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His parents left them alone knowing that they need some time. Jungkook dragged her to the bed ans lied down. "Joohyun, stop crying. Tell me where are you going and what happened?" He called her down with his soft voice. Seohyun told him everything about what happened and he can't help but felt disappointed with her for going to the abortion clinic.

"I'm scared." Seohyun expressed while shaking in fear. He hugged her while caressed her back gently. "What are you going to do now?" Now that she's feared with the abortion, he wondered what she will do. "I'm going to give birth to this baby but I'm scared." Seohyun and her never ending scared. Jungkook was glad that she decided to give birth to their baby. He put his hand on her hand which was on her belly and rubbed it slowly. "Don't worry. My parents will help you."

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The news about Seohyun's pregnancy spread like wildfire. Everyone viewed her in a bad way. The rumors about her working at the strip club and being a prostitute had been spread to the lecturers too. The lecturers had a discussion about this and they decided to kick her out from college but they had to wait for the confirmation from the chancellor. So far, there's no news from him.

Because people kept talking about Seohyun, Jungkook warned all the students not to talk bad about her. If he heard someone talk bad about her, they will face Monstar's wrath by receiving a kick in their butt from Winwin and Jin. They stopped but still talked bad about her when Jungkook or Monstar is not around. Girls especially, felt jealous with Seohyun because Jungkook defended her.

They started to think if Seohyun's pregnancy had anything to do with Jungkook after what happened at the infirmary. Could it be Jungkook is responsible for Seohyun's pregnancy? Once, there was a student who talked about this with her friends and her voice can be heard clearly because they were in a library unaware that Jungkook was there at the other shelf. They encountered with him and gasped, worried that he will get mad or something but he went away without saying any word to them.

Because she's pregnant, Seohyun started to stress out with all the insults towards her and her baby. She wanted to cry. She didn't care if they called her with a lot of names but at least don't call this innocent baby like that too. She wanted to tell Jungkook about this but afraid that he might do something to them and kept for herself. But, he knew what the students called her and their baby. He makes sure that they won't get away with it. They're dead!

"Ouch!" Seohyun flinched in pain while clutching her stomach. She felt a sharp pain that poking in her stomach which hurt her. She bit her lip and tried to stand straight after bending her body due to the pain ans went to the class.

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Seohyun prepared some food for customer when suddenly she felt the sharp pain again. "Ouch!!!" All the workers at the kitchen turned to her when they here her shrieking. Bora went to her and held her. "Seohyun, are you okay? What's wrong?" She asked her with concern and asked Minho to call Lami at the counter and she came right away.

She checked on Seohyun and Seohyun felt a bit better after that. The sharp pain is gone and she can breathe normally. "I think you should go home, Seohyun. Let me send you to home or do you want to call Jungkook?" Seohyun shook her head. She didn't want to go home now because she just started her work. "No, unnie. I don't want to go home."

"No! You have to go home. Come, I send you." Lami took her car key but she rejected her offer. Lami didn't want her to walk home, especially she's pregnant and worried if something happen to her while she walk back home. Lami insisted to send her home and Seohyun had no choice but to accept her offer.

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"Omma is back! Omma is back! Omma!" Jaemin, Jeno and Jisung shouted in joy when their mother came back. Jungkook raised his eyebrow when he saw her at the entrance with the boys. He looked at the clock on the wall; it's 4.40pm and she's already back from work. "You're home early."

"They told me to go home early," she answered to him. "Is there anything happen?" She shook her head telling him that she's fine. She didn't want to tell him that her felt pain inside her stomach because she didn't want him to get worried. She will tell him if the pain is continuous.

She went upstairs while he went to the kitchen. He opened the fridge and took a carton of milk. Then, he poured it in to the glass before kept the milk back in the fridge. Seohyun needs a lot of nutrient, most importantly; calcium since baby took the nutrient for mother. So, he decided to bring a glass of milk for her.

