Берегу тебя, но ненавижу

История на английском)))

I miss you...

how I miss you...

fuck, I just want to see you...

how i want to see your fucking smile again...

but I killed you...

killed my last hope...

I have nothing else...

I'm so dumb that I killed my happiness...

—I brought the weapon to my throat...
-forgive me for my fucking behavior...
—shot

the bloody body lay near the grave of the only hope...