Promise | Ashton
|Trigger warning|
|Age 16|
Even if you feel as though you have no friends
Except the blade ,that cuts your skin
You're better than this, you're worth more than this
A different school tie and different logo were stitched onto your blazer. You walked down the unfamiliar halls with anxiety filling your body. You wanted to run out of the school gates and go home but you knew that if you did that then your mum would get annoyed at you for not trying it. You looked at the different doors along the corridor searching for the one that said E12. When you finally got there you knocked at the door to be met with the many eyes of the students of the classroom looking tag you in disgust. "Hi, I'm Y/N I'm new I was told to come here," You said to the teacher. He nodded slightly "Yes I was told you were coming today, you can sit at the back next to Carter. Carter raises your hand so that she knows where to sit," He said. A boy at the back put his hand in the air. As you walked to the seat you heard the mumbles of the students "Isn't she the weirdo who's brother's in that band?" "she's so ugly she's definitely not going to get a boyfriend" You tried your best to ignore them and act at the back of the classroom.
After an awful English lesson where people were constantly making remarks about Ash or the rest f the band. You headed to your art lesson however as you walked you felt your feet give way and you landed on the floor. Some boys from your English had tripped you over causing everyone around you to laugh at you. "She such an idiot, like her brother's band" Shouted Carter. You had to hold back the tears because you knew that if you cried in front of them it would just make it worse.
It was your final lesson and it was the worst one yet. You had History and you were forced to read out loud which you really don't want to do. You had a stutter meaning that whenever you were forced to read out loud it was even worse. With each sentence, you heard everyone around you laugh making you feel worse than you already did. As soon as the school bell rang you ran out of the gates and tried to find your mother's car. As you looked around you saw that it was Ashton's car. You ran up the car and jumped in the back pulling put your earphones after saying a quick "hi" to Ashton.
When you finally arrived home you ran straight upstairs to your room, wanting to be away from the world. As you sat on your bad you could hear the laughs and the comments from the people at school. Tears rushed down your face as you heard the comments. "she's so ugly" she's an idiot" You couldn't handle it and you wanted to run. You wanted to escape the hell that they had created. You rushed to your bathroom and looked through your toiletry bag until you found what you wanted. A blade. You had never done it before but you wanted to feel pain. You peeled back you arm and went to press the blade your wrist but you were stopped by the sound of the bathroom door opening. You turned to see Ashton looking at your tears spilling from his eyes. He rushed forward and grabbed the blade throwing it across the room grabbing your arm. He breathed a sigh of relief as he saw that there were no cuts. He pulled you in for a hug and you began to sob into his chest. "W-w-w hey Y/N" He questioned, his voice shaky and weak. "They made fun of me Ash I couldn't handle it," you explained. "Who made fun off you?' He questioned "The people at school ash, they said I was an idiot and that I was stupid" you explained. He pulled you in closer, "We will fix it but I want you to know that this will ever be the right option, okay, I used to do it and it was an awful time, I never want to see you stuck in that place. I want you to promise me that you will never do it please," He pleaded sticking up his pinky finger you wrapped yours around his.
A/N
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