He went upstairs to their room and opened the door. "Joohyun!" He was shock to see her sitting on the floor while holding her stomach and her eyes shut tightly as well as clenching her teeth. He hugged her and tapped her cheek. "Joohyun! Joohyun!!! What's wrong with you? Joohyun! Open your eyes! Joohyun!"

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Jungkook wandered back and forth while waiting for Seohyun in the hospital. Jaemin, Jeno and Jisung followed their father's movement. They were wondering why their father behaved like that but didn't ask him. They looked at him bewilderedly.

He looked so distress. He feared if what happened to her from the past comes again. He shook his head; don't want to remember that nightmare again. Doctor confirmed that she's healthy and can get pregnant again. There's no way that nightmare will comes back. He didn't want that to happen once again in his life. That's enough for him to suffer back then. He really didn't want Seohyun to leave him.

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5 years ago

"Are they asleep?" Seohyun asked Jungkook who was watching television in the living room. He nodded at her who was standing at the door of the living room while holding a cup and saucers on her hands. He puta Jaemin and Jeno to bed because they were too tired from playing with him. "I make you a milk tea." She gave the cup to him which he took it quickly from her hands.

"Joohyun, you shouldn't hate. How many times do I have to remind you that you're pregnant? You shouldn't do this thing. If I want to drink, I will get by myself." He reminded her about the new person inside her belly. Seohyun is confirmed pregnant for second time with her third child. They had no worries now because they're no longer in school anymore. They haven't gone to any college yet. Monstar promised that they will enter the college together and graduate together so they had to wait for the others to finish their school and Jungkook wanted Seohyun to be with him as well so she followed his suit.

Seohyun was about to sit next to Jungkook before she stopped making him looked at her in confused. She sat next to him and held her stomach while making a face that looked like she wanted to vomit. She coughed and fell to the sofa. He screamed her name while hugging her. He trapped her cheek to wake her up but she didn't. He took her to the hospital with his car.

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"Jungwhat, what happened?" Mrs. Jeon asked him immediately once Mr. and Mrs. Jeon arrived at the hospital with sleeping Jaemin and Jeno on their shoulder. Jungkook was too panicked about Seohyun that he left his sons at home alone. He called his parents to go to his house to bring along Jaemin and Jeno with them before they come to hospital.

"I don't know, omma. Joohyun passed out all of sudden." He was worried about her. He hoped that nothing bad will happen to her and their baby. Dr. Hyori came out and she wanted to meet them to talk about Seohyun.

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"After seeing the results from the tests that we did, it looks like there's some sort of a growth like a tumor in her uterus. It looks like the tumor is in the stage one but if it stays too long, it will develop to a cancer and it will spread everywhere." Dr. Hyori explained to the Mr. and Mrs. Jeon and Jungkook. They were too shock to know that Seohyun have a tumor at very young age. She's only 18 years old and she had this kind of disease. "How did it happen?" Mrs. Jeon was curious about her beloved daughter-in-law. How did she get it?

"If could be inheritance. We're still not sure about this." They looked at each other. Inheritance? From who? Seohyun's father died in a car accident. Her mother? Yes, could be her mother. They didn't know what kind of disease that her mother had. Seohyun probably didn't know either. The village didn't have any hospital or clinic that time. So, the inheritance that Dr. Hyori meant probably from her mother.

"What are you going to do now?" Jungkook asked her if there's any cure for her.

"Since the tumor is in the stage one, we can remove it by surgery but she's pregnant now and we have no choice but to abort the baby." She explained to him. "No!" Mrs. Jeon shouted after hearing the word 'abort'. Of course she is against it. "What if we wait until she gives birth first, and then do the surgery?" Mrs. Jeon suggested that they should wait until the baby is born. She didn't want them to harm her grandchild.

"I'm afraid that it will turn cancer and worst, she will die when she delivered." Jungkook gasped after what he heard for Dr. Hyori. The word 'die' made him shivered. He loves Seohyun so much that he didn't want to leave her or vice versa. Jungkook looked at his parents with a sad gaze. He thought about the decision although it will make his parents, especially his mother to get angry.

