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Harley and I got ice cream and as she ate she insisted in feeding the little baby.
"You have to feed me to feed her."
She nodded and carefully raised the spoon from my belly button to my mouth.
"Mommy make sure it gets to her. Don't eat her ice cream." Harley scolded making me laugh
"okay baby."
"Mommy?"
"Yeah."
"Are you an daddy in the same home?"
"What do you mean?"
"Like daddy's here but your not. Towether."
"Yeah daddy and I are together again." I shot her a fake smile
"You going to leave me again?"
"I never left you. I just went away for a bit but I called every night. You know that."
She nodded before slowly spooning ice cream in her mouth. I could tell she was a bit sad.
"Look. Mommy's not leaving you. Ever."
"Promise?" She stuck out her little pinky letting me wrap mine around it
"Kiss he end to seal the deal." She kissed her pinky making it sticky
"Let's get you cleaned up."
Once she was clean I walked back to the small bed we occupied previously. Kelly was laying down and Bryson was leaning against the pole on his phone. He put it down when he saw me.
"I called you a few times."
"Oh." I released Harley's hand letting her run free
"We went to get ice cream."
"Didn't bring any back?"
"You were so busy chasing your baby momma that I didn't get the chance to ask if you wanted any." I mumbled with a sigh
It was hot and I was bothered and trying to hide that fact that I was, made it even harder.
"Huh?"
"No sorry."
He squinted at me again.
"Stop doing that."
"What?"
"That." I circled his eyes
"I can't look at you now?"
"No. No you can't." I rolled my eyes before walking off
I heard him sigh then come after me. He grabbed my arm turning me toward him.
"What's wrong now?" He asked with a displeased face
I know I always have a problem or an attitude but I'm pregnant. I wasn't like this before. You fucking did this to me. No one told you to get me pregnant, now you can't handle my hormones.
"Nothing." I softened my tone to make it believable
I hate feeling like someone is tired of me. Like he made a mistake with me. It's obvious that he tired of dealing with my problems. His facial expression shows it all. Maybe us getting back together wasn't the best thing to do.
As I thought about that my promise to Harley sprung up. I'm just going to hide my feelings and problems from now on. Maybe that'll help. I won't let you down baby.