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"Hey!" Jared walks in with gen. JJ jumps up and stands straight looking at Gen.
"Hi." She walks closer. "I'm gen, Jareds wife."
"Baby you can sit down." Jensen takes her hand.
"But whenever we had guests over or when my mom would come home I'd have to make her a snack and a drink."
"We don't do that here. We're polite and see if they need anything but they've been here plenty of times they can go get it themselves."
"Oh.. Ok." She looks at them.
"Why don't you go show tom and shep your room."
"Ok."
"So how do you like having two kids?"
"It's fun." I stand up.
"Keeping you guys busy?"
"'No not really. We just want her to be comfortable first. Then we'll start getting busy again." Jensen says. I come back with four glasses of lemonade.
"Thanks." Gen smiles. I sit back down next to Jensen and he wraps an arm around me.
"Is it affecting the two of you in any way?"
"I think if anything we're spending more time together because it's like oh my god we have two kids we'll hardly see eachother we'll be so busy. So we're trying to get as much as eachother as we can."
"When gen was pregnant all she wanted to do was for me to bring her food."
"Ok hey let's put a baby in you it changes everything." She chuckles
"I'm a little worried that if we put a baby in me the government would want me to be tested on."
"I'm gonna go check on them real quick." Jensen stands up.
"He's not freaking out?" Jared whispers.
"No he's been really calm about everything."
"I'm surprised all of this isn't bringing back times with Daneel."
"Yeah.. I have been him busy though so." I shrug.
"Are you worried about him?"
"No... Should I be?"
"It's just that when Daneel was pregnant that's when he started having feelings for someone else."
"But I'm not pregnant... I mean we just got two kids together.. He wouldn't leave me?"
"No no he loves you." Gen says trying to calm me down.
"But if you guys bring it up then it most be an issue."
"It's not."
"What's not?" Jensen asks. I look up at him with my lips parted.
"Nothing.." I whisper.
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"Good night JJ." I smile at her.
"Hey misha." She calls out before I leave the room.
"Yeah?" I turn around.
"I heard you and.... I forgot their names.."
"Jared and gen."
"Yeah I heard you guys talking about Jensen.. Are you actually worried he's gonna leave us?"
"No." I shake my head. "He wouldn't leave us, he loves us."
"I can tell you're lying."
"Ok it's just... I've been dating him for almost a year and a half now and I'm just suddenly worried about something stupid that'll never happen because he loves me, he loves us."
"Misha." Jensen says looking in the room. "Can I talk to you?" I close my eyes regretting everything I've just Said.
"Go to bed." I whisper and kiss JJs forehead.
"Good night guys."
"Good night." We both say. We walk into our room and Jensen sighs loudly and crosses his arms. "You're really talking to our daughter about me leaving?"
"It's not like that. Jared and gen was worrie-"
"They think I'm gonna leave you and west and JJ? Are you kidding me?"
"They were just curious if I was worried about you falling for someone else."
"Why?"
"Because when Daneel was pregnant you... You fell inlove with me."
"I didn't fall inlove with you then." He sighs. It literally feels like someone has ripped my heart out of my chest.
"Oh."
"I.. God I'm so pathetic. I.."
"You what Jensen! Didn't fall inlove with me until the day I made out with you!?"
"No! I fell inlove with you way before!" He shouts and then lowers his voice. "Remember the first convention you went to with us?"
"Yeah."
"You brought Vicki?"
"Yeah."
"I was so jealous of her. I would see you two talking and whispering and laughing in a corner and I remember just thinking how much I wish that was me with you. And I get so bad for feeing like that. So I didn't tell anybody. I was 1 year into my own marriage you were like 4 months into yours and I just so badly wanted to push you against a wall and kiss you."
"Really?"
"Yeah. I didn't tell anybody because I was worried. I wasn't sure why I was feeling like that. I loved Daneel. I knew you loved Vicki so I kept it to myself." He whispers. After long silent minute or two he finally mutters. "Please say something."
"You are such a love sick guy." I laugh.
"What?"
"You've loved me since day 1." I walk over to him.
"Control your looks." He rolls his eyes.
"Why I like knowing the guy I'm inlove with and who I'm going to marry has had a crush on me since-"
"Will you please just kiss me and shut up." He chuckles.
"I like gloating." I smile and kiss him. He picks me up and puts me on the bed. "We have to be super quiet." I whisper.
"Ok." He pushes his lips back to mine while slowly grinding his hips onto mine.