"Omma, appa, I've made up my mins. I know that you're going to mad at me but I'm going for the first choice; abort the baby and do the surgery." Just like what he expected, his mother was angry at him. "Omma, I know that you hate this but I have no choice. I love her so much that I didn't want her to go. Both of you love her too. You treated her like your own daughter. You love her so much because you didn't have a daughter. I didn't want to leave her and I didn't know want her to leave me." Mr. and Mrs. Jeon pondered after hearing Jungkook's words. What he said is true. They didn't want her to leave them too. Seohyun is like their one and only daughter. Now they thought that the feeling of losing Seohyun is just like how they almost losing Jungkook too. They were in dilemma.

"Don't worry omma, appa. After she is done with the surgery, she can get pregnant again." He assured them so that they allow for Seohyun to abort the baby.

"But, after doing the surgery, she might not get pregnant again." Jungkook turned to Dr. Hyori abruptly. Another problem has arise. One of them has to sacrifice; either Seohyun or their baby. What are they going to do now? They don't want Seohyun that they love most to leave them forever at the same time they don't want their innocent baby to be aborted. Jungkook heaved heavy sigh thinking about it. Why can't he have both of them?

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Jungkook and his parents along with Jaemin and Jeno waited in front of Seohyun's room. Dr. Hyori and nurses were inside the room to check on Seohyun. They were silent. The doctor's words echoed in their mind; 'there's some sort of growth like a tumor in her uterus,' 'if it stays too long, it will develop to a cancer,' 'we can remove it by surger,' 'we have no choice but to abort the baby,' 'it will turn into cancer and worst, she will die,' 'after doing the surgery, she might not get pregnant again.'

"What should we do, omma, appa? What should we do?" Jungkook asked them without looking at them. His parents had a hard time to choose; Seohyun or unborn baby? Mrs. Jeon definitely didn't want the baby but she loves Seohyun so much and it will be hard for them to look after the baby without the mother. She looked at Jaemin which was on her arms and Jeno on Jungkook's arm. What if Seohyun sacrifice herself? It would be sad for Jaemin, Jeno and the unborn baby because they never met their mother and they have no loves from the mother just like Seohyun from her father.

"Let's talk to her and ask her which one she will choose." Mr. Jeon suggested that. Jungkook and Mrs. Jeon turned to him. Ask Seohyun to choose? What if she chose the one that against their will? But both of them were against their will. "We'll support her decision no matter what, even if she chooses to abort the baby. Just this time." Mrs. Jeon muttered slowly. It's hard to choose between two people that she loves but whatever Seohyun chooses, she will accept it.

Dr. Hyori came out from the room along with nurses. "She's awake now but I didn't tell her about that. I thought that you will tell her personally." They nodded at her and bowed before entered the room.

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They entered and saw Seohyun smiling at them. Seohyun wondered why they looked so sad. She knew that she made them worried but she can't help but the look on their face looked sorrow. It's like she's going to die soon. She hoped that new made them worried so badly that they looked sorrow.

Jungkook gave Jeno to his father and sat on the bed while holding Seohyun's hands. Mr. and Mrs. Jeon sat on the chair provided. Jungkook took a deep breath and released it slowly before he said something, "Joohyun, we have something to tell you." Seohyun looked deeply into his doe eyes. Something tells her that he will say something bad. Hopefully it's not about their baby.

"Doctor told me that you have a tumor in your uterus." Her eyes widened when he said that. Does that means she's going to die? "There's a surgery to remove the tumor but you have to abort our baby." She put their hands that held together to her belly and rubbed it slowly. Her eyes started to form tears.

"What if I don't want to abort our baby?" Her voice cracked when asking him. "You will die. Joohyun, just abort this baby and do the surgery. I love you so much. I don't want you to leave me." He put his hands on her cheeks and wiped her tears. "Jungkook, what are you doing? Didn't we agree that Seohyun should decide for herself?" Mr. Jeon reminded him about the choices. They agreed to let Seohyun chooses it.

