Sad magcon imagines

The Rowland brother, my idols, the one thing I live for.

Or they were...

They will always mean the world to me but today some girl at school told me "they are never gonna notice you, let alone love you so why do you even try?" I cried right after she said that to me. He friend piped in and said "no one will EVER LOVE A MISTAKE LIKE YOU"

So all day I've been fake smiling and crying, but maybe I'm done.

I decided to do a group dm that I know none of the boys would read but it's whatever, I added them all before typing

"Dear Brando, Ashton, and Hunta,
    I love you guys dearly but I just don't hold a purpose in this world anymore. No one cares about me and I'm an orphan and a runt, you guys were all I had until today. I realized you guys will never love me let alone know me so why should I even try anymore? I've been told to kill myself so much in the past few weeks and maybe those kids are right, I'm sorry to tell you guys like this but I can't continue on in this life anymore. I love you all so much and I will watch I over you guys from above.
      ~ (Y/N)"

I instantly dropped to the floor and cried, I just wanted to swallow all of my medicine and die.

I heard my phone ding, I thought it was a text so I checked it.

Ashton had replied to my dm, it said "please don't be an angel, I want to meet you. Please stay here, for me."

I replied, "I would love to but I don't serve a purpose here, I'm sorry tell your brothers I love you all so much."

And with that I grabbed my paranoia pills, sleeping pills and depression pills and swallowed all 3 bottles. All at once, I felt myself becoming numb. This was it.

I was finally dead.

Ashto's P.O.V.:

"HUNTER, BRANDO, COME HERE NOWWWW." I screamed.

"Woah, why are you crying?" Hunter asked me

"Who am I killing?" Brando asked me

"One, of our fans.. She killed herself and I couldn't stop her." I sobbed out violently

"Who? Let me read the dm." Hunter and Brando said

"Oh my god, she is gone." Hunter cried

"Why would someone do that? Why are people so cruel?" Brando shouted while crying

We all sat together and cried. We all made the same tweet saying "R.I.P. (Y/f/n) we love you #rip(y/f/n)"

We all fell asleep not been ten minutes later.

No ones P.O.V.:

By morning the hashtag #rip(y/f/n) was trending.

She was  found, by her cousin. He cried and called the cops. No one at school cared, and the news didn't even broadcast it since no one cared.

She was a nobody who meant so much to three boys, the same three boys people said she would never make an impact on.

A year later, the boys still blame themselves even though they couldn't have done anything about it.