 28
^^ This is the song Harry will sing, listen to it because it's amazing and Kellin Quinn is just ufft and sleeping with sirens are just damn^^
|Time Skip|
*Louis' POV*
School was starting tomorrow, and I'm so nervous. Mainly because Alex will be there and Michael. Two people I really don't want to see.
I could tell Harry was nervous too, but he told me not to worry, that everything will be fine. I hope he's right. Niall is excited, he says he's looking forward to 'meeting new people' and 'more friends' but we all know it's because he'll say Nathan every day.
It 7pm and me and Harry are cuddling on my bed. He's playing with a small strand of my hair.
"You nervous for tomorrow?" He asks and I nod.
"Yeah, but I've got you so I'm okay." I say softly and he smiles.
"Good." We sit in a comfortable silence until Harry speaks up again.
"I wrote a song the other day."
"Really? What's it called?"
"Roger Rabbit... I was stuck for a name so don't laugh." He says and I smile.(sorry I just love sleeping with sirens 😂)
"Can I hear it?"
"Eh, sure."
He sits up and grabs the guitar at the bottom of the bed. He comes back and sits on his knees.
He starts to sing.
"Is there a right way for how this goes?
You've got your friends
And you've got your foes
They want a piece of something hot
Forget your name like they forgot
Oh, ain't that something?
Some wanna see you crash and burn
And criticize your every word
I'm trying to keep from going insane
Ain't that the way of this whole damn thing
Oh, trying to be something more
Nobody's gonna love you if
You can't display a way to capture this
Nobody's gonna hold your hand
And guide you through
No it's up for you to understand
Nobody's gonna feel your pain
When all is done
And it's time for you to walk away
So when you have today
You should say all that you have to say
Say all that you have to say
Is there a right way for being strong?
Feels like I'm doing things all wrong
Still I'm here just holding on
Confess my heart and forgive my wrongs.
Oh, just trying to show you something more
Nobody's gonna love you if
You can't display a way to capture this
Nobody's gonna hold your hand
And guide you through
It's up for you to understand
Nobody's gonna feel your pain
When all is done
And it's time for you to walk away
When you have today
You should say all that you have to say
Don't point the blame when you can't find nothing
Look to yourself and you might find something
It's time that we sorted out
All of the things we complain about
So listen close to the sound of your soul
Take back a life we led once before
If it ain't you then who?...
If it ain't you then who's gonna love you?
Nobody's gonna love you if
You can't display a way to capture this
Nobody's gonna hold your hand
And guide you through
It's up for you to understand
Nobody's gonna feel your pain
When all is done
And it's time for you to walk away
When you have today
You should say all that you have to say
So when you have today
Say all that you have to say."
By the time he had finished I had tears in my eyes.
"That was beautiful Harry." I say in amazement.
"Thanks Lou, but I'm not sure..." He trails off.
"Harry that was so good!!" I exclaim and he smiles.
"Thanks Lou." He says and puts the guitar down. I smile and wrap my arms around his neck.
"Love you." I whisper.
"Love you too"
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I'm awoken by the dreaded sound of my alarm. School.
I can't go back, not with Alex... And Michael. Oh god, what if I get bullied... What if Harry gets bullied... What about Niall? I began to panic. My breathing soon picked up, hot tears began to roll down my face and Harry stirred. When he opened his eyes he saw me, on the edge of a panic attack.
"Lou, lovely it's okay, I'm here, you're okay." He soothes and pulls me into a hug. I cry into his neck.
"Don't be scared Lou, I'll be there and I won't leave your side, okay?" He asks and I nod.
"Thank you." I say.
"Anything for you."
We both get up and get ready, I wear black skinny jeans with a cream jumper and black vans. Harry wears ripped, black skinny jeans, a white t-shirt and black boots, he ties his hair up in a bun.
"Ready?" He asks after we have breakfast, holding out his hand. I nod and we both grab our bags and leave. Niall was driving with Nathan. One more year, I remind myself, one more year.
(A/N : I am so sorry I am shit at updating! There's so much going on rn, idk what to do tbh. But I thought I'd do a separate school chapter to get more detail and that. This book is almost finished!! Thanks for voting and reading!!! It honestly means so much and I die every time I get a vote or comment ngl!! Also Sleeping With Sirens are the best apart from BMTH!!! Anyway TYSM for reading and plz vote and comment, ly xxxx)