"Like this, Seohyun. If you want to do the surgery, you have to abort the baby but you can't get pregnant anymore after you do the surgery. But if you don't want to abort the baby, you will die when you gives birth to him. So, you have to choose. We will give a time for you to think wisely, Seohyun. We will support your decision." Mr. Jeon told her in a soft voice. She surprised that she can't get pregnant after doing the surgery. She looked at three of them. Their tears brimmed in their eyes. This is the toughest decision she had to make. This is between life and death.

Seohyun closed her eyes for a few minutes. She took a deep breath and breathed out and opened her eyes. "I have made a decision." Her tears flowed to her cheeks. Everyone waited for her answer. They were so nervous of what will be her decision. Which one she will sacrifice? Herself her baby?

"I-I will sacrifice myself." Her voice cracked. Mr. and Mrs. Jeon broke down into tears when she announced that she will save her baby and she will leave them forever. Jungkook dumbfounded with Seohyun's choice. He couldn't accept that she will leave him. Jeon shook his head. "No, Joohyun!!! Don't leave me! Why did you do this to me? You don't love me anymore?" He shook her shoulder hardly. He was so mad at her for her decision. He felt betrayed.

"I love you. I will always love you. But I can't abort this baby, Jungkook. It's our baby." She had a hard time to make a decision. It's not easy for her to sacrifice herself for the sake of their baby. In fact, she felt scared to die. "You betrayed me, Joohyun. How dare you betray me! Alright, if that's what you want. Go ahead! But I won't accept that baby as my child. That baby is not my child!" He went out with a rage and slammed the door, ignoring his parents calling him in anger.

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Ever since that day, Jungkook didn't come home. He stayed at his friends house. His phone was turned off. They couldn't reach him. Seohyun spent her night crying because she missed Jungkook so much. Her eyes were swollen from crying. Mr. and Mrs. Jeon tried their best to spend with her as much as possible before she left them. They took care of her very well. They gave her everything.

But Seohyun waited for Jungkook to come and stay by her side. She knew he is still mad at her. She knew him very well. He is stubborn and has a short temper. She wanted him. She is longing for him. Those sleepless nights, hours of crying while waiting for him brought a lot of pain to her. She can't believe that he didn't want to accept this baby. It's their baby. How could he say that!

One day, Jungkook came back home. His parents scolded him for leaving Seohyun alone in the house, letting her suffering herself. Seohyun watched them silently from the kitchen. She was hurt because Jungkook didn't care about her anymore. "Why should I care about her? She wants to die. Let her die!"

"You little-" Mr. Jeon punched him right away making Mrs. Jeon and Seohyun shocked. Seohyun went to them and stopped Mr. Jeon from punching him again. "Please don't do this to him." Seohyun pleaded to Mr. Jeon and he stopped because he didn't want to break Seohyun's heart since she's pregnant and she will be gone soon. He wanted to treat her very well. Seohyun told them that she will talk to him in the room.

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"What do you want to talk to me?" Jungkook asked her in a harsh voice which making Seohyun scared. She always scared when he gets angry. "I miss you, Jungkook." Jungkook scoffed at her when she told him that she missed him. "Now you miss me? But you were trying to leave me. What is that?" He shouted without looking at her.

He couldn't bear to look at her. Even though he act tough right now, but his eyes couldn't lie. Every night, he cried thinking that she's going to leave him with their two sons and the unborn baby. He turned off his phone because he didn't want to look at her picture that was on his phone. He will cry if he saw her and now her sobbing makes him becoming weaker.

"There's no point for me to stay alive. I can't get pregnant after that. I can't be a real woman anymore. I feel ashamed for myself because I can't get pregnant anymore. How long you can stay with me knowing that I couldn't give you a child?" She yelled her frustration to him. "ARGH!" Jungkook pushed in anger everything on the table to the floor including a frame of their picture that the glass shattered.

