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I used to be bitter. This piece of art is not me complaining or saying negative things about you. This is me reflecting on things that had happened between us. This is me accepting that i am no longer in control of them. This is me accepting that all of you have different lives now and everything's better now. This is me reflecting of the good and the bad things and letting go. This is me setting my past to peace.
Firstly, i want to thank you for walking into my life and being in it for a certain amount of time. To my first love, thank you for teaching and showing me what love could be and what love is. Thank you for teaching me bravery and courage. Thank you for teaching me risks, because what love is without risks?
Secondly, to my first relationship, thank you for teaching me patience with myself and with others. Thank you for teaching me self-love because in the dark times, i slowly learnt to be there for myself and to be gentle with me. Because of you i have found myself after i lost me trying to save you from your own demons. Thank you for teaching me that i can't save the people i love even if i want it so badly. Thank you for teaching me sacrifice, because in love you sacrifice a lot, thank you for teaching me to do it wisely. And when we parted, i taught to never run back or chase those who stepped on the road to move on. In your absence, i found every answer.