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Yeri's POV
"Kyungsoo?"
He looked over and had such an unreadable face. You could not tell what he was feeling. It was just a blank face staring into my soul. It was honestly a comfortable silence though.
Before I knew it he ran up to us and put us in a bone crushing hug. When I say bone crushing, I MEAN TO THE POINT I CANT BREATH AND WILL DIE IN .000000001 SECONDS!
When he let go I could feel my head dizzy but when I stared into his eyes, they were the old eyes I used to love. They were comforting. They made me feel at home. Although they weren't exactly the same...they were very...anxious...
"We have a lot to talk about."
~after getting into Yeri's dorm since her other members were doing errands~
"So how have you been oppa?" I ask
"Honestly, it's been great. Super busy though. Today I have a couple hours off after so long. When my mom contacted me about BOTH of you getting your memories back...I was jumping off the walls. My members were really annoyed at how much I was running around." He laughs
"So, I kind of also wanted to clear some things up. Mainly you Yeri. You left me confused. After you tried to commit suicide I was really confused. You never told me about your family and such? Mentally, I was frustrated. Tell me, why?" He says looking desperately into my eyes.
"Well...I guess my anxiety, panic attacks and depression got to the point where it felt useless to try anymore...I felt I had no purpose. It's sounds pretty cliche actually. But really, I was just over it. I was over the fact of life. I thought that was all my life had for me. Now I'm okay though. I think being at the spot I am right now helped me a lot. Being able to be surrounded by good people really just helped me. When I was training it put my life back together." I say looking down playing with my fingers. I smiled to myself as I recalled all the good things that have happened over the past couple years.
"Yeri, why didn't you tell me? Tell us? I had a feeling it was because of something like this. Do you know how much pain my heart held when I realized it was all my fault? The day you tried to commit suicide, I remember rejecting your request of hanging out. I thought for years that because of me being too busy with my own life...I could have risked my best friends life...I just couldn't live with myself. Yeri, please don't hold anything in. From personal experience, don't hold it in. Just don't. You will regret it. I learned hard way." Kyungsoo says pleadingly
"And Yeri? Also know, you are definitely enough. You are my light of day. You make me feel happy when I see you. Please don't let me sit in the dark. I need my light." Jungkook says holding my hand
At this point I'm tearing up and I can tell any second I will tear up.
"It's not your fault...it's mine. I should've said something...I should've just told you guys. Our lives would be so much better if I had just said something. And I will never leave you guys. If you die, I'll die. If you fall, I'll fall. If you get hurt, I'll hurt who hurt you. I promise I won't leave you guys." I say through my tears and I get up to hug them
It was a long comforting hug. I could feel the love radiating out of me. I feel like I haven't felt this much love for years. It feels nice to have a full purpose.
"Well now that we are all cleared, I still have about 3 hours off. How about I treat you guys to some food and ice cream?" Kyungsoo says with his eyes getting big and his heart shaped lips smiling big.
"Really?! Okay then, let's go! Just like the old times!" I say and I get in between them and link arms.
"Hey manger-nim? Go to my favorite meat place. I think these guys will like it." Kyungsoo says to his manger in the van.
He nods and we get into the van.
"Oh and I already told both of your managers about this. We kind of planned this surprise visit." Kyungsoo says
"Wow. Really? You really missed me, huh hyung?" Jungkook says flipping his imaginary hair
"Oh whatever. You haven't even changed." Kyungsoo says nudging his shoulder
"Ow hyung! You hurt me on the first day! Unbelievable." Jungkook says and acts offended
"Why don't you shut up you little gummy bear." Kyungsoo says and pats his head
"You aren't that much older than me anyway." Jungkook mumbles
"IM 5 YEARS OLDER THAN YOU! WHAT ARE YOU SAYING?!" He yells in his face and we all laugh as we drive away happily
~after drive and eating since that's kind of boring~
"I am so stuffed." Jungkook says patting his stomach
"You're telling me. I ate like a beast." Kyungsoo says
"Yeah and I had to clean up after both of you messy heads." I say and laugh as I wipe the table
Jungkook grabs my hand stops me from wiping anymore
"Yah! You know the workers here are supposed to do that?" He scolds me
"It doesn't hurt to just wipe it of a little bit I say and continue
"Just let her be. This is good practice for when she becomes a mother." Kyungsoo says and smirks
I immediately drop the napkin and back away
"Actually you're right! That's not my job!" I say with my hands up
"Actually, he is right. Wife! Go clean the table for me!" Jungkook says jokingly
"Haha! Yeah right! You do it!" I say back
"No. That's the wife's job. Go!" He says
"We aren't married."
"Yes we are."
"Virtually, not in real life."
"Maybe we will get married." Jungkook says looking into my eyes
"Uh umm...yeah...uh...oh! Look at the time. It looks like we have to go! I'll be in the car!" I say and walk out
Jungkook's POV
Did I say something wrong? Why did she just walk away? Does she not like me? Does she not want to get married?
"Hey Kyungsoo. Can we talk?" I ask him
"Sure, I'm waiting to get my credit card back from the waitress anyways. What's up?"
"Well, me and Yeri were talking and somehow the subject of marriage and she seemed uncomfortable with the subject. Is that bad?"
"Well with things like that, it's hard for her to comprehend. I think since her parents died, she is somewhat afraid of things like that. Don't push it though. Give her time." He says
"Okay thanks hyung." I say and elbows me with a grin
"Oh and when you do get married, I'll be the best man." He says and winks
"Oh whatever hyung." I say
He got his credit card back and then he head locked me
"HYUUNG! THIS HURTS!" I tell
"Why do you think I'm doing this?" He says and we walk out with lots of yelling
1216 WORDS! That's a lot to me sooo yeah. Oh and I didn't proof read this so if there were mistakes, I'm sorry. Anyways I hope you enjoyed today's chapter❤️ Thank you for 8K reads!!! I love you guys soooooooooo much 😘 I hope everyone is safe and healthy and if you are having a bad day, don't fret because with bad comes good☺️ Have a wonderful and fabulous day :)