His parents entered when they heard a glass shattered. They were shocked to see their room in mess. Mr. Jeon turned to Jungkook, "What have you done this time?" He grabbed the collar of his shirt but was stopped by Mrs. Jeon. She told him that she will talk to Jungkook.

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Jungkook, I know that you're upset with it but please care about her feeling too. I'm sad that she chose that as well but I accept her decision. Right now, I want to spend my time with her. I know you are sad but once she leaves, it will become worst. Every night, she cried for you. Do you know that! I'm worried if the baby will affect everything." His mother's words lingered in his mind. As much as he's upset right now, what will happen once she leaves him forever? He will become depress because he misses her.

He changed a little for her. He is always by her side. He told her not to leave him by his side. Seohyun in happy when he is near her but Jungkook is still Jungkook who can't help but cried when he looked at her. Every day, his tears fell from his eyes. His heart clenched whenever he saw her. He made sure that she didn't see him crying.

However, he is still didn't accept the baby. He often avoided from touching her belly every time she asked him to touch. She knew about it and decided to tell him something, "Oppa, once this baby is born, I won't be here anymore. I want you to take care of this baby. Please raise him very well. Don't forget to tell our kids about me. Show them my picture. Tell them how we met and got married. Will you promise to me? One more thing, please don't hate our baby because of me, okay oppa?"

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Dr. Hyori came out from the room and the boys surrounded her asking if they can enter. She nodded and the boys entered the room happily to meet their mother. Dr. Hyori still works in this hospital because she loves the environment and friendly people. She rejected all offer for her to transfer to another hospital.

"Seohyun has been stressed out lately. Please don't give her a lot of pressure." Dr. Hyori advised him not to stress her out because it will harm her baby. Jungkook nodded at her. "I hope that you can take care of her." She bowed and turned.

"Dr." Jungkook called her to ask something but his tongue tied because he was nervous. He stammered whenever he tried to say. "She's fine, Jungkook. She's completely healthy now. You don't have to worry about that. Just don't give her stress." As if she could read his mind, she reassured him that Seohyun is fine.

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Jungkook entered the room and saw his sons entertained their mother happily. Seohyun noticed that Jungkook is coming and smiled at him. He sat on the bed while holding her hands. He asked their sons to play outside because he has something to discuss with her. They followed their father's instruction and went outside.

They looked at each other without muttering anything. "I'm sorry." Jungkook decided to break the silence by apologizing to her. "For not protecting you and our baby. You must have a lot of stress. I know what they're calling you and our baby but I will make sure that they will keep their mouth shut after this." He promised to her before kissed her lovingly. He tilted his head and deepened the kiss while holding her nape. She responded to his kiss and parted her lips for him to enter.

"Omma?! Appa!? What are you doing?" The innocent Jisung questioned them with Jaemin and Jeno trailing behind him. They broke the kiss quickly with Seohyun hid her face on Jungkook's chest, feeling embarrassed to look at her innocent sons. Jungkook hugged her while caressing her back and his face became red from embarrassment.

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Jungkook was searching on how to make ddeokbokki; spicy rice cake on the internet. Seohyun wanted to eat ddeokbokki so he will make it for her. Actually, he asked her if she wanted to eat anything or craved something to eat and she said that she wanted to eat that but only if Jungkook would make it.

He poured the water into the pot and put the seven anchovies into it. This is his first time cooking and it's for Seohyun so he made sure that it's tasty since she's great cook. He looked at his phone again while splitting the rice cakes. "Oh, green onion!" He completely forgot one of the ingredients that will make ddeokbokki tastier.

He checked in the fridge and took green onion and chives while looking at it confusedly. "Which one is green onion?" He didn't know how green onion looks like and he had to search on the internet again to see how it looks like. "Is it this one?" He held the green onion while looking back and forth his phone and green onion to make sure it is right.

When the anchovy's broth started to boil, he picked up the anchovies from the pot using chopsticks. He was clumsy while picking up the anchovies because it was too hot. He mixed hot paper paste hot pepper flakes and sugar into a small bowl before put it into the broth. Then, he put the rice cakes and mixed it until the broth is thicken.

