With the world on your shoulders | Calum
"The world's on your shoulder as your growing older I know it's hard"
Calum P.O.V
I was worried about her. She was in her room for hours sat at her desk revising nonstop, Paper and pens covered the once tidy floor. Her bed looked untouched and dark circles had covered underneath her eyes. I only saw her when I took her to school sometimes but even then her head was in her book.
One day I was sat watching some rubbish on tv when I got a call from Ashton. "Hello?" I answered. "Hey, man are you busy?" He asked. "Um no not really, why?" I asked. "I wanted to know if you would like to go and see a film with me and Lauren, Y/N can come to if you want," He offered. "Sure man I'll be over soon," I said putting the phone down. I jogged upstairs and knocked on Y/N's door. She didn't answer at first so I knocked again. 'W-who is it?" she said her voice shaky. "It's me, sweetie, are you okay?" I asked not yet opening the door. "I'm fine Cal just go away," she said her voice still quiet. "Honey I'm coming in, I'm worried," I said. I opened the door to see Y/n sat on the floor her knees hugged to her chest, tears streaming down her face as her breathing increased. I rushed over and wrapped my arms around her shoulder She broke down in tears and pressed her head to my chest. I gently rocked her back and forth whispering "It's okay sweetie I promise"
When she finally calmed down I pressed a kiss to her forehead and asked, "what's happened sweetie?" she looked down slightly and whispered "I can't handle it anymore Cal," 'Can't handle what honey?" I questioned. "Exams Cal they're too much they expect me to do so much work and what if I don't do well and then I get bad grades!" she exclaimed her breathing increasing slightly. "Sweetie looks at me," I said gently grabbing her chin so that her focus was on me. "Everything will be okay all you can do is try your best we will all be proud of you no matter what and if you don't do well you can help out on tour," I said to her. She nodded and whispered a quick "thank you" But sweetie you really need to take breaks because you're going to forget it all," I said. She nodded once again and replied "I know,"Would you like to go to the cinema with me, Ash and Lauren as a break?" I asked she nodded and cheered "Of course Cal,"
A/N
I hope you enjoyed that. You all said you liked the song preferences so if anyone has any suggestions for song let me know. Also, if you didn't know I write song preferences in a separate ok so if you were to check that out I would really appreciate it.
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