Canada Day... A Time For Change
Hi everyone.
So as you all know, I'm a really big fan of Kpop. *cue the eyerolls*
But I've had some recent... slip ups.
I've begun to realize that my behaviour is bordering on obsessive. Kpop is wrecking my relationships with some real life friends, and pulling me away from my family, and worst of all... pulling me away from God.
I've been doing some sinful, horrible things, and I think I'm... in a way... becoming a sasaeng. So guys, I've made a decision.
I will be taking the next 2.5-3 days off from being a Kpop fan.
I think I'm losing my real life now, and I need to gain it back.
I will spend the next days celebrating Canada Day (Canada is 150 years old, I'm proud to live in such a great country), being with my family, writing, reading books the "old-fashioned" way, and reading the Bible, praying, and listening to music that speaks of nothing but the greatness of my Saviour.
I hope you can support this decision. Obsessive Maniac Kei is leaving (hopefully forever), but a Controlled, Better Kei is reporting for duty in 2-3 days.
I'll still be here if you guys need to talk about anything, and I'll be reporting for missions in survival shows. Fellow Hummingbird members, I'll be around if it's needed.
But other than that, I need to focus on what matters most in my life, and gain the real me back.
Thanks, and bye for now,
Kei