When it's almost done, he tasted it but coughed and rushed to drink water. He was huffing and puffing and his face turned red after eating his first-time-made ddeokbokki. He started to sweat as well. It was so spicy. Seohyun will not be able to eat this.

"Oppa, are you done? It smells so good." Seohyun appeared making Jungkook jumped in surprise. She entered the kitchen and took a look at ddeokbokki that Jungkook made. She grabbed the chopsticks but was stopped by Jungkook making her frown. "You can't eat this, Joohyun. It's too spicy. This is not good for our baby." He took her chopsticks away but felt guilty when she pouted. "You don't let me to eat." She sulked and pouted again.

He sighed and took one rice cake to give it to her. She ate it with a beam and Jungkook held a glass of water as a standby if she needs to drink. "It's delicious." She took her chopsticks from Jungkook and eats again. "Isn't it spicy?" He doubted that she could stand that spiciness since her face became red. "It is but since you made it, I love it!" She took another rice cake and stuffed into her mouth.

That night, Seohyun finished the whole plate of ddeokbokki. Jungkook didn't eat it because it's too spicy for him and he forbade his sons to eat it. "Oppa, you should cook for me more." Seohyun winked at him as an aegyo. Jungkook shook his head while looking at her finished the ddeokbokki happily with her red face, sniffing nose, and sweats all over her forehead.

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"I want one goguma latte, please." Jungkook ordered a latte at the school cafeteria. "Here's your goguma latte." The waiter gave him and Jungkook paid for it before he goes to the Monstar's favorite place.

"Hyung, I didn't know that you're drinking goguma latte." Lucas pointed the goguma latte that Jungkook bought just now. "It's for Joohyun." He answered casually. Yesterday, Seohyun mumbled in her sleep that she wanted to drink goguma latte; a sweet potato latte. He wasn't surprise about that because she loves sweet potato a lot. He knew she is probably craving for goguma latte, so he wanted to surprise her.

Seohyun came after that and told them about today's classes. Because she's pregnant, Monstar didn't ask her to bring their drinks or cook for them because it will be tiring for her. Her job is to inform them what classes they are having today. Jungkook handed the goguma latte to her, "It's for you." She hesitated to take it but took it when he glared at her. She thanked him and took a sip from the drink. After sipping the drink, she beamed in happiness, "Goguma latte!" her screaming shocked Monstar except Jungkook who knew why she's like that. She kissed his cheek making Monstar gaped unaware that Jennie watched them silently in anger. Meanwhile, Jungkook smirked with her obliviousness action.

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Seohyun is so happy after drinking the goguma latte that was bought by Jungkook. She looked at her watch and the class will start soon. She quickly went out from the old infirmary and head to the class.

She climbed up the stairs happily but she encountered with Jennie and her friends, blocking the way for her to class. "Are you happy now that Jungkook oppa treated you better and ignored me? Are you happy that you kissed Jungkook oppa when he won't allow me to touch him at all?" Jennie muttered angrily. She was scared with her, worried if she will hurt her and her baby. "I know that you brainwashed him. If not, he wouldn't like a slut like you." One by one, the accusation from Jennie is too much; from pregnant out-of-wedlock and now, she called her slut.

"I hate you, slutty bitch!" Jennie pushed Seohyun caused her to fall from the stairs. Jennie and her gangs left her and went to the class knowing that the lecturer is coming.

Seohyun slowly got up, feeling hurt after the fall and noticed the blood dripped from her legs. She was petrified with what she saw with her two eyes. "No! No! No!" She bawled. "Somebody help me! Help me?!!" She cried for help but no one was there. "My baby, please. Please save my baby. Jungkook, our baby-" She muttered slowly while holding her stomach with tears flowed non-stop before everything turns black.

Dr. Yuri walked along the corridor when she saw a familiar person lying on the floor. "Oh my god, Seohyun!" She ran towards her and tapped her cheek before taking out her phone. "Hello! Dr. Kwon Yuri is here. I need an ambulance for Seohyun. Please be hurry!"

