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Me and the guys were just chillin' on the matress since the girls had fallen asleep. Toro got up to sleep on the couch & I was in between our matress and the girls' so I had a little bit more space sitting on the edges of both matresses.
"Sooooo Kev you gonna get with Torriiiii???" Devin started smirking.
"Nah, nah it ain't even like that.." I denied.
Tori's nice and all, but I would never see her that way. She's too fragile.. what happened to her family and all. I mean, she's beautiful and her body is POPPIN... but it would be way too much to handle. She would probably be super over sensitive and emotional and easily hurt.. I ain't even tryna be the person to put her through the pain of a relationship right now.
"Oh, come on kev! We all saw you when she did that lil dance earlier. Your lil man couldn't even handle it!!" Dev continued, laughing.
I looked at Daniel with pleading eyes to get Devin to stop teasing somehow, but he just looked at me and shrugged joining in on Devin's laughter.
"C'mon guys cut it. She's too innocent and fragile. She'd prob get hurt and emotional way too easily. I ain't even tryna be around that.. She's cool and all but.. naahhh not for me." I said, shutting them up.
It went silent for a minute and I heard a soft sob coming from the other side of the room.
"Hold up hold up, did you guys hear someone crying?" I asked as Devin and Daniel froze in their jokes and laughing.
Of course, just like it happens in the movies the crying stopped and they didn't believe me.
"Nah Kev, ya buggin! Guess Tori really messed you up with those dance moves huh? You should get some sleep." Devin laughed.
"Aii aii whatever.. I gotta use the bathroom first.. don't get too comfortable on this matress I need some sleepin space too, pigs!" I smirked getting up.
Once I got out of the bathroom the guys were asleep. Losers..
I decided to check on Tori. The crying I heard earlier, it was definitely coming from where she was sleeping. It obviously wasn't Chantelle or Camila, they were snoring like fuckin animals.
I made my way over to Tori's couch. As I approached her I noticed her eyes were shut and it looked like she was sleeping. I started to feel stupid, since she was obviously sleeping too. Maybe I was just hearing things..
I went back to the matress but the two blockheads took up all the space. I went back to where Tori was since the only space left was the couch beside hers. I decided to double check if she was okay, since that sob couldn't leave my mind.
"Victoria?" I whispered softly, gently rubbing my hand on her arm. Nothing.
I looked closer and noticed a streak on her face where a tear must have been... I knew I wasn't crazy, it was Tori who was crying.. Wait. Why was she crying?
"Tori, are you okay?" I asked, getting worried.
Nothing again.
I sat down on the floor in front of her and looked at her a bit longer. Even though she was sleeping, the look on her face was heartbreaking. She looked like she just heard something that shattered her heart into a million pieces, and she was struggling to hold back screaming.
I decided to just get some sleep. I layed down on the floor and closed my eyes, passed out almost right away.
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t o r i p o v
Everyone was upstairs making breakfast the next morning. Kevin was the only one who was still sleeping downstairs. Lazy ass..
I'm kinda upset about what he said about me last night, but it ain't even fair for me to show it since he didn't even know I was listening. I did know that seeing him would be real hard for me, i'm not good at hiding my feelings. My face just gives it away.
I was flipping pancakes while Chantelle, Camila, Dev, and Daniel sat at the table huddled up watching me. I turned around placing the last pancake on the plate to see them all smirking at me devilishly.
"Torriiiiiiiii, I forgot my phone charger downstairs... can you pleeeaaasseeeee go down and get it for me? Please please please ????" Daniel asked, over dramatically.
"Yeah no problem, why you all staring at me like you just planned a death or something" I sighed, making my way to the basement door. As soon as I stepped into the stair way to the basement the door closed and locked behind me. I turned around and sighed, remembering that Kevin was still soen here.
"Assholes.." I mumbled under my breath.
I walked to the boys' matress and unplugged Daniel's charger from the wall.
"Tori?"
Fuck. I really hoped he was still asleep. I sighed louder than I intended too and turned around to face Kevin.
"Tori are you good? Were you awake last night?" He asked, walking over to me.
"I'm fine." I said, trying to avoid conversation.
"Tori." He stopped me from going upstairs, and I didn't hesitate since I remembered the asshole locked me down here.
"You don't need to hide from me. I'm here for you, tell me what's up." He said sitting on the couch.
"I'm not hiding anything from you Kevin." I said a little too harsh, but I really wasn't looking for any counceling or anything from him right now.
"Tori I heard you crying last night." He spilled.
I sighed in frustration and sat beside him on the couch.
"Is something bothering you?"
I looked into his eyes, and right away I felt the tears welling up in mine. I couldn't even look at him. Here I was sitting beside the boy I'm slowly but hesitantly falling in love with, who made it clear he would never want to be with me, and he's asking me if i'm doing okay. I'm holding so much back if he asks me again I might just break down right in front of him and spill my guts out.
He was about to say something else but his eyes met mine again and he stopped, frowning a little.
"Look, i'm not tryna force anything out of you. But I want you to know that I'm here for you, and i'll always be here to listen when you need to talk about something that may be irritating or bothering you. The last thing I wanna do is make you feel uncomfortable and upset." and with that he looked at me once more and then got up and went upstairs, leaving me alone on the couch shook.
As soon as I heard he was upstairs and I was alone I sat there for a minute, letting the tears that had formed fall. I quickly wiped them and also went upstairs to serve breakfast, if those animals didn't attack the pancakes without me.
Once I got upstairs and sat at the table everyone looked at me, except for Kevin. He was just walking out the door, not even a second glance at anyone.
Everyone looked at me, and I just shrugged my shoulders and started eating, holding back my questions to why he was leaving. Also making sure I didn't break down at the table right there in front of everyone.
Heyo there's the update. I know a lot of my recent updates have been pretty sad or emotional but idk why those are what affects me the most in stories. I still love the idea of Kevin being an asshole without even realizing it so it's gonna be pretty emotional i'll tell you that.
The story will be moving back to my original plan within the next couple of updates so I hope it'll be good.
School starts for me wednesday so I probably won't be updating a lot during the school year. I'm starting 10th grade so my school has to come first but I'll definitely have some updates for you guys.
THANKS AGAIN FOR ALL THE READS AND DONT FORGET TO VOTE AND COMMENT. LOVE YOU GUYS !!!!