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Jungkook's POV
UUGGGGGGHHHH
I'm just confused
Do I love her?
Do I tell her?
At this point you're probably thinking,"Didn't you already tell her that you love her?"
Well yes. And no.
We kind of considered a "friend" thing...
I don't like that
When I said it...I didn't mean it as a "friend" thing
UUGGGGGGHHHH
Why is love confusing...
*ring ring*
I check my phone. It's a text. From Yeri.
From Yeri:
Hey can you come over? I need you for a second.
To Yeri:
Okay I'm coming.
Oh dear.
Yeri's POV
"Whats this?" I say as I pick up a cassette tape.
"Hey Wendy Unni! Come here for a second!" I yell
"Yeah?" She says and pokes her head into my room
"Can I have your cassette player for a second?" I ask (Cassette player? I don't even know 😂)
"Okay." She leaves and comes back with it and I hand her the cassette
"Where did you get this?" She asks me while she puts the cassette in
"In my closet, I was a looking for my other pair of shoes when I saw this."
"Well let's see." She says and presses the play button
It was Jungkook singing. But not his exact voice. It was his voice and I'm guessing Kyungsoos voice.
"Hey that's one of Bangtan's songs! But the cassette was made like 8 years ago..." Wendy says
She's right. It's their song "Butterfly"
I keep listening and at the end they both talked.
"Happy Birthday Yeri! We love you and hope you have a good day with us." Kyungsoo says
"We love you Yeri! From your oppas, Happy Birthday!" Jungkook says and it ends
"Woah, they were talking to you! But who are those guys talking? I'm surprised this thing still works. They sound pretty young." She says confused
"Umm I'm gonna text him." I say and run to the bathroom.
Skip to when he gets to the dorm (the author is too lazy to write so yeah)
"What did you need?" He asks and comes in
I just grab his hand and take him to my room.
I just press play and we listen to it.
He has a pretty surprised face. When it ends I stare at him for an answer. Then he...starts...tearing up...
"Th-that was the d-day before you tr-tried to commit s-suicide..." He says looking down trying to not cry
I just stare blankly at him.
Then it hit me.
Flashback to the day after Yeri's birthday (She has just turned 11 at this point. I changed it to 10 years old so it's makes more sense so her mom died at the age of 10 for Yeri. This is one year after her grandma suing the aunt and Yeri being skinny and depressed)
"Hey Jungkook why don't you play with me?" Yeri yells outside his door
"I can't okay! I have to go somewhere, okay!" He yells back
"Oh okay..." She says and starts walking to Kyungsoo's house
"Hey Kyungsoo? You there?" She says lightly into the peaked of the house
"Oh Yeri! Come in, he's in his room." His mom says and I nod as I walk to his room
"Hey Kyungsoo? Are you there?" Yeri asks and knocks the door
He opens the door aggressively and looks down at me
"I'm sorry Yeri but I really can't play today, I have to study and I just got into training for SM. Please just go away." He says and slams the door in her face. (Keep in mind at this time Jungkook is 12 and Kyungsoo is 16)
She is on the verge of tears but then she realizes, "I have no more tears to cry."
She walks out of the home without a word and walks to the park. She is just so tired of everything. She is so dizzy from dehydration and lack of food.
"Ma, I'm just so tired of this. I'm coming soon ma...I'm coming...just wait..." She says and looks at the water below her before falling in.
After she flung herself into the water a lady screams and calls 911 as another man jumps into the river to get her out.
When she wakes up...not a single memory...
End of flashback
Oh.My.Gosh.
That's what happened.
He hugs me and nuzzles his head into my neck.
"I should've just been at least a little nicer. I could have saved you." He sobs
"Jungkook, it's not your fault. I was the one who made the decision. Don't do this to yourself." I say hugging him tightly
"I...l-lo-"
"I love you too Jungkook."
He stops sobbing and looks up.
"W-was that-"
"No. I actually mean I love you. As in I.love.you." I say
He then has the brightest eyes in the world. He pulls me in for a kiss and it was magical.
After kiss cause this isn't a smut
Now we are walking hand in hand to the park and we have a comfortable silence looking at the trees
"So...what's gonna happen after the show?" I ask
"I don't know...but all I know is I'm not letting you go. Not this time." He says and puts his arm around my shoulder.
"I'm just worried about the companies and the fans and the-"
"Don't worry. We will get through it. If it means losing some fans and getting some hate here and there, so be it." He says and looks down at me while smiling.
"Okay." I say and giggle as I look up at him
"I love you." He says as he kisses my forehead
"I love you too."
OMG OMG OMG!!! The Jungri feels are spilling out of me. Anyways yeah they love each other...SQQUEEEEL! Oh and sorry for the late update, life just threw some lemons at me so I made some lemonade 👍
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