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Jungkook couldn't concentrate the lecture thinking where Seohyun is. She wasn't in the class. Does she felt the sharp pain again? He could've texted her telling that she won't be coming to class. He became more worried. Where is she?

"That's all for today." The lecturer announced marking the end of the lesson. Jungkook quickly packed his things and went out first without waiting his friends. While he was going down the stairs, he saw a group of students surrounded in front of the stairs. He took a peek and hoped that they didn't surround Seohyun. He relieved when he saw the cleaner was mopping the floor but what so special about it? That cleaner working everyday and they saw them every day so there's nothing to watch.

"I wonder whose blood was that. Does that person fell from the stairs?" One of the students murmured which can be heard by Jungkook clearly. Blood? Fell from stairs? No! No! No! Jungkook shook his head to erase his thought about something might happen to Seohyun. She's probably rest at the old infirmary. Yes, that's it! She's taking a rest.

He bumped into Dr. Yuri and before he said anything, she told him devastating news. "Why are you here? You should go to the hospital now. Seohyun fell down from the stairs and she was bleeding." He froze when he heard terrified news. No, this can't be happening! Seohyun answer his baby. "No!!!"

Dr. Yuri gave her car key to him. Without waiting anymore, he rushed to Dr. Yuri's car and sped to the XXXX Hospital.

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"Joohyun!" He went to her who was lying on the hospital bed unconsciously. "Joohyun, what happen to you?" His tears fell from his eyes. Why she have to suffer from this? The door was opened by his parents and then Mrs. Jeon marched towards him and slapped him hardly. Mr. Jeon held her so that she didn't slap him again. Jungkook confused with his mother's action.

"You useless kid! What have you done to her?" He didn't get what his mother is talking about. "I didn't do anything to her. Why did you slap me suddenly?"

"How am I not mad at you, Jungkook? You broke your promise for I don't know how many times. You promised to us that you will take care of her but you didn't. Look what happen to her! She lost the baby, Jungkook! She's miscarriage!" He gasped in shock when he found out that Seohyun is miscarriage. The baby that they waited for a long time is gone. He wondered what his sons would react if they know that they wouldn't get a dongsaeng. They wanted a dongsaeng so much especially Jisung because he wanted to be a big brother to his dongsaeng.

"I don't want to see your face. Don't you dare to come here until I say so. Get out!" She chased him out of the room.

Jungkook spent his time in the car crying thinking about Seohyun. He kept thinking why all bad things happened when she's pregnant. He was so happy that Seohyun decided not to abort the baby although Seohyun and their baby received a lot of insults from other students. He never thought his happiness will be for a while and ended with this horrible outcome.

When Jungkook lamented in the car, his phone vibrated and it was a message from his father telling him to pick up his sons and brought them to the hospital but he was not allowed to enter Seohyun's room.

He reached at his sons' kindergarten and they beamed when they saw their father picked them up. "Appa, I want to eat." The boys whined because they were hungry. He took them to their favorite food stall. He took his wallet but realized that he ran out of money. He told them that he needs to go to the bank.

He looked at his money balance in his account. It has a huge amount of money because his father gave him money every month. Jungkook realized that his family never uses his money to buy things that they needed. Seohyun insisted that she wanted to pay using her own money from her job rather than use his money whenever they went out. He wondered why she wanted to use her own money.

He remembered when Seohyun turned 22 years old; she asked his parents' permission for allowing her to work at The Exoplanet Cafe as a cook. They against it at first but after Seohyun explained why she wanted to work; they allowed her with a condition that she only works as a cook. Her explanation still lingers in his mind; "I want to work because I thought that I should be like other families in my village. Other families worked very hard for their family, their children. They are really poor who struggled to find money so that their family can eat to survive and then there's me who married with someone rich and I easily earn money without doing nothing unlike them. I should be fair to them. I can't just look at that suffering and tried from work while I'm relaxing in the house while waiting for the money to come to me." Jungkook couldn't help but to love hermore after that.

