Vent (delete later

there's a lot more but I don't have the time to just put everything. That's not even close to what I have to deal with everyday. I'm tired of people saying how I have such a perfect life and how I'm so rich. My parents worked hard for their money. That's all that matters. I have a lot of family problems as well. Only my best friends (irl) know about my parents. Well actually only ONE person knows and that's nikkie. Hi nikkie *w*. Anyway. -ahem- every day I get messages and such saying stuff up there ^^ the worst thing probably sent to me was,"please go die you cancer, you're contagious and no one likes you.fag. You only want attention you slut. If you were ran over by a truck and thrown into a ditch you just might be slightly pretty." And there's some inappropriate stuff like -ahem- "go choke on a dick you slut" ._. Um. Anywayyyy I always smile. Especially in public. At school I seem perfectly finnnnneeeee HA I'm dying in the inside. I might be "smiling" and "laughing" but it's easy to fake ya know.
Okay I'm done sorry.
I just feel so SAD.
Like I've already felt depressed before but
I feel even SADDER.
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I'll stop bugging ya'll
Sorry..