Jungkook brought them to the hospital and took them to Seohyun's room. He had to wait outside because his mother didn't allow him to enter but managed to take a peek when his sons opened the door. She's still unconscious. He looked at his watch and lunch will be over in 45 minutes before his next class starts. He left the hospital with heavy-heart.

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Jungkook came back to the college in miserable state. He didn't feel like want to go to the class and wanted to stay at home but since he used Dr. Yuri's car, he had no choice but to come back. He gave Dr. Yuri's car key to her. Looking at his depressed look, Dr. Yuri didn't want to ask him anything about Seohyun but she offered him to stay at the infirmary if he didn't want to go to class.

He decided to go to the old infirmary which is Seohyun's hiding place, to isolate himself from everyone. He wanted to be alone right now. He lied down on the bed and stared blankly on the ceiling. 'Joohyun, what have I done? Because of me, we lost our baby. Why all this has to be happen? I'm such a bad husband and father. If only I told my friends about you earlier, I don't have to keep this secret from everyone and we will be happy.' He thought himself with tears brimmed in his eyes.

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He woke up from his sleep when his phone vibrated. Taeil texted him asking where did he go and they want to go home. He quickly leaves the infirmary.

In the limousine, Jungkook didn't speak at all. His friends asked him where he went during lunch time, why he skipped the class, why he looked so sullen answer someone asked where is Seohyun making Jungkook clenched his first while blinked back his tears. He didn't answer instead he took his earphone and listened to a song from his phone with a very high volume. Vernon, Winwin, Taeil, and Minho who were sitting opposite to him, could hear the song that he's listening to. They worried that it could damage his hearing.

When he reached at the mansion, his parents and his sons were there. His sons looked so sad, probably because of their mother. "The boys will stay here and you will stay with Seohyun." Mrs. Jeon told him without looking. She's still mad at him but she knows that her son love her so much and Seohyun will ask about Jungkook when she wakes up so she allowed him to be with her. "Is she okay?" Mrs. Jeon sighed and shook her head. She hasn't wake up yet.

"Omma, appa, I have something to tell you," He took a deep breath and continued, "I want to work." They were shock when he said that he wanted to work. Mr. Jeon didn't let him to work until he graduates. "No! You're not allowed to work in my company until you're graduated. I don't want you to get distract from studies." He reasoned out why he didn't let him to work at his company. "I'm not saying that I want to work at your company. I want to work as a part-timer."

"Where?" Mrs. Jeon asked in confusion. Why does he want to work suddenly? "I don't know but maybe I work at Seohyun's workplace."

"And what are you going to do there? Seohyun can cook but what about you? I don't want you to work as a waiter. If you want to work, make sure that no one know or see you working. You still damage my image and reputation." He didn't want the societies to talk bad about his family and afraid that Jungkook will get distract from his studies when he's working.

"Maybe I can apply as a dishwasher. It's an easy job so O don't have to worry about it." Jungkook thought about it. Seohyun told him that the workers who work at the kitchen are both cook and dishwasher. He thought that if he apply as a dishwasher, it would be easy for them to prepare the food while he just washes all the dishes.

"But why?" The question that was bugging in their mind finally came out. "Do you know that my family never uses the money that you gave to me every month? She said that's not our money and I wondered why she said that but now, I finally understand why she said that. She meant that money isn't mine but yours. I remembered what she said when she asked your permission to work before that it's not fair for a poor people work very hard for their family but have earned money without doing anything. I realized that I never did anything for my family. I'm 25 years old now and I'm the one who supposed to work as the leader of my family not Joohyun."

Mrs. Jeon him after he said that. She is proud with her son for being mature. She realized that she's been spoiled him too much by giving everything to him because he's the only son that she and her husband had been waiting for. It's really hard for her to believe that he's 25 years old and already have a family. Time flies so fast. He's not Jungkook that they used to pamper but a mature and responsible